Even though the passage of time has overwhelmed all the defenses, the joyful scenes of yesterday have always appeared in front of me, and I thought it was half a ring before a trance.

Will there be anyone who has a constant passion to do something? Sleepless, unhappy and sad, mechanically moving forward step by step, never looking behind him.

Insensitive and emotionless, such a past comes to mind all the time, pulling the wild beast hidden deep inside. Today's beautiful illusion suppresses all emotions, and everything becomes relaxed and happy.

Whether it is the warm sunshine that is still on the same day every day, or the pleasant scenery, or the companion by your side, you will gradually fade from the past.

Even a person slowly moves forward, and when he reaches a critical point, he splits in two, one forward, the other stagnates.

When you're happy, put your heart and soul into it, and the smile on your face and the joy that comes out of your heart fill everything. When you are sad, the little man who stands in place occupies everything, it does not move forward, it stagnates in place, all the joy is not felt, even you leave it alone.

Maybe I've never been truly happy, my true self is just the lonely person standing in place, surrounded by darkness and blending in.

There needs to be all sorts of things to fill the void all the time, the empty time, the empty heart.

Closing your eyes is like falling into darkness.

After returning from that day's fun, Yaoguang returned to the book, and the book was opened, but the page was not turned, and it was fixed on that page. She began to get a little confused, and when the game came, she defeated her opponent and won, and the rest of the crowd surrounded her in the center of the crowd, her ears filled with cheers.

The cycle goes on and on, one after another defeated opponents, feeling the warm care of others again and again. It's a happy thing, but it becomes irritable.

Every day, he uses the excuse of studying books to trap himself in the door of his room, and he is thousands of miles away.

Mo Xuan stood in front of the door and was about to knock on the door, hesitated for a long time and raised his hand in the air and did not fall for a long time, even if someone in the door answered, he refused to talk further, he was a little confused, obviously going out to play that day was just a harmonious atmosphere, and he could feel that there was a different kind of emotion circulating between the two.

After a tight night, everything became different, the other party turned him away, there was no normal communication, a large paragraph could only call the other party softly, and as the conversation continued, a tired voice came from inside the door: "You go." ”

It's not just that the person concerned is physically and mentally exhausted, or that the voice has become dull through the thick gang, maybe it's just another excuse to comfort yourself.

I don't know what caused the current situation, and when I think about the words of the day, it seems that they are all reasonable and unremarkable.

After a moment's hesitation, he knocked on the door.

The knock on the door, echoing in the silent room, seemed extremely empty, waking Yaoguang out of her trance, she just looked at the door with blurred eyes, and did not make any further moves.

"Yaoguang, I know you're in there......" Mo Xuan wanted Xiaozhi to persuade Ah Guang with emotion and reason, but he only said the words that had been made up, and what made him up was that Yaoguang actually responded.

"I'm here." These two incomprehensible words made Mo Xuan stunned.

He hesitated for a few seconds before continuing: "There is no way to be stuffy in the room for a long time. The weather outside is so good, you should come out to bask in the sun and take a walk......"

"I don't want to." Direct refusal, no roundabout excuses, no lame reasons to prevaricate the past.

"But ......"

"Let's go." If you want to continue to persuade, an eviction order has been issued inside, and it is stern that cannot be refused.

Mo Xuan was not worried that Yaoguang stayed alone in the room and tried to break into the door and forcibly slammed the door. My heart was full of unwillingness, and I always felt that Yaoguang would do something stupid. After all, alone. It's been two days since that return, and for the past two days, Yaoguang has just locked himself in his room alone, not going out and not talking to outsiders.

Except that he came over every day to ask, there was really no communication, and the food that Xiao Er put at the door did not move, but when the next meal was served, he took away the last meal that had already been cold.

The teahouse has been around for a long time, and with every time Mo Xuan knocks on the door, he can feel the light shining into the room trembling. Only then did Yaoguang react, and when Mo Xuan tried to bang on the door again, the door that had been closed for a long time opened.

"Don't you want to see what happened to me? I ask you, do you see it clearly now? If you see clearly, you can't go. It wasn't the sly smile of the past, and there was no bright sunlight in the eyes, only cold and aggressive words.

Mo Xuan was confused by Yaoguang's sudden change of attitude, and he sighed helplessly and said, "Eh! ”

"I just came over to see how you are." Yaoguang realized that she was not in the right state and was not suitable for conversation, and the inexplicable irritability in her heart made her not want to have any conversation with the outside world at all.

All the things that are wrong have nothing to do with other people, but even so, it's not an excuse, it's the capital to speak ill of other people.

"I'm sorry, I'm not in a good state right now, you've seen me now, and I don't have anything to do, you can rest assured." Yaoguang urged her eyes and said calmly, she could tell that her breathing was unsteady and suppressed her mania.

"If you encounter something unhappy, you can tell me." Mo Xuan said to Yaoguang with some distress, he knew that Yaoguang was hiding a lot of things, and he was willing to wait, waiting for Yaoguang to open up to him, and slowly waiting for such a day.

"I'm talking to you? Why should I tell you, the relationship between the two of us, in the direction of intimacy, is a gentleman's friendship, from the other side, but they have only known each other for more than a month, and they don't even know their real names. Yaoguang sneered in response.

"But!" Mo Xuan wanted to explain, but he couldn't say anything, Yaoguang was right, he really didn't use his real name, he didn't use it because he had some concerns, and he was afraid that if he said it, there would be a lot of estrangement? That's what he's afraid of.

"But what? I don't dare to tell you my name, you don't dare to tell me my name, the confession of the two of us is not as good as Shen Ke, he at least dares to use his real name. Yaoguang saw Mo Xuan's pain that stretched to the middle of the entanglement, and continued, there was someone who could accompany her to the uncomfortable, which made her much more comfortable. Such morbid emotions.