Chapter 106: Youth
Meng San was silent for a while. Tang Lu'er knew that what she said was right, she exhaled, smiled dryly, and asked, "What was I like before?"
Meng San glanced at her, and also smiled: "There are very few words, a little autistic, but they are very smart and can never forget." The elders in the Plum Hall left by your mother have only been convinced by Bai Su a few times under your instructions, and they have sworn allegiance to you, and if it weren't for their help, I wouldn't have escaped so smoothly with you. When Meng San said this, he seemed to think of something, smiled deeper, and raised his hand to flick her bangs, "Even my father said that if you can change your temperament and be less autistic, you will think very much." If you can say two points, he will definitely not lose your mother's demeanor back then. ”
Tang Lu'er was stunned, only to feel that her throat seemed to be choked by something, and her heart seemed to be suppressed by something, so that she couldn't say a word. After a long time, she lowered her eyes and said in a muffled voice: "That was all before, and I am a fool now."
She said this very lightly, but because the surroundings were extremely quiet, Meng San still heard it clearly, and he looked at Tang Lu'er carefully for a while. Tang Lu'er looked into the distance, the rain had stopped at some point, and the clouds in the west broke at a visible speed, and the sun, which had sunk in the west, showed half of its face, dyeing the surrounding clouds golden red.
It is still those clear eyes, reflecting the color of the sunset, magnificent and quiet. Meng San pondered for a long time, then reached out to hug her small shoulder, and smiled nonchalantly: "No matter what eggs you have, they are all my baby Xiaowei and Lu'er, they are all my good sisters." Come, raise your head, don't be so depressed, if you don't want to go back, my brother will find you a place they can't find, so that you can live this life in peace. Then there is King An Yuan secretly guarding him, and there are many people in the big scene. No matter how powerful Bai Yue is, he will not be able to go through every inch of the big scene. ”
Tang Lu'er retracted her gaze, her nose was sour and silent for a long time, and then she looked at Meng San and said, "Third brother is going home, right?" Quite a few words"
Eminent... Nodding, Tang Lu'er said abruptly: "Back then, the third brother took me to escape, and now if you go back alone, Baiyue City will definitely trouble you." Listening to what you just said, that White Moon City seems to be quite powerful, in fact, if you think about it, if a sect can survive the change of dynasties without falling, its influence must not be underestimated. Your family has just experienced such a catastrophe, and your father must not want to face the calamity of White Moon City again. ”
Meng San was stunned, he didn't expect her to think of this first, which made him speechless for a while.
However, having said that, Tang Lu'er felt that her hands trembled slightly. From Meng San's words, she already knew about what kind of person Bai Wei was, and for some reason, she suddenly remembered the Chen San girl from the Chen Mansion, the woman who couldn't be seen through.
Hearing what Meng San said just now, she also guessed that Chen San girl. I guess it's also someone over there.
She didn't know who was better than Bai Wei and Miss Chen San, but she knew that she couldn't even compare to one of their toes.
In the past three years, Grandma Tang must have seen that she was a little lacking in heart, so since Xiangzhou came back, she knew that those people had already been found, and she knew that she couldn't hide, so she took advantage of the time to throw her into the Chen Mansion and let her practice her heart. It's just that she is not Bai Wei after all, she doesn't have such a smart head, and she doesn't have a convincing temperament, she is just Tang Luer wearing a white Wei skin.
I couldn't stop feeling a little panic in my heart, whether in her previous life or in this life, she was just an ordinary woman.
In the original world, like Bai Wei, her mother died of illness when she was four years old. Her father, who was in the army, didn't know how to take care of her little child, so he entrusted her to her uncle's family, but her father did not remarry, and her uncle's family never abused her, but just treated her coldly and squeezed her out from time to time with her aunt.
She grew up like thousands of ordinary children, the only difference was that she didn't see her father a few times a year.
However, no matter how much he pretends to be on his face, he still feels lonely and aggrieved in his heart. When she grew up to a rebellious age, she began to fall out with her father, whom she rarely saw a few times a year. I blamed him for only caring about the troops, ignoring the family, and even leaving her without a normal home. However, the man with a great figure and a taciturn man always indulged her again and again, let her lose his temper, and every time he came back, he tried to buy her gifts to please her. His careful love and guilt, she knew it, she knew it in her heart, but for some reason, she just wanted to make such a fuss with her father.
In that short period of more than ten years, what her father said to her the most was: As long as you can live happily every day, I will feel at ease.
But that sentence, she has never been a deaf ear, until her junior year of high school, less than ten days before the college entrance examination on the evening, she suddenly received the news of her father's accidental death in training. At that moment, she knew that she had a constant attachment to the man who never went home, rarely saw her several times a year, and had a father-daughter blood relationship with her. All her rebellion and awkwardness are to make him care more about her more. However, when he left for the last time, she was still angry with him.
Later, she saw a lot of photos and pastes of new firearms in various countries in her father's relics, as well as some vague words in some private diaries that did not reveal the secrets of the troops, and she vaguely knew what her father did. And the so-called accidental death during training is just a superficial statement, her father is actually in the process of performing a mission. Tragically killed in the line of duty.
She didn't take the college entrance examination that year.
Her uncle and aunt didn't care about her, and that year, her aunt was hospitalized, so her father's pension was borrowed by her uncle.
In addition to her better memory and ability to remember, she is not much smarter than others, so she didn't go to college, and she felt that it didn't matter at the time; As for painting, she is only a little talented, not a genius, nor is she the kind of painting idiot who can't live without a paintbrush. On weekdays, it's just an interest.,After studying for a few years.,I've been appreciated and praised by several teachers.,But,That's it.。
Those who are ignorant and understand have grown up like that.
In my memory, at that time, I didn't seem to have any special interest in anything. After her high school classmates went their separate ways to start her college life, she went out to work. I have worked as a painter, a hotel waiter, and an office clerk, and I have changed jobs every few months, and I have no experience of grandeur and intrigue.
The life of being as plain as stagnant water, the sad but not sad mood, and the life of a child, but I can't find the crux of the problem.
It wasn't until more than a year after working part-time that when she went to play rafting with her colleagues, she accidentally fell into the water and drowned, she seemed to see her father, and then heard the same sentence: As long as Nannan can live happily every day, I will feel at ease.
At that moment, she knew that her rebellious adolescence was so long. And it seems to start at the moment when I heard about my father's death. She refused to grow up. It wasn't until she came here, clarified those things, slowly broadened her mood, and had Grandma Tang's rude and selfless care, that she finally threw off the shackles, cherished the miracle that God gave her, and made her every day happy and full of hope.
Therefore, whether it is when she encounters pirates or bandits, she only treats it as a game Hongchen, not to mention that Tian Qi was by her side at that time, and the silent strange man gave her an incomparably strong sense of security.
After returning to Xingqi Island, even if she was thrown into the Chen Mansion, she didn't care, because with Mrs. Tang and Meng San here, she could also treat it as a game, as long as she was happy.
Before knowing all this, she only regarded them as miracles in her own life, but after knowing all this, she knew that it was not a miracle, but a responsibility that belonged to her, or a responsibility that belonged to the original owner, Bai Wei. However, Bai Wei is no longer there, but it is precisely because of Bai Wei's absence that she has been given a reborn creation, and it has also brought her so many people who care about her.
Even if she couldn't bear such a responsibility, even if she wanted to say that she was terrified of everything Meng San said and wanted to run away, but she couldn't say it, and she couldn't do such an ungrateful thing. Since she has received the grace of Bai Wei's regeneration, she can't leave the responsibility she left behind.
"Lu'er, what's wrong?" She was silent for a long time, her eyes looked blankly ahead, but there was no focus in her eyes, as if she was looking at a place he couldn't see or a past he didn't know, with a little sadness on her expression, Meng San couldn't help but ask worriedly.
Tang Lu'er came back to her senses, took a deep breath, smiled habitually, and then turned her head to look at Meng San and asked, "Third brother, what is the relationship between King An Yuan and you?"
Meng San touched her head worriedly and said, "Count me as my junior brother, he is the last apprentice accepted by the master."
Tang Lu'er then remembered her father again, so she asked again: "After you came to Xingqi Island, can't you find my father?" Don't skip words.
Meng San was silent for a long time, and then said gloomily: "Master, his old man died before we came."
Tang Lu'er was stunned: "Isn't he very powerful?"
"There will always be some conspiracy and means that people can't guard against." Meng San sighed, then looked at Tang Lu'er and said, "Don't be sad, Mingde has avenged the master, you can live well now, the master must have smiled at Jiuquan." ”
Tang Lu'er looked at Meng San for a long time, then held his big palm, lowered his head, lowered his eyes, and said: "Third brother, I will go back with you, but I am no longer the Bai Wei I used to be, I, I don't think I can be so smart, and I don't know what I can do when I go back, but I will go back, you ......"
She lowered her head and lowered her eyes, and he couldn't see her expression clearly, only that she seemed to be crying.
"Oh my silly girl." Meng San smiled and hooked her neck, pressed her head to his chest and smiled, "Why do you have an expression of going to die, obediently, it's not so scary, don't cry, brother will protect you." ”
"I didn't cry" When he said this, Tang Luer suddenly felt a little embarrassed, so he pushed him away and pouted. Meng San was about to laugh at her, but just before she could speak, she saw Shangguan Yu riding a horse and walking over from that end. ()
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