Self-confidence comes from strength

(TXT full text) 197 is technically clumsy

One hundred and ninety-seven is technically clumsy

It's supposed to be early in the morning. Most of the houses in the Cuiling community are dark, and everyone is in a sweet dreamland, and what am I? Lonely ghosts?

The magnolia-shaped street lamps glow with a dazzling white light, and suddenly snowflakes fall in the night sky, and it's snowing!

I tilted my face up and let the cold snowflakes float on my warm face, then melt away and turn into droplets.

The house, which I knew all too well, was tightly covered by the dancing snowflakes. Can I get in?

When I approached it gently, I saw a window shining through! It should be the kitchen window, was Sister-in-law Shen who came to clean up the house and forgot to turn off the lights?

I stood in the doorway, habitually raised my hand, knocked on the door, I was not used to ringing the doorbell, and then turned around to find a window and climb in. I went down the steps, reached out and grabbed the anti-theft railing of the window on the first floor, and jumped on it with force, just about to push the window on the second floor without the anti-theft railing, I seemed to hear the movement of the door below, and then there was the sound of footsteps.

I looked back and saw the familiar figure standing among the flying snowflakes. I can't believe it. He's actually here! Hot tears rushed out of my eyes again, and I sobbed silently, holding back not to make any sound.

He was wearing a dark cardigan that I bought for him, and in the dancing snow, his figure was even more slender and still so tall. I climbed on the window railing, and from this angle, his broad shoulders and straight back were so handsome.

He walked across the lawn, looked around in the middle of the road for a moment, and then returned to the door. He's going in, I thought to myself.

"Xiaoxue, is that you?" His rusty voice was reaching my ears through the snow.

I gritted my teeth, wept and shook my head in the dark.

He turned the lawn, looked among the flowers, and then circled the house. The snow gradually covered the ground, and my hands were about to freeze on the cold iron railing, so I gently put Lin Yushi's down jacket under my hand and held the railing.

Standing at the door on a cold night, he took out his mobile phone and dialed the number.

"Hey, Xiaoxue, where are you? …… Oh, Qifeng...... No, she didn't come here...... Give me a call when you find it...... Hmmm......"

My mobile phone is in Lin Qifeng's bag, I guess Lin Qifeng answered the phone just now, they are looking for me, but I don't want to see them again.

Dang stood still in place on a cold night. Suddenly, he said, "Xiaoxue, I saw you, come out quickly!" ”

"Ahh

He immediately turned around when he heard the movement, looked up, in the faint light, our gaze, the concern in his surprise, the tenderness in the care, the love and pity in the tenderness were all in the eyes, and I couldn't hide it, all my cowardice was contained by his deep eyes, the feeling I longed for, the integration of mutual dependence and mutual understanding, I knew that at this moment, we only belonged to each other.

"Come down." He held out his arms to me and commanded.

I obediently jumped into his arms and was gently placed on the ground by him. Then he was pulled into the house.

When the door was closed, it was warm, cozy, and homely, not like a place where rich men came to live occasionally. The little bear I bought was still sitting on his couch, and the coffee table was still full of all kinds of books he used to read. Could it be that he often lives here?

Without speaking, he pulled me upstairs, into his bedroom, took out a piece of his bathrobe and stuffed it into me, and said, "Take a shower." Then he went into the bathroom and put hot water for me.

He came out of the bathroom, and I was still standing stupidly in place, looking at him, stupidly staring, what else could I avoid? What could be more of a failure than me? What could be more ridiculous than me? Who else is more stupid than me?

I could see that he had worry on his face, even scared, what was he afraid of?

"Xiaoxue," he stood in front of me, "Xiaoxue, are you okay?" His tone was like after experiencing life and death, asking if the surviving lover was safe.

I don't speak, I don't want to say, suddenly throw myself into his arms, cry, cry, cry for life, it's better to cry and die in his arms, then it will be very happy.

He hugged me without saying a word, letting my snot and tears fill his arms. In his arms. I also felt something hot and wet get into my hair, and I looked up at him, who was wiping his eyes. He, in tears?

He pushed me out of his arms and said gently, "Go take a bath, or the water will be cold." I went to make milk tea, drank a cup of hot milk tea after taking a shower and went to bed. ”

Will he make his own milk tea? Could it be that I just saw the kitchen light outside, and he was making milk tea?

He came out of the bedroom and closed the door for me. I walked into the bathroom with his bathrobe in my arms, and when I stood in front of the mirror, I realized that I was simply not human-shaped: his long hair was messy, his face was full of tears, his eyes were red, and he was covered with a man's big down jacket, which was fat and big, like a theater robe.

took off Lin Yushi's down jacket, the underwear had been torn to pieces, took it off, and threw it directly into the garbage basket, and the bra was missing a strap and was also thrown into the garbage basket. On the upper body, the tender white skin was gnawed into patches of purple-red spots. Take off your lower clothes, immerse yourself in the hot water, close your eyes, dive into the water, hold it for a long time, and then rush out of the water, exhale sharply, it's better to be alive.

The soft and warm water slowly soothes the pain in my body, but the pain in my heart, who wants to soothe it for me?

Finely comb your long hair. Wearing a bathrobe with the smell of the party's cold night, his body odor is very light, the smell of sweat that is very manly. Out of the bathroom, he slipped into his bed. I bought this bed, and I also bought the bedding on the bed, etc., but I never slept with it, it turned out to be so comfortable.

The bedroom door was knocked lightly, then pushed open, and Dang Hanye came in with a cup and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Drink it while it's hot and taste what the milk tea I brew tastes like." He smiled.

I sat up, took the cup, it was a little hot, I blew it gently, sipping it one by one, the taste was okay, he could make it like this, it was very rare.

He went and poured me a glass of water again, drank milk tea, and let me drink water to drink, he must be considerate and careful and good husband.

I handed him the milk tea cup, took the water cup, drank the water, he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me, kind and gentle eyes, I also looked at him, I only had him in my eyes, and I didn't take my eyes off when I drank the water, until the water was drunk, and I didn't find it.

He gently passed the cup in my hand and stood up.

He's leaving, and he wants me to be left alone here, I don't want it.

I didn't even think about it, I stretched out my arms around his neck, and he couldn't get up.

I looked at his close face, a little magical: "You want me, right?" Will you marry me? My slender snow-white arms were hooked around his shoulders and I looked at him longingly. My lips were trembling.

I could see the wind in his eyes, but in an instant it disappeared without a trace, and the wind and waves were calm.

However, I was really clumsy, the means of seducing men were so clumsy, I felt my arms become stiff, and I just held on stupidly and didn't let go.

He put the two cups in his hand on the bedside table, raised his hand to break my hands, and then stuffed my hands into the quilt, and pulled the quilt up to wrap around me, leaving only a face. Then he stroked my hair and said, "Silly girl, what nonsense? Sleep, have a sweet dream. Then he took the two cups, turned and walked out of the room, and closed the door.

I fell powerlessly on the pillow, I was such a failure, as a woman, I was too failed, upside down, and no one wanted it. Really, as a woman, I have no charm at all, and Lin Yushi approached me because I had a face of his former lover, and he wanted to use this face to avenge his former lover; Lin Qifeng pursued me because I had a pair of eyes like his first love, and I was just a substitute in his heart; The party is cold, and they just treat me as a stupid girl and a subordinate with a little talent...... All the men around me are taking advantage of me, but from different angles. I, Xue Zhixue, as a woman with my own independent personality, have no attraction to them.

Once again, I overflowed my eyes with tears and reached out to wipe them, only to be stung by the light on my hands. I still have the diamond ring worn by Lin Qifeng on my hand, I raised my hand to see that this is a very beautiful ring, simple and generous design style, which makes me, a girl who doesn't like jewelry, also a little tempted. But I knew that it didn't belong to me, I wore it for the girl named Little Shell, and the moment he put it on, he must have thought it was holding her hand.

But I don't want to take it off, I want this ring of marriage so much, let me be vain once, wear someone else's ring to sleep, all this, when I wake up, no longer belongs to me.

In the dream, there was a strong wind, there was a little girl struggling in the waves, two men went to save her, but they didn't catch her hand, I was crying anxiously on the shore, and then I heard a green voice saying, "Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you?" You'll be fine, Xiaoxue, I want you, I'll never let you go again, I'll guard you no matter what. ”

Then I woke up, the room was bright, and it was already noon when I looked at the watch. Then I saw a neatly folded woman's dress at the head of the bed. There's a bra, there's panties, there's thermal pants, there's a pair of jeans from the same brand I wear regularly, and a brand new belt, and a white half-length puffer jacket hanging from a hanger with a red scarf next to it.

I know, it's all new, the bra panties were freshly cut and washed and dried in the washing machine. Dang went to the mall on a cold night and bought me a complete set of clothes.

I got up and got dressed, my bra was the right size, the size I was wearing, and so were my underwear, and all the outfits were bought according to my measurements, as if I had tried them on.

Finally, I tied a red scarf, which I don't usually match, went out of the room, went downstairs, smelled the smell of stir-frying, and cooked with an apron in the kitchen on a cold night.

I stood at the kitchen entrance and watched him cook, and he looked back at me, smiled at me, and said, "Good afternoon, you are beautiful today." ”

"It's just that no one wants it." I laughed too.

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