After Yun Feng and Jun Sheng came back from the Li family, her mood was like a flying cloud yarn full of wind power, and she was much more vigorous, and Jun Sheng's delicate and fair face was also hung with water droplets from the orchard, which was more ruddy. During the time he came back, in addition to being immersed in the love that had just officially started with Li Yunqin, he helped his sister prepare for the upcoming wedding, and also took care of his father with his sister and mother, but he never mentioned his father's illness, as if he was struggling with time and illness.

Yun Feng and his mother didn't mention it, as if they had nothing to do, just quietly enjoying every bit of the family together.

Just like the end of the world in science fiction movies or the hot war in war movies, when people are panicked or in the rain of bullets, it is a luxury dream to have a peaceful morning, Yun Feng actually has no matter how self-regulation in his heart, he also feels that he can wake up every morning to make breakfast for his parents and younger brother, and he can sit around as a family to eat breakfast quietly, and then think about what to eat for lunch and dinner. It is a kind of greatest happiness and hope. She would always inadvertently fear that this normal happiness would suddenly turn into an unattainable luxury. But what can she do? For the first time, in this long period of wholeheartedly accompanying her father and family, she deeply felt her weakness and helplessness, and also continued to extend helplessly in this helplessness.

All she could do was to convince herself to keep accepting, accepting the current situation of her and her father and her family, accepting her mood ups and downs, accepting everything that passed by her eyes: the floating time, the space where she sits.

She has lost count of how many times she has silently adjusted the sad helplessness and helplessness that is like a different peak into calm, and she is even deeply angry at such a cycle of adjustment, but it is also like a firework that erupts, and finally has to fall into the black abyss of time. Just like at this moment, she is idle, she doesn't have to wash vegetables or wash rice, her mother goes to work, her brother plays games, her father rests in the room, only she, after turning off the TV, can not enjoy such a peace in the quiet, a sense of imminent ominousness makes her suffocate and cold. Yes, she was afraid to face it. This fear scares her more than the fear that planted a black hole in her heart since she was a child. She had difficulty getting past and couldn't even think.

"Let's go, go out for a walk with me?"

I don't know when, the father who took a lunch break felt her uneasiness, stood in the middle of the living room, looked at his daughter with her eyes downcast, and said softly with a mixture of anxiety and sadness.

"Dad, what's the rain?"

If her father catches a cold in the rain, it would be a big problem, and she didn't want to take the risk.

"The rain has stopped early. Just go out with two umbrellas. ”

The father looked out the window, a smile on his lips.

"Oh, good. Do you want to call your brother? ”

Yun Feng saw that the rain had indeed stopped at some point, so he got up and asked his father while looking for an umbrella.

"Well, call him. Play games every day, and you have to rest your eyes. ”

Father smiled warmly again. This feeling of warmth was inherited to his two children, Yun Feng is, Jun Sheng is also, and together with Yun Feng's fiancé Sha Nantong, it is also very similar.

The father and son walked out of the gate one after the other, and then walked out of the gate of the community side by side, walking on the rain-soaked road.

After the rain and the sky was clear, it was the time for the students to leave school at four o'clock in the afternoon, and the students came out of the school in twos and threes and scattered into thousands of households from both sides of the street, some entered the high-end community next to it, some turned into the alley, some entered the nearby small restaurants, some entered the shopping mall next to it, and some two or three laughed side by side and continued to walk along the street.

Although these students are wearing school uniforms of different colors, their expressions are different, they go in different places, and they do different things, some go home to do homework, some first chase and fight with their companions in the alleys and then enter the house, some go to the small shop to help their parents and relatives do small work, some go into the mall to look at all kinds of gadgets and discuss which to buy which one not to buy, some go into the bookstore to buy information or touch a book and sit on the ground and read it with relish. Others have to walk a long way to get home......

The families and parents of these children are also different.

"People say that dragons give birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, and sons born to mice will make holes, Xiaocaoer, you are a teacher, and now you are still doing education, you want to change more people, and bring better hope to more families, so have you ever thought about what kind of future will these children usher in in their current situation? What are the probable reasons for their change? What kind of difference does the different causes make? Can they transcend their environment, or can't? If so, what would it be decided? What can you do, or what kind of help can you provide to help them grow and excel towards a better future? Think about yourselves in reverse, and then perhaps, you will understand how to keep changing, what to change, how to change on the road to the future, so that you can see your future clearly, and the same is true for other children. ”

The father's eyes were thoughtful, but they were full of hope.

He has been doing education all his life, doing the work of teaching and educating people, and can strictly and seriously require his students to learn the mathematics he teaches, get a good score, and can be regarded as a good teacher in the eyes of everyone, whether it is a colleague, a friend or a class of students, they all praise him for his personality and teacher morality, but, so far, as the old generation of old teachers who have withdrawn from the education stage, but until the last stage of his life, after stopping the education and teaching work, he really seriously thinks about these problems from practical experience and life reality. I'm afraid that he can't figure it out, and he wants to give it to her daughter and son to continue exploring. Fortunately, he has such two good successors, perhaps, hope lies in them.

"Dad, your question is like asking us how to produce Nobel Prize winners, but it's not easy to answer!"

Jun Sheng listened to his father's series of questions, and his eyes were still a little dazed.

"Think about it. Aren't you going to follow your sister and your brother-in-law to do education? You can't just quit knowing the difficulty. ”

The father looked at his son and laughed, and continued:

"Actually, this is really not an easy problem, just like when I first started as a teacher, I just think that teaching my own subjects well, it is very powerful, so that children can learn good knowledge, get good grades, and go to a good school is enough, but later I found that there is still a gap, there is still a gap between children in different families and different regions, and the gap is very large, so you are now engaged in Internet education, which is really a good thing for education, at least, it can be regarded as a useful exploration. Then you have to go deeper from the perspective of education, use your network technology and data to explore more deeply, so as to be worthy of being called new technology and new education. ”

"Dad, this problem is really big, to be honest, although I learned to be a teacher, but your question, really asked me, some don't know how to start, I can think of, is to promote the flow of resources between regions and schools, by improving the quality of education to improve students' academic performance, admitted to a good school, their future is different, and then, we try our best to help those orphaned children, so that they have more warmth, from the shadow of the soul out, This will also affect their personality to help them grow, and then organize activities to improve children's emotional intelligence and comprehensive problem-solving skills, expand their knowledge to set higher goals, and thus have greater motivation to learn. If you dig deeper, it's not clear for a while. ”

Yun Feng replied to his father while sorting out his thoughts.

"Well, you are much clearer than I was back then, and you have done a wider range of things than I have in my life, and if you stick to it, you will definitely understand more and more."

Father actually smiled and praised with great satisfaction, which made Yun Feng, who had rarely heard his father's praise in person, very surprised.