166. You can be a philosopher now

Qin Xiaoyue asked me to wait in the house for a while, and watched her walk out of the house from the window and take out her mobile phone to dial. It seemed that the signal shielding equipment was only in this house, and it was able to receive the signal outside, and she finished the phone in a few minutes, but saw that she stood and waited for a minute before turning around and walking in the door.

She handed me her phone, her gaze swept over and narrowed slightly, there was a picture on the screen.

The location of the photo was taken downstairs in my apartment, and Zhou Yu and my mother were the protagonists, and the time was just now.

"You've sent someone to spy on them?"

Qin Xiaoyue: "I'm sorry, this is not my scope of responsibility, I can't answer you." ”

Anyway, my mother had already rushed to the apartment and waited for Zhou Yu to go back, and I couldn't handle what happened next.

Since that day, I have lived a life of isolation, except for Qin Xiaoyue, Zhang Xin occasionally came over to interrogate me with some questions, and repeatedly talked about those things. I don't know what the situation is out there, or what stage the case has reached.

And because the signal is blocked, there is no network, and there is no contact with the outside world, and life has become very boring.

In the first few days, I was very impetuous, but then Qin Xiaoyue brought me a few books, yes, there are reading books, as well as pregnant mothers and children, and gradually I calmed down.

I really don't have to worry about food and daily life, Qin Xiaoyue is doing everything by Qin Xiaoyue, and she will even match me with nutritious meals. I also started to get drowsy, I started going to bed at 9 o'clock in the evening, slept until ** o'clock in the morning, and felt sleepy again after lunch.

Check the knowledge in the pregnant mother's book and say that this is the normal state of pregnancy.

In addition, she gets along well with Qin Xiaoyue, she is two years younger than me, and she is not in the establishment. I sent her this time mainly because she was patient and careful, and she would talk to me about personal matters in addition to business.

For example, she has a boyfriend in the establishment, who met her senior when she was in school, and the two have a very good relationship.

She would also ask me about the father of the child, and I would hear that we grew up together as childhood sweethearts, with undisguised admiration in her eyes. Tell me that I envy those who have talked for a lifetime at a time, like me, watching each other grow from a boy to a mature and stable, a girl from a plain face to a delicate and beautiful, the two of them must be happy and unforgettable in this period of life together.

But listening to me smile and say - I divorced the father of the child, after that, her mouth opened into a circle. There was both surprise and apology in his eyes, and he wanted to ask but felt presumptuous.

I smiled and told her that a lifetime is too long, and no relationship is destined to last a lifetime from the beginning. And in the years of growing up with each other, each age has different ideas.

For example, the world is 11ocm high, and we will dream of the princess and Cinderella, dream of a pumpkin carriage, and look up to see the sky full of stars; When I arrived at the world of 155cm, I began to become very busy, with the ignorance of first love and the unknown and longing for emotions; However, when it comes to the adult world, it is very empty, the impulses and beliefs of the past will be crushed by reality, and the former love will be smoothed out by all kinds of edges and corners, leaving only a life that lasts for a while.

And marriage must survive in this crack, and if you are not careful, it will be broken like a fragile object.

Qin Xiaoyue didn't understand my analogy very well, there was confusion in her eyes, and she said: Jia Ru, you describe marriage as a beast of water.

At this time, Zhou Yu's face flashed in my mind, and I shook my head and said-

Marriage is not a flood beast, it is a river that you have tried your best to plunge into, even if you indulge in it, you have never regretted it. It's just that the river rises above your head, suffocating you, and you have to break out of the water to breathe, otherwise you will only drown.

Qin Xiaoyue blinked twice and commented: Jia Ru, you can be a philosopher.

I didn't answer her again, and swallowed my spit, feeling bitter. Only those who have experienced it can understand that philosophers are not so easy to be, it is a road made by the ups and downs of life.

Maybe I talked about this topic, or maybe I had been suppressing and restraining my emotions, but suddenly I broke a hole because I talked about marriage, so a strong wind slammed in from that opening, and I couldn't suppress my thoughts anymore.

I asked Qin Xiaoyue: When can I go out?

She was silent.

Silence is the answer. Suddenly, I couldn't hold my breath, and I asked again in an impetuous mood: "Are you planning to lock me up for the rest of my life?" ”

Qin Xiaoyue's eyes flashed with worry, "No, but I have no right to answer your question, my task is to take care of you, in fact, I don't know what the situation is outside." ”

I didn't want to embarrass her, but now that a month has passed, I have to have a prenatal checkup.

Qin Xiaoyue went to ask for instructions, and when she came back, she had a smile on her face. I was relieved when I heard her tell me to give me an appointment number first, and then go to the hospital for prenatal check-up when the appointment was available.

The hand unconsciously touched the belly, and after six months, it was already bigger than the last time I went to the prenatal checkup. Now I am clumsy when I walk, and I like to sleep more than before, and sometimes I wake up with cramps in my feet when I fall asleep.

Also, fetal movements are becoming more frequent.

I remember someone saying that they would not miss a moment of their child's growth, but I was cut off from that person for a whole month.

In the afternoon, Qin Xiaoyue told me that she had made an appointment with the prenatal doctor, and that there would be a car to pick us up and take us to the hospital tomorrow morning. She asked me if there was anything I needed to pay attention to, or if there was anything I needed to bring, and I thought about it and just said I couldn't eat breakfast.

I have the impression that every time I go to the prenatal check-up, I can't eat breakfast in the morning, because there is a high chance that there will be a B or blood test.

Due to the environment, my biological clock has been adjusted from going to bed after 10 o'clock at night to going to bed after 8 o'clock, so I wake up before 7 o'clock the next day. After freshening up and leaving the room, Qin Xiaoyue was already waiting in the living room.

Zhang Xin personally drove over to pick him up, he still had a breezy look, and there was no emotion in his eyes.

I still couldn't calm down, and couldn't help but ask: "Investigator Zhang, how long do I still need to be investigated by you?" He glanced at Qin Xiaoyue before coming to see me: "Is it taking care of me here?" ”

"Would you feel good if you were deprived of your liberty and cut off from the outside world?" I asked straight back.

Zhang Xin paused, and finally responded to me positively: "The case is almost final, and I will inform you when the review results come out." ”

It means that I still have to endure the days of being a prisoner.

The prenatal doctor who made the appointment happened to be the one who was five months old, and the first thing she said when she saw me was, "You look good." "Then lying down and doing fetal heart rate monitoring also went well, and the baby's heartbeat was in the normal range.

After that, I opened a list for me to do System B, but there were a lot of people waiting in line for this project, and there were twenty or thirty people before my number. The men couldn't come in, so Qin Xiaoyue had to sit with me in the waiting area.

It's the age of the "low-headed", and most people take out their phones and pound it as soon as they sit down. But my mobile phone was ordered by Zhang Xin to be placed in that house before I went out, including Qin Xiaoyue's mobile phone.

His eyes swept over the nurse's table, and a piece of paper was plastered on it that said, "Please urinate before the examination."

"I'll go to the bathroom." I got up from the chair, and Qin Xiaoyue immediately said, "I'll go with you." ”

I didn't object, the two walked out of the corridor of room B, and when they came to the door of the toilet, Qin Xiaoyue stood in front of the sink. Apparently she didn't want to go to the bathroom, she just came with me.

After returning to my seat and sitting for five minutes, I got up again and said to Qin Xiaoyue apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm going to the bathroom again." She nodded understandingly, knowing that it was normal to urinate frequently during pregnancy. Seeing that she was about to get up and accompany her, I took the first step to speak: "If you don't want to go to the toilet, you don't have to accompany me, anyway, it's just a few steps away from this door." ”

Qin Xiaoyue didn't insist when she heard this, so I walked out of room B with a smooth step in her sight.

At the other end of the corridor, you can see Zhang Xin waiting over there, which is the only place to leave Area B. But I didn't think about running away under his nose, this wasn't a movie, I could outrun a strong man with a big belly? Besides, things are far from the point where I want to "abscond in fear of sin".

Avoiding Qin Xiaoyue, it is not too difficult to borrow a mobile phone from a pregnant mother, but I hold someone else's mobile phone but I don't know who to call.

To Mom? I'm afraid that this month's disappearance has broken her heart, and she will definitely be so emotional that she will lose control when she suddenly receives a call from me. As for other people's numbers, I only remember one after thinking about it for a while.

The pregnant mother waited for a while and didn't see me, do you still call? ”

If I missed the opportunity, it would probably be another month to wait, so I hurriedly responded: "Sorry, sorry for delaying you for two more minutes." "When the words fell, I sighed in my heart as the numbers gradually formed, maybe it was a wrong choice.

The beep in the mobile phone rang a few times, and I was in a trance for a moment when a male voice came, and I subconsciously whispered: "Zhou Gongjin ......"

has lived for half his life, and the only mobile phone number he can remember is his except for his mother's.