Chapter 523 - Hear What You Don't Want to Hear
So, should I give him a chance, after all, I have always had it in my heart, and he himself has never thought about it, he really has such a thought about breaking up with him, but he feels angry that he has paid so much, but he has no reaction at all, and in such an impulsive situation, he will have such a thought.
Maybe I think I have been putting up with me for so long, and I should do something, otherwise I will definitely regret it in the end, some things I will regret if I don't do it, but I will never regret it, no matter what the result will be, I can bear it.
Ren Xiaoou has always been this kind of person who dares to love and hate, if she really loves someone, she can give everything, if she doesn't love someone, she can also disdain. Anyway, she felt that she had to do something, otherwise she would regret it in the end.
However, at this moment, everything is beyond his imagination for what he did today, it is even more beyond his imagination, looking at his appearance, it seems that he really realizes his mistake, so should he give him a chance?
On the other hand, he is afraid that he will be hurt by the time, maybe at this moment he really realizes that he has done a little too much, but he doesn't know if he will do other things to make himself angry in the future, then it will only be himself who will be hurt at that time, because from beginning to end, he has never really understood his own thoughts at all.
Ren Xiaoou's heart was still a little shaky, swaying from side to side, after all, he had been hurt like that, and he was guilty, not that he couldn't understand it.
At this moment, my heart is wondering whether to give him a chance, after all, I really love him, if he can really change, it would be good. What I had been thinking about before was that they had changed, and now that they had finally improved, should I forgive him?
After all, people make mistakes, he didn't realize this mistake before, he can forgive him, at least now he knows his mistakes, where they are, and he promises to care more in the future, so should he give him such a chance.
I think I want to give him a chance, but I'm afraid that if I give him a chance, in the end, the person who is injured is still himself.
After all, he really couldn't tell if he really realized his mistakes, or if he suddenly felt that he ignored him, and his man's arrogant self-esteem couldn't stand it, so he made this series of unreasonable actions.
I don't have to worry about these questions, but I still have to think clearly before I can draw conclusions, after all, this is related to my own happiness.
"Aren't you worried that my answer will disappoint you?" Ren Xiaoou looked at him and said word by word.
Could it be that he really wasn't worried that what he said wasn't what he wanted to hear? In fact, I clearly know that what I said today is prickly.
More often than not, he deliberately said this, just to stimulate him and want to take revenge on him, who let him do this to himself before and make himself sad and sad for so long.
Ren Xiaoou admitted that he did it on purpose, just to see what kind of reaction he would have when he said this, how much he had a sense of revenge, who let him suffer so much at the beginning, and he was just repaying him at this time.
Thinking about it, it's not so excessive to do it himself, after all, he has done even more excessive things to himself, but he doesn't care too much.
There was no way for me before, I just put it in his heart wholeheartedly, and I felt that he shouldn't make trouble for him because he was so busy with work, but now I realize that I think like this, it is really wrong again and again, and it is too wrong.
That's just his own personal thoughts, he doesn't think about himself at all, only he is stupid to stand in his position and think about it for him, but what about him, what has he done for himself.
"No, even if your answer really disappoints me, I will find a way to correct myself, because I know that it is because of my own reasons, which is why you are angry." Ye Jinghao put his mentality very low at this time, because he knew that it was because of his own reasons that led to such consequences, so no matter how difficult it was, he would bear it alone.
If it weren't for the fact that she had hurt her, how could she have done this to herself? So it's all your own responsibility.
I have never thought of running away from anything, it should be my own responsibility, and I will definitely take responsibility.
"But it should be very uncomfortable for you to hear such words." After listening to these words, it is impossible to say that he does not feel at all, nor can he say it, and he is not angry at all.
Ye Jinghao glanced at her and said softly, "You are really right, if you say that you don't feel it at all, it's fake, it's a lie, listening to you say these words, I am indeed a little sad in my heart, but I know that all this is my fault, and it is all caused by me, so even if it is uncomfortable, I have to carry it alone." Ye Jinghao didn't have anything bad to admit in front of her, he did admit that he was facing these things, and when he heard him say these words, he didn't feel good at all, but what could he do.
At the beginning of the memory, it was she who hurt her first, didn't she survive it like this when she was alone? So for her current self, she should be equal, she can get through it, so she has nothing to survive.
How could she not be able to do what she could do?
There must be cause and effect, and sure enough, it is the cause and effect, all of which are connected in series.
This time, I also understood that all this was caused by my own reasons, so I have nothing to regret.
"Is there anything else going on besides this?" His answer made him speechless, anyway, he still had the same attitude as before, since he said so, then he listened first.
Ren Xiaoou was still a little moved when he heard him say this, if these words were said to him before, he really didn't know how happy he was, but when he said it now, it seemed that the timing was wrong.
Therefore, I am not so moved in my heart, and I am just, just listen, because I know the reality more clearly, saying that it is one thing to do is another.
That kind of moving heart does not exist, and I always feel that what I want to see is the result, not the process. I've been hurt once, so I don't want to repeat it.
"There is another very important thing, I hope you can give me a chance, let's start again, I will definitely treat you well in the future." When Ye Jinghao said these words, he looked at Ren Xiaoou's eyes and said word by word from the bottom of his heart.
"Why should I give you such a chance, I made it clear to you last time, I've had enough of days like this, I don't want to continue to live like this, I'm too tired." The last time I asked him out, in fact, with his intelligence, he should be able to guess the words that he didn't say.
At that time, I had already made it clear that I didn't want to continue like this, because this kind of work was not what I wanted, and it was too tiring and hard.
"I know that what I did before was outrageously wrong, but no matter what, I hope you can give me another chance, at least let me see what it will be like after sincere repentance." Everything in the past can't be changed by herself, and she can't be undone, but she has to give herself a chance to see what she looks like after she changes.
"How do I know if what you say is true or false, maybe it's like this at this time, and the next second it changes again, for you, it's always more important to work, what am I?" When Ren Xiaoou said these words, he looked really sad, after all, he had paid so much for him at the beginning, but in his psychology, work was always ahead of him.
Ren Xiaoou said that he would not forgive him, but at this time, he still accidentally said his true thoughts. What I hate the most is that he doesn't put himself in his heart at all, and he is single-minded in his heart, and only work can he be ranked first? I don't even know that I'll never be as important as his job anyway.
"Even if you don't know if it's true or false at this moment, you can look forward to the changed me, don't you want to see what the changed me will look like?" If you don't believe you're going to change, don't you want to look forward to what the outcome will be?
Ye Jinghao also thought that she would look forward to her changed appearance, and it seemed that she was even more angry than she imagined.
"What if I say that I don't have any anticipation at all?" Ren Xiaoou still didn't choose to let go, and just like that, he was ruthless.
Next time, I shouldn't be able to say such things and do such things.
In the face of the person you love, it is quite cruel for you to say such things, but in fact, you also said it hard.
What I can't deny is that I have always had heaven in my heart, so I said these words ruthlessly, after all, there is only one chance, and even if there is such an opportunity in the future, I can't say it.
"Then I think I should work harder in the future, otherwise, I'm afraid that I won't have a chance to impress you again in this life." No matter what she says to herself at this time, no matter what she thinks in her heart, as long as she makes up her mind, as long as she changes, she will definitely be able to see the efforts she has made for her.
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