Chapter 179: I Hate Myself

The next day, when the sun shone into the house, Chu Musheng was still asleep and did not open his eyes.

"Don't pretend."

Ji Jianchen pulled down her quilt, Chu Musheng covered his face and slowly leaned against the head of the bed, avoiding his eyes, looking out the window and biting his fingernails.

She had just woken up, and she was so faceless to remember what had happened last night, what had she done? actually gave the male god magic!

But I slept surprisingly well last night, and I don't know if it's the effect of alcohol or the role of the male god?

I can see the male god when we come together in the morning, it's more outrageous than a dream, I looked around my room, there are pictures of him everywhere, will he mistake himself for a pervert!

"Excuse me last night." She felt the need to apologize to the male god, she only had one bedroom in her house, and he didn't seem to have slept all night!

Ji Jianchen looked at her eyes, "Does your head still hurt?" ”

Chu Musheng was stunned for a moment, suspecting that his ears had heard it wrong, and it must have been that he was still daydreaming before he woke up.

"For your confession......" Ji Jianchen was interrupted by Chu Musheng before he could finish speaking.

Chu Musheng hoarsely voiced, "I'm sorry, that confession was so abrupt that I apologized to you for the trouble I caused you." ”

She looked at Ji Jianchen, exposing all her unbearable things like Ji Jianchen looking at her, and the past she had done for him was shaky, as if she could collapse and bury her in the next moment.

Ji Jianchen wanted to hold her hand but she avoided it, and said easily, "I didn't respond to you at the time, isn't it sad, why didn't you respond to me?" ”

Chu Musheng showed a reluctant smile, "It's definitely sad, but it's not that I hate you, but I hate myself, I hate myself for being useless, my ability is insufficient, and I hate myself for not even daring to make a confession and need help." ”

She said softer and softer, tears overflowed her eyes, sometimes she really hoped that she could become very good, good enough to be comparable to him, but reality shredded this fantasy.

"I don't need your apology, and you didn't bother me." He didn't expect her to say that, as if every time she poured chicken soup into herself and told herself what to do.

She always blames herself for all the mistakes, and it is obviously him who is wrong, but she still says that she hates herself.

Ji Jianchen held her wrist, and her eyes lit up without her seeing it, "You should have listened to me finish talking at that time." ”

When she left yesterday, chagrin and worry entangled in his heart, and even when Bo left the car yesterday, his eyes kept glancing out of the car window, for fear that she would pass by himself in the crowd.

Seeing Ji Jianchen's eyes staring at her, his little eyes sneaked a glance at his face in a panic.

"After listening to you, the result is the same." Chu Musheng lowered his head and muttered resentfully.

His eyes were still out of his control, and he couldn't help it, peeking at Ji Jianchen's face from time to time.

Ji Jianchen smiled in her heart, looking at her little actions cute like a child, "I haven't seen the final result yet, how do you know that it is the same as you expected?" ”

The air was quiet for a long time, and Chu Musheng always bowed his head and remained silent.

She is not the kind of person favored by Lady Luck, she is not the hero of a fairy tale, she cannot be the protagonist of a story, she is just an insignificant supporting character in a story.

Ji Jianchen looked at her with a little more anxiety in his eyes.