Chapter 114: Face
Tang Lu'er turned her head, her face was still a little pale, especially in the reflection of the moonlight, she could hardly even see the color of her lips, but the pair of dark eyes looked deeper and thicker than before. Especially when she lowered her face slightly, her long eyelashes fell down, and the whole pair of eyes seemed to see only those black pupils.
A gust of night breeze blew, she pulled the cloak on her shoulder, raised her eyes and looked at Shangguan Yu again, as if she wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth slightly and closed it again.
"I haven't eaten for a day, and the porridge in the house has been hot for you, go back to the house, and use a little more." The night breeze lifted the hair on the side of her face, slowly flicked it in front of him, Shangguan Yu raised his hand and gently flicked her hair, put his palm on the top of her head and rubbed it, and then coaxed a little awkwardly.
Tang Lu'er didn't respond, just shook her head. Shangguan Yu looked at the pale face, and then looked at the cloak that was swayed by a gust of night wind, only to feel that the body under the cloak was so thin that it was not decent, the women here, like her age, were mostly half a head taller than her, and her body was not as thin as her, looking at it like this, it was really a distressing child. After finding her this morning, she didn't shed a single tear, when she was in Xiangzhou Dingnan Palace, because of Tian Qi's death, she had pulled his clothes and cried like a child, but after that kind of incident last night, she was silent. Such a quiet appearance of not crying or making trouble, for some reason, made him feel that there seemed to be something different about this girl, a change that he didn't want to see, but couldn't stop.
"If you feel sad, cry." He said suddenly, turned her shoulders as he spoke, pulled up the cloaks on both sides to wrap her whole, and then looked into her eyes and said, "If you feel hard, don't go back." ”
"If you don't go back, where are you going?" After being wrapped in a cloak like this, her whole body seemed to shrink into the cloak, revealing a round head, and the uncombed green silk was soft and hidden in the cloak on the side of her face, and the black eyes on her pale face looked particularly large.
There are always some roads that need to be walked by yourself, and there are always some things that you need to face by yourself.
Shangguan Yu was stunned for a long time in his dark eyes, and he wanted to say that he would stay by his side and take care of her. But when the words were about to come out, he suddenly remembered what happened last night, he couldn't take good care of her well, and he finally failed the trust of his teacher before he died, so he couldn't say that anyway. The two looked at each other silently for a long time, and the night wind raised the bangs in front of her, and he suddenly noticed that this girl's eyebrows and eyes were really similar to his teacher. Shangguan Yu was stunned, slowly let go of the cloak on her body, and then raised his hand to remove the bangs on her forehead, revealing a face with clear eyebrows.
Tang Lu'er was stunned, it seemed that because of the perennial martial arts practice, his palms were not pampered and delicate, but a little rough, but very wide, dry and warm, sticking to her face, there was a reassuring sense of steadiness.
I don't know how long it took, Shangguan Yu seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, was stunned, and then let go of his hand and said a little helplessly: "I just suddenly feel that you are a little similar to Master, and Master will be very pleased if he knows about it." He had never been so flustered in front of others, and he didn't even dare to meet her gaze for a moment.
Tang Lu'er was stunned for a while, and suddenly laughed softly, this was the first time she laughed since last night, even if it was very shallow, it still made Shangguan Yu stunned again, and then his face became even more uncomfortable.
"Shangguan Yu." When he let go of her, she looked up at him, called him by name for the first time, and then said, "You teach me how to wield a sword." ”
Shangguan Yu was stunned for a moment, and immediately fell his gaze back on her face, but saw her serious expression, without a hint of joking.
"I thought about it, since I have to face it, then face it well, the next time this kind of thing happens, I don't want to rely on luck anymore, you teach me, I must study hard." She looked at him with a serious face, with the expression of being about to go to war, stubborn and unhesitating.
He suddenly remembered that many years ago, when his grandmother called him over and told him about the death of his parents and brother.
"You want to learn martial arts?" Shangguan Yu couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, some were heavy, some were sad, and more were helpless.
"Yes." Tang Lu'er nodded.
"Aren't you afraid?" Shangguan Yu sighed lightly, "After learning, when you go back, it will not be as simple as Zhao, you will face a slash, the enemy's hot blood will instantly spray from your body on you, and you will feel the blade cutting through the skin, cutting through the muscles and bones, and cutting every touch of the bones." That feeling of cruelty will haunt you for a long, long time, making you analyze it slowly until you grasp every trace of feeling. Lu'er, as long as it is decided, as soon as the knife is shot, there is no turning back, all martial arts, whether it is initial or final, are only pursued to kill
Tang Lu'er was silent for a while, then nodded slowly and said, "I understand that it feels bad to kill people, but I don't want to be killed."
Shangguan Yu looked at her, and wanted to say that long-range shooting, but close-range killing is different, but he hesitated for a while, and finally sighed: "It's because I didn't arrive last night, otherwise I wouldn't have let you out of such a thing." “
Tang Lu'er shook his head and said: "That's not the case, no one can protect anyone for a lifetime, and if I go back like this, I'm afraid I'll die in vain."
"In that case, why do you have to go back?
Tang Lu'er was silent for a long time before she turned her face away and said softly: "I can't let the third brother get into so much trouble for me, and I can't bring you unnecessary trouble, and I don't want to hide and hide like this for the rest of my life, and live in fear." Last night, if I had kept running away, I wouldn't have survived now, and only by facing it would I not be afraid
Shangguan Yu was dumbfounded, Tang Lu'er turned his face back and looked at him silently.
Shangguan Yu sighed, then held up her hand and gently pinched it inch by inch from top to bottom, Tang Lu'er didn't understand what he was doing, and was about to ask, Shangguan Yu was a little surprised, "You have learned before."
"What?" Tang Lu'er was stunned for a moment, but a warm voice came from the other end of the corridor: "I have indeed learned, the Moon Shadow Knife and the Moon Shadow Step created by the Lord of the White Plum Palace, in this world, only the girl has learned them all."
Tang Lu'er looked up, only to see Meng San coming over with a smile on his face, and after he finished saying that, he said to Shangguan Yu: "I wanted to come back tomorrow, but I just found something interesting, I thought you would be interested, so I sent it to you, I found it from Zheng Guogong's yard." As he spoke, he threw the things in his hand to Shangguan Yu, and then added, "It fell from the night bat, and he used this to induce wolf incense."
Shangguan Yu took the thing and glanced at it, but he didn't take it at first, but when he looked at it carefully, his eyes suddenly turned upside down.
"How?" Tang Lu'er noticed that his face changed instantly, that is, he asked with some concern, and then looked at the thing in his hand, it looked like a small purse, and there was nothing special.
Shangguan Yu forcibly suppressed the shock in his heart, shook his head, and put away the things in his hand before looking at Meng San and said, "What did you just say."
Meng San walked up to Tang Lu'er, glanced at her, and sighed: "I thought you had forgotten everything, but I didn't expect to remember it last night at a critical moment, and I don't know if it's fortunate or unlucky."