Chapter 194: When the dream was buried in the smoke and rain of Jiangnan
Li Youwei was silent for a moment, and said slowly: "Liang Zi, you don't have any psychological burden on this matter, you and Zhang Mei's matchmaker is Chu Heng, I have known about this matter for a long time, and I knew about it as soon as you got married, but since you don't say it, I don't want to bring it up, because I don't think it will have any impact on the relationship between you and me."
Also, it was Chu Heng who made me go in, and I thought of this from the moment I was disciplined. Zhang Mei can't be blamed for this, I think she should have said it inadvertently in front of Chu Heng, after all, she and you are a couple, no matter what, she has no reason to bring you in because of this accident......
Hearing Li Youwei say this, Qiao Liang's guilt in his heart became heavier, the boss didn't know the inside story, and he couldn't tell him the inside story now.
Li Youwei continued: "Also, you can't actually blame anyone for this, you can only blame yourself, flies don't bite seamless eggs, my own mistakes, I have to reflect on myself deeply, Chu Heng can't say anything wrong when he does this, you don't have to blame yourself." ”
Qiao Liang looked at Li Youwei in a daze.
Li Youwei sighed: "So, I have always been uneasy about being implicated in you, and it was I who delayed your future." ”
"No, no, boss, you must not say that." Qiao Liang's voice trembled a little.
"Whether you say it or not, that's just the way it is. Don't say that your previous progress is the result of my cultivation, in fact, according to your ability, even without me, even if you follow others, you will still make good progress. But because of me, you have suffered a heavy setback......" Li Youwei looked ashamed.
"Boss, you ......" Qiao Liang was a little excited, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
Fang Xiaoya understood at this time, and couldn't help but be moved by Qiao Liang and Li Youwei's feelings for each other.
"Brother Li, Qiao Liang, let's go over the past, let's look forward, now that Brother Li has started a new life, and Qiao Liang has also recovered his orthodoxy, this is still very gratifying."
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"Yes, yes, look ahead." Gu Shuyun nodded hurriedly.
Li Youwei laughed and raised his glass: "Liangzi, come, continue to drink......"
After a while, Gu Shuyun went to the kitchen to make dumplings, and Fang Xiaoya went to help.
Li Youwei looked at Qiao Liang: "Liangzi, since you know that Chu Heng did it, do you hate him?" ”
"Hate!" Qiao Liang nodded without hesitation.
"Is it just because he did it?"
Qiao Liang shook his head.
"And why?"
Qiao Liang hesitated: "I'm sorry, boss, I can't tell you for the time being." ”
Li Youwei looked at Qiao Liang silently and nodded: "Okay, since you don't want to say it now, then I won't force it." However, I want to remind you that no matter what reason you hate Chu Heng, don't show it in front of him. In officialdom, if you want to survive and develop, you must learn to hide your true emotions and learn to wear a mask to deal with the people around you......"
Qiao Liang listened carefully.
Li Youwei continued: "Although Chu Heng is the matchmaker of your marriage, although you hate Chu Heng now, I still don't want you to affect your marriage because of this, I am very willing to see you and Zhang Mei live with Hemeimei, you must not be angry with Zhang Mei because of this." ”
Hearing Li Youwei's words, Qiao Liang was moved by Li Youwei's tolerance and generosity, but he was very aggrieved in his heart, and nodded reluctantly.
Li Youwei then sighed: "The officialdom is unfathomable, the struggle is unpredictable, traps and traps are everywhere, since you have embarked on this road, you must be cautious in the future, and think twice before acting." Many times, you treat others with a kind heart, but others may not treat you with the same kindness, and even use your kindness to kill you. Therefore, Liang Zi, mixed officialdom must be more mindful, not to harm others, but also to beware of being cheated. ”
"Boss, you mean I can only defend?"
"No, in the face of the opponent's plot, you must strike when it is time to counterattack, but you must learn to use yang conspiracy to deal with conspiracy. To fight evil with evil is to put yourself in the same despicable position as your opponent, which is highly undesirable. ”
Qiao Liang thought about Li Youwei's words, he had a conspiracy to deal with conspiracies back then, and he also used evil to counter evil, and now he teaches himself with his own personal experience and lessons.
After experiencing this disaster, Li Youwei seems to be more mature and stable in thinking and consciousness.
Although Li Youwei has left the officialdom, Qiao Liang still subconsciously regards him as his mentor.
It seems that everyone needs a mentor in their growth.
Although it is needed, not everyone can meet their desired mentor.
Qiao Liang couldn't help but rejoice for himself.
After dinner, after drinking tea and chatting for a while, Qiao Liang and Fang Xiaoya said goodbye.
Out of Li Youwei's house, the cold wind was blowing outside, snowflakes were flying in the night sky, and a thin layer of snow was on the ground.
This is how the first snow of the winter came.
Fang Xiaoya's big run stopped at the door and sent Qiao Liang home first.
On the way, Qiao Liang was silent, recalling his conversation with Li Youwei tonight, and he was in a very melancholy mood.
Seeing that Qiao Liang didn't speak, Fang Xiaoya didn't bother, and sat next to him silently.
Tonight, Fang Xiaoya learned that Li Youwei's entry was related to Zhang Mei, Li Youwei's opponent in the officialdom turned out to be Qiao Liang and Zhang Mei's matchmaker, and Qiao Liang had been hiding from Li Youwei before, and Li Youwei had already known but did not say it.
Fang Xiaoya had an intuition that Qiao Liang's marriage was unhappy before, but now this intuition is becoming more and more obvious.
Fang Xiaoya also felt that Qiao Liang had a great deal of heart hidden in his heart at this time, and he seemed unwilling to tell anyone about this matter, and this matter seemed to be related to his marriage.
I can perceive it, I don't know if Li Youwei will feel it.
Thinking of her past with Qiao Liang, thinking of Qiao Liang's unhappy marriage now, Fang Xiaoya couldn't help but feel gloomy and sighed slightly.
When they arrived at the gate of Qiao Liang's community, Qiao Liang got out of the car, Fang Xiaoya also got out of the car, and the two watched silently, and the flying snowflakes fell on the two.
"Xiaoya, get in the car."
Fang Xiaoya nodded, but stood still, in the snowy night, her clear eyes looked at Qiao Liang, and there was something in her eyes that Qiao Liang couldn't understand for a while.
"Xiaoya, what do you want to say?"
"I want to say...... You're tired. Fang Xiaoya said softly, with a little distress in her tone.
Qiao Liang's heart trembled, yes, he has been really tired recently, tired from work, tired from life, tired from body, and even more tired in his heart.
Qiao Liang looked up at the vast snowy night, the cold snowflakes fell on his face, quickly melted, and the thin water slowly flowed down.
For a long time, Qiao Liang said slowly: "Tiredness is the inevitability of life, and people in this life, no matter if they are unsatisfactory, they are all destined." ”
Qiao Liang's words were filled with powerless helplessness and sad pathos, Fang Xiaoya felt distressed again when she heard it, and her eyes were wet.
"Qiao Liang, I don't want you to be like this, you shouldn't be like this." Fang Xiaoya said bitterly.
Qiao Liang smiled sadly: "This is not something I am willing to do, but the arrangement of fate, which cannot be resisted and changed." ”
"No, you can resist, you can change, I can do anything for you if you want." Fang Xiaoya said excitedly.
Qiao Liang's heart was moved, Fang Xiaoya was really good to herself, for so many years, her pure affection and dignified desire for herself have never changed.
But Qiao Liang was clearly aware of the reality he was facing, at this time, he couldn't let Fang Xiaoya do anything for himself, nor could he mislead Fang Xiaoya.
"Xiaoya, thank you, my own business, I think it should be solved by myself." Qiao Liang's tone was firm.
Fang Xiaoya was a little vague at this time, she didn't know what Qiao Liang was talking about about himself, and she didn't know how he was going to solve it.
Looking at Fang Xiaoya's confused expression, Qiao Liang smiled and reached out to pat the snowflake on her shoulder: "It's too cold, get in the car, go back and rest early." ”
"It's a cold day, you can't tell what you're doing here, what are you doing?" A cold voice came from behind him.