April 18 at 1 a.m. New York time,

Zilong dragged his tired body back to the apartment, and he didn't know how much wine he drank all night, maybe because it was almost the most painful day of his year, so he was almost desperately pouring himself just now.

He opened the door, didn't turn on the light, sat down on the sofa tiredly, lit a cigarette, leaned against the back of the sofa and looked at the dark ceiling, his eyes began to moisten.

'This classmate, you are in college, we can be friends...... No, can I be your girlfriend? ’

'Dragon, you must always be with me, protect me, do you know?' ’

'Dragon, come and save me, save me quickly. ’

'Dragon, why didn't you come to save me, why did you ......'

'I'm sorry, Dragon, I don't have the courage to face you, and I don't have the courage to live, forgive me for not being your bride completely. ’

and Su Wei's bits and pieces are like a video replay playing in front of his eyes.

Zilong's eyes became more and more moist: "Weiwei, I'm sorry, do you hate me in heaven?" ”

Ruo Yu, who was half asleep and half awake, moved, Zilong sensed that there was someone on the sofa, he quickly got up and turned on the light in the room, and the sudden appearance of Ruo Yu surprised and delighted him.

Ruoyu sat up and rubbed his eyes: "You're back?" ”

What a familiar voice this is, when I was in China, every time I went home from a party, Ruoyu would say softly, 'Are you back?' Every time, Zilong feels very warm and feels like home.

Ruoyu looked at his phone: "It's 1 o'clock, you must have been drinking, I brought liver tea, I'll make you a cup!" Wakayu went into the kitchen to boil water

Zilong rubbed his eyes, is this true? Did you drink too much today and hallucinate?

He walked into the kitchen and stretched out his hand to hold Ruoyu tightly in his arms: "I'm not dreaming, why are you here." ”

According to the itinerary, Ruoyu should come back in a few days.

Ruoyu didn't have any resistance to Zilong's hug, maybe she figured it out and tried to accept it.

"It's going to be your most painful day of the year, I just want to be there for you"

Hearing this explanation, Zilong tightened the hand holding Ruoyu again, if this day of the year is the darkest day of Zilong, then Ruoyu is a beam of light that can illuminate his darkness.

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Early the next morning.

Zilong came back from running, and Ruoyu prepared soy milk and fritters and walked out of the kitchen.

"Hurry up and eat, I'll help you warm up the soy milk when it's cold" Ruoyu hurriedly got busy in the kitchen.

Zilong didn't know that Ruoyu had bought it in Chinatown, more than ten kilometers away, before dawn in order to buy this familiar breakfast.

After eating breakfast, Zilong took the computer and worked in the living room, although today is a special day and he gave himself a day off, but there are indeed a lot of jobs in the United States, which makes him a headache.

Ruoyu didn't bother him next to him, just helped pour some water and cut some fruit.

In this way, until noon, Ruoyu steamed the dumplings made yesterday for Zilong to eat.

Zilong put down his work and ate dumplings one bite after another, he came to the United States for more than half a year, and he also ate Chinese food when he was socializing, but it was not as delicious as Ruoyu's cooking, which was a taste of home.

Zilong suddenly understood that the feeling of home was like this, and only where there was Ruoyu could you find the feeling of home.

At 5 o'clock in the afternoon, Zilong saw that Ruoyu was really bored and took her out for a walk.

Zilong's rented apartment was next to New York's Riverside Park, and the two walked side by side, neither of them spoke much, but Zilong felt very satisfied.