Lao Tao pulls weeds in the flower bed, and it must be those weeds that are pulled;

After pulling out for a while, Lao Dao felt a little tired, so he simply sat directly in the flower garden, looked at the pedestrians shuttling back and forth outside the flower garden, and pursed his lips.

"Vegetarian?"

Zhou Ze's voice sounded from behind Lao Dao.

Lao Dao turned around, smiled at his boss, and reached out to pat it next to him,

"Boss, sit."

Zhou Ze hesitated,

Well

Still not sitting.

Yes, even if he knew that Lao Dao was sick now, he still had the kind of terminal disease that modern medicine could not cure, but Boss Zhou still did not accommodate him because of this, and still chose his own cleanliness.

Besides, he just took a shower and changed into new clothes.

Lao Dao reached into his coat pocket, took out a folded newspaper, and spread it on the ground.

Zhou Ze sat down at this time.

"What do you think?"

Boss Zhou is not very good at comforting people, and many cases have confirmed this, and Boss Zhou himself is self-aware.

So

Zhou Ze did not want the direction of this conversation to be biased towards comfort and encouragement.

Casual chat, casual conversation,

After reading that diagnosis,

Zhou Ze felt a little depressed in his heart.

"Thinking about my life."

Lao Dao raised his head,

Now the sun is just right,

He squinted,

It seems that I enjoy the feeling of being irradiated.

Zhou Ze is the same, he likes to bask in the sun.

Neither of them spoke,

Look up together,

Looking at the sky,

Sunbathe.

About a quarter of an hour later,

Zhou Zecai spoke:

"In this life, it's still a long time."

"Boss, I'm over seventy."

"It's fine, but you're a good person............"

Boss Zhou stopped talking,

seem

It's a little wrong.

Lao Dao rubbed his fingertips and said:

"Actually, the poor road has also lived through this, in this life, I have come, walked, seen, encountered, and I have not been sick or sick until I am more than seventy, I should be content."

Zhou Ze took out a cigarette, and this time, he didn't give it to Lao Dao.

lit a cigarette,

Zhou Zedao:

"I remember that at the beginning, someone once said that if you are bitten by a zombie, you can become an old immortal."

"Hey, wouldn't that be a scourge............"

Lao Dao also shut up.

In the brief exchange between the two,

inadvertently stabbed each other.

"Actually, I've always felt that it's better to die than to live, and if you die, you will have nothing, and if you live, at least you have a thought."

Zhou Ze stretched out his hand to himself as he spoke,

"It's like when you first started,

Eating and sleeping are painful things;

But I still choose to continue to live,

I never thought about suicide in the past, to end it,

It's true

I've been through a lot,

The more you feel,

Living is the true meaning of everything, and sometimes, committing suicide is a very embarrassing thing. ”

"Boss, the doctor said, I only have three months left, maybe even shorter."

When Zhou Ze said "eat something good",

Lao Dao actually sensed that his boss might know something,

And then

When Zhou Ze deliberately wanted to talk to him,

The old way can be determined,

The boss really knows.

"No, I'm a doctor, I'm more experienced than you."

This thing is indeed not allowed, many unfortunate cancer patients, as soon as they are found to be at an advanced stage, the doctor directly announces the "death notice" to your relatives.

But there are always people who can continue to live, cooperate with treatment, and continue to live for half a year, a year, two years, or even longer in a good psychological state, which is not surprising.

It's just that

Even Zhou Ze had to admit that

This kind of example, there is, it does exist, and it is indeed often used as inspirational models and lights of hope.

But many unfortunate people who have not survived, they are not non-existent, nor are they small in number, but they are deliberately and selectively ignored.

Zhou Ze doesn't want Lao Dao to die,

bookshop

It is also not a place of "birth, old age, sickness and death" in the normal sense.

In fact

Count and count,

Calculate and calculate,

At the beginning, there were two normal people in the bookstore,

An old Xu and an old way,

However, since Lao Xu had an unclear relationship with the sea god,

can't be regarded as an ordinary person in the strict sense of the word,

Right now

Only the lone seedling of Lao Dao remains.

It's like a female student in a civil engineering class at a university who is often regarded as a treasure by the whole class.

As the only one left in the book house,

No one wants the old way to just leave.

Ten thousand steps back and said,

On the issue of illness and death,

House

There is no such powerlessness as outsiders in the face of such a thing.

If you're going to die,

I want you to live,

There are still many ways to do it.

In the book house, there are not many others, many zombies.

Moreover, in the extreme situation of Deadpool, let the black chick find a way to plant the old way, and it is estimated that it will be able to continue for a long time.

In the future, the little monkey has to run to the ground every day to fertilize the old road and catch insects.

It's really not good, catch a goblin who is a bit of Taoism, let Lao Xu operate it, and forcibly pull Lang to match, and you can also rely on this way to make Lao Dao forcibly survive.

Although not a completely perfect method,

But take a look at the grand occasion of the magnetic therapy miracle hospital opened by Master Xu Qinglang in Tongcheng last time,

Under this premise,

If you know that it is effective and you can prolong your life,

There will definitely be a lot of people who will go crazy about it.

This,

In fact, the old way also knows,

Zhou Ze didn't know when Lao Dao noticed that there was something wrong with his body.

But it should have been a while, otherwise Lao Dao would not have gone to the hospital for an examination.

But there is one thing that Zhou Ze can't figure out,

Why did Lao Dao hide his illness?

"Boss."

Lao Dao licked his lips,

In the eyes,

reveals a sense of remembrance.

"You say, I'll listen."

"Boss, actually, I used to think that I was quite afraid of death, and I also wanted to live, and I wanted to live for a long, long time.

alive

It's really interesting. ”

Zhou Ze reached out and touched his forehead,

get

There's definitely a twist below.

"But, when it came to the end, when I found out that I had this disease, when the doctor told me about the condition, I was not as panicked as I had imagined.

instead

There is a sense of relief.

Lived for more than seventy,

Let's be honest,

boss

I've had enough to live.

I have lived a good life, I have been hunted down, and I have seen too many strange things that ordinary people can't see in ten lifetimes.

Although, I've always felt that I'm not qualified to write a memoir or something.

But really,

In this life,

Life may not be very exciting,

But at least there is one word worthy of it - 'no loss'. ”

The old way slowly got up from the ground,

"It's really not a loss, boss.

I also feel that it is time.

The only thing that can't be put down is a little monkey.

Hahaha,

Truth be told,

Actually, I can't let you go, boss.

I can't let go of my former boss either,

It's true

In a heartfelt way,

You guys

All good people.

Not hypocritical, not hypocritical, follow you, it's quite enjoyable.

But without me, you can live well, and even better. ”

Zhou Ze moved his lips,

He was tempted to say,

Without you,

What about the pharmacy next door?

What should I do if I take a day trip to the city in the future?

But these words, when they are spoken, are too bad for the scenery.

There is one thing that Zhou Ze has never figured out, that is, if Lao Dao dies and refuses his help, he wants to "return dust to dust".

so

Where will his soul go?

Will you be like ordinary people, go to hell, walk the Yellow Spring, live a helpless life, and then go to the next life?

Still is

A complete end?

or,

Wearing purple gold on his head and stepping on the clouds,

Tarzan in hell roars because of this?

But

The last one may be a bit of a rip,

If the old man is dead,

can turn on the "Return of the King" mode,

Not to mention this possibility,

Let's just say that you can really treat the Jizo King Bodhisattva and the Ten Hall Yamas as dry food?

"Boss, actually, I've always felt that I've been a little tired in this life."

The old way turned around,

Facing Zhou Ze who was sitting on the ground,

Road:

"I've always had a sense of guilt that I'm sorry for a lot of people and that I've failed a lot of people, so I've always wanted to do something to make amends.

But the most inexplicable part is here,

I really didn't find it and didn't find it,

Who the hell am I sorry for............"

"Actually, don't think about it so much, it's the most correct thing to live well, and you can find a way."

Zhou Ze also stood up,

This sentence,

Not comfort,

It has a somewhat domineering tone that belongs to the boss.

The old man's eyes "slipped" and turned around,

Road:

"Actually, it's nothing, boss, I'll go to the hospital to cooperate with the treatment, isn't it cancer, the doctor said for a month, but I really think I can live for more than a month."

"Don't worry, I'll bite you the night before you die."

"............" old way.

Zhou Ze grabbed Lao Dao's collar,

Brought his face closer to the old way:

"I really don't want to say too much, but I won't let you die like this."

Lao Dao shrugged his shoulders, and seeing that Zhou Ze didn't mean to let go of his hand, Lao Dao could only say aggrievedly:

"Boss, woo woo, you're still good to me, but I really don't want to be a zombie......"

"You don't have a choice."

"Boss, don't, don't be like this, life is a game, there is a beginning and an end before it is a little rushed, and it is boring to play this game if you can continue your life all the time."

"Old-fashioned?"

"Huh?"

"Tell me, haven't you been stimulated by anything lately?"

"No, boss, it's just that the quality of sleep hasn't been very good lately, and I'm always dreaming."

"Oh?"

"I always dreamed of my father, my grandfather, as if there was my grandfather and grandfather, and so on, and many old men surrounded me, making me kneel in the middle, and kept counting me.

As soon as I sleep, I dream, and as soon as I do it, I dream it. In the dream, they didn't even change their clothes, and I was about to have a nervous breakdown.

I'm thinking now, when I'm dead, I can go down and scold them.

These unscrupulous elders, when they scolded me in their dreams, tied me up and gagged me with socks!

What kind of hatred and resentment, my family has no throne for me to inherit;

In the early years, my father was indeed a landlord, but the land was not lost by me, it was taken away by the state, can they scold me? ”

"What are they scolding you?"

"Loser ......"