【Chapter 087】My eyes hurt
Han Su fell from the edge of the bed to the carpet at the other end.
When he climbed up again, he had already been replaced by Wang Zi.
All the lights were turned off in the large room, and the soft light from the glass door in the bathroom could not reach the big bed at the corner, and the dim reflection could barely see the dim figure.
Song Xun turned over on the bed, took the pillow and lay down in the dark, and commanded in a low voice in an indifferent voice: "I like to do it with the lights on, turn it on when I go!" ”
In the darkness, Wang Zi closed his mouth and didn't dare to make a sound, even trying his best to hold back his breathing, quickly pounced on Song Xun, picked up his big hand and rubbed it against his chest.
Taking advantage of the noise caused by the repeated movements on the bed as a cover, Han Xu silently crawled away on the carpet, out of the room, out of the living room, and then out of the door.
When I came to the corridor outside, I let go of my footsteps and immediately ran to the elevator, entered the elevator, went straight downstairs, ran out of the road, and had no money to take a taxi home, so I could only run desperately on the street.
knew that no one would care where she went, but it was still like she was running for her life, for fear that she would be caught if she ran slowly.
also knows that he is just a cold-blooded man who uses women as daily necessities, and he can use it the same for any kind of woman, so how can he be entangled in what kind of soul a woman has in her body.
And Wang Zi is simply to get a man, a woman who doesn't even take off her clothes in public and doesn't blink her eyes.
Han Xu asked himself if he felt guilty about doing this, and asked himself countless times, but the answer was no.
Tell herself that it was just someone else's ugliness and greed being exposed in front of her little by little, forcing her to do it as a last resort.
She went from a noble girl who didn't have time to be sensible, so she became a little woman with low self-esteem and sensitivity, and the rough reality became meaner to her day by day.
Now, she's just fulfilling the needs of others.
While running, I don't know why, the unprovoked vision blurred, a faint mist in the eyes gradually thickened, covering the flickering traffic around them, and the various colors on the road flashed neon, and only the colors mixed together, unable to see the shape that should belong to them.
She gasped for breath and wheezed in her chest, and had to stop herself, sit on the waiting bench at the roadside bus stop, and pick up the hem of her clothes to wipe the tears from her face.
It's just a dry eye blown by the night wind, and the eye water that came out after scratching the eye, it must be.
But why, she had already sat down, she didn't run, there was no wind, she didn't blow her eyes, she wiped it once, wiped it again, and still couldn't finish wiping it.
Must be sleepy.
She took out two coins from her bag, and she didn't know when they were in them, and now she was not penniless, but she still had these two coins.
A bus came slowly, she walked up, tossed the two coins into it, and then silently walked to the back door, and stood by and waited a few stops before getting off.
It was late, and there weren't many people in the car, but she felt that these few people were staring at her one by one, as if they were looking at a person without clothes, as if everyone knew what she had just done to Song Xun.
She didn't want to pay attention to the strange eyes of the people in the car, and thought that she would just endure a few stops and get off the bus soon, but the bus had not left since she got on the bus.
Until the driver boss in front of him turned around dissatisfiedly and shouted: "Hey! That young lady, three pieces! ”
The people in the car even threw strange glances at her, and Han Xu weakly pointed at himself and asked, "Yes...... Are you talking about me? ”
The driver glanced back at her: "Not who are you?" The price has risen, three yuan on the car, it's time for it, few people get on the car, you still want to fish in the water, hum! ”
She hasn't taken the bus a few times, she played with Li Tianhu a few times in college, and she only knows that she got on the bus for two yuan, and she really doesn't know when it became three.
It wasn't a big deal before, but now, all she had in her body was the two coins she had just thrown in, and there was nothing left.
Han Xu's face quickly turned red, she couldn't imagine that today she would be despised by the whole bus because of a dollar!
The driver saw her standing motionless in the rearview mirror, and had no intention of going over to make up the money, so he scolded and started the car, chirping all the way and talking non-stop, saying that the little girl who looked at her Swenwen was still a shameless girl.
Han Xu thought that he would get off the train as soon as the door opened at the next stop, so as not to be embarrassed on the car.
Unexpectedly, a man next to him couldn't stand the driver's attitude, so he walked over and took out a coin and threw it in, and the driver shut up.
Han Xu was embarrassed to look back at the man who helped her make up the money, and out of the corner of her eye, she felt that it was the back of a man who was a little thin, but he was quite tall, and he walked past the front door on the bumpy bus to put coins, and his gait was still light and steady.
It's just that after such an insulted experience, Han Xu's transparent glass dignity has been shattered, and he feels that he has no face to continue to stay on the bus.
When he arrived at the next bus stop, as soon as the back door opened, Han Xu immediately rushed out of the bus.
The man in the car who helped her make up the money saw that she got out of the car after only one stop, and unexpectedly opened his mouth and whispered: "Hey! You ......"
Han Xu walked on the street again aggrievedly, and she was a dignified second young grandmother, but she ended up in a situation where she had no identity and couldn't even catch a bus.
If she knew this, she shouldn't have let Han Er and Li Tianhu both get drunk, at least one of them would be left behind, and she would be on call when she needed it.
Han Er is right, she got married, not only did she have no money, but her husband didn't care about her, what kind of marriage did she get!
When she opened her mouth to ask her mother-in-law for money to spend, she couldn't say anything about it, so she decided to call Nan Junze in the United States as soon as she went home and ask him to take pocket money.
Although he has been married for a short time, Nan Junze has never taken care of family affairs, but he never seems to have thought about whether she needs pocket money, probably because he thinks that there are many servants in the family and there is no shortage of anything, and she doesn't need it at all.
Could it be that if she doesn't remind him of this kind of thing, he will never be able to remember it?
She walked home all the way home.
Walked several stops.
When I returned to the Song family's villa, there was quiet silence all around, and it was already late at night.
The movement of opening the door was too loud, for fear of waking up Song Qingyun and asking her where she went, she would not know how to explain.
Every time she came back late at night, she would take out a key and sneak into the house through the back door of the kitchen.
When she returned to the room and took off her flat shoes, she found that there were several big blisters on the toes of her two feet, and her tears were spilling out of pain, and she didn't know how long she would toss these things.