I was invited by my supervisor to give a law lecture to a sophomore, and I had a few law-related questions to ask in the middle, and I looked at the audience, and a girl in the last row was talking to a male classmate next to me.

After a pause, he raised his voice and said, "Please ask the female classmate in the third position in the last row to answer my question." ”

At that time, I called her to answer by name with the mentality of letting her embarrassment, but I didn't expect her to be embarrassed after getting up, on the contrary, she calmly asked me what I was asking, which won a lot of boos from the bottom. She pursed her lips and smiled, and said, "Don't you allow people to desert a little during class?" ”

Not to mention a bunch of sophomores, even I couldn't hold back my laughter at the time.

Later, at the end of the lecture, I changed the tutor and went up to roll call, and I paid special attention to the girl's name, which was Jia Ru.

And the boy next to her was not called from beginning to end, obviously not a student in this class.

The second time I met Jia Ru was a copywriting project from her mentor, and she was there. When I saw her, I couldn't help but wonder how a sophomore could be so favored by her tutor. Gradually, I found out that this girl has talent, she has a strong legal acumen, and often a very subtle point, others pass by, but she can dig out more content from it.

When the project was done, I was impressed with her. After that, every time the tutor started a class, I would suggest to bring her, and after getting acquainted with her, I also knew that the boy who often walked with her was her boyfriend, named Zhou Yu.

But in the second half of their sophomore year, they broke up. I thought she would cry for a broken love like a normal girl, and she would languish for a long time, but it made no difference except that she became more silent than before.

At the time, I thought that maybe I didn't love deeply enough.

But in fact, I realized later that it was not that I didn't love deep enough, but that love was engraved in my heart.

Originally, I had graduated and worked in the court, and I didn't have much time to go back to school to help my tutor with my project, but every time my tutor called me, I said yes, because I could be with Jia Ru.

At that time, I couldn't define what I thought about her, if I really want to concretize it, it would be appreciation, I think this school girl is a plastic material, and I want to take her personally. I didn't expect it to be like this for two years, and it was her graduation season.

On the day of the graduation ceremony, I had a case to go to court, but I handed it over to an associate lawyer. Hurried back to school, the ceremony had begun, and I couldn't find her in the group of people under the black pressure, so I could only find a place to sit down.

I sat there for a while, a little bored, and was about to bow my head and take out my mobile phone to ask about the progress of the court, but I heard someone whispering next to me that it was the turn of the law department to take the stage. I immediately looked up and found Jia Ru in the crowd almost at a glance.

She was tall and tall, with long hair neatly draped in a shawl, and stood out in the choir. The songs they sang didn't reach my ears, because all my attention was on her.

Later, I thought that I probably returned to my alma mater that day and saw Jia Ru standing on the platform where he had once stood.

Her long hair was shawl, and the corners of her mouth curled with confidence.

So, many nights later, when I think about it, it seems to make the night even more dazzling.

Maybe the lights on the stage on the day of the ceremony were too bright, maybe the people standing next to her became a foil, or maybe it was the aura she exuded invisibly. I sat in the last row and watched her from afar, and I was drunk.

From that day on, I knew that I was hopelessly in love with her.

I took her into the courthouse without hesitation, and I still took her with me, teaching her all my experience in the workplace without reservation, and also teaching her how to stand in the court and be invincible.

I thought I didn't have to be in too much of a hurry with her, but it slowly came to pass. But one day, I accidentally bumped into her dating a man, and my first reaction was to look at the man with a stern gaze, and the result was that they were not suitable.

The man's name is Chen Huan, it is said that he is an IT man, but at a glance, you can see that he has peach blossoms in his eyes, he looks honest on the surface, but there is another side in his bones. I wanted to remind Jia Ru, but after thinking about it, it wasn't a bad thing to let her encounter some emotional setbacks.

It takes a strong heart to dominate the field, and setbacks are one of the compulsory courses.

But I didn't expect that only half a year later, she actually said that she was going to get married, with that man.

Suddenly, I realized that I was wrong, that feelings are not another test, and that I should make a decision immediately, otherwise I will miss you. I asked her if she had thought about it, and why she got married so early? She replied to me: I have already received the certificate.

When I went back that day, I opened a bottle of red wine alone, and after drinking the whole bottle, I was not drunk, and I felt a dull pain in my heart for the first time while lying on the sofa. But the next day, I still went to work as before, and even got a girlfriend, so I want to say that she doesn't have to be.

Seeing that her wedding date is approaching, I am thinking about whether to attend the wedding or not. If you go, it means that you have to face the love you have missed, and from then on, you have to stand in the position of a friend and senior, and you can't go beyond half a step. But what if I don't go? I'm a little mixed.

However, the day before her wedding, I suddenly received a text message saying that the wedding was cancelled. Jia Ru asked me to pick her up from the detention center, and I saw Zhou Yu outside the door. After a few years of friendship, I learned from her that this ex-boyfriend was the one I broke up with when I met her that year, which is actually the reason why I didn't pay much attention to her when I saw her dating Chen Huan, and I felt that Chen Huan couldn't even compare to Zhou Yu, how could she get into her eyes.

It was reasonable for her to divorce Chen Huan, but on the day when the Civil Affairs Bureau applied for the divorce certificate, she received a marriage certificate with Zhou Yu. I'm angry, is there such a contempt for marriage?

If I wasn't optimistic about her and Chen Huan before, then even if she and Zhou Yu got the certificate, I wouldn't be able to see it well.

It's not that I have foresight, but it's irrational to get married in such a hasty manner, which has never been done before. As I expected, the conflict between her and Zhou Yu will not be reduced by meeting again, but the friction will become bigger and bigger, and the Zhou family is the fatal straw that crushed their marriage.

When Jia Ru told me about her divorce, I was not surprised at all. It just so happened that my side also ended a relationship, this time I don't want to be silent anymore, since Zhou Yu doesn't cherish her, then her life will be guarded by me in the future.

But there was a lot of accident in the middle, she turned out to be pregnant.

My first reaction was a dull ache in my heart, but when I saw her eyes that were obviously painful but pretending to be strong, I was suddenly relieved. I thought it might be an opportunity for me, and although I was sure that she trusted me, I had always stood behind her and never tried to stand beside her.

To be honest, I'm not sure.

It's ridiculous to say, I can stand calmly in the courtroom, I can sharply refute my opponent until I have nothing to say, but I will still be timid in the face of her. She would have been shocked to be expected, but she turned me down after thinking about it.

I don't know what she thinks, she and Zhou Yu have never been married, no one knows that she has ever been married, and suddenly having a big belly will only make the people around her look at her with colored eyes.

Later, I found out that she couldn't let go of Zhou Yu, even if she was divorced.

I can't force it, I have to be strategic, I may not be too lazy to think about others, but I have patience with her. Originally, I wanted to use the economic case to force her, and then solve the problem logically, but the script didn't go as I envisioned.

Zhou Yu's side completely attracted her attention, even if she couldn't protect herself, but when Zhou Yu had an accident, she completely ignored herself. I regretted her when she was quarantined and taken away from quarantine because of the missed moment, which allowed the Bureau of Investigation to intervene beyond my control, but I still believed that I could get her out of it.

At most, I'm on top of everything. By this time, I no longer thought about the original thoughts, and I just hoped that she would be safe.

However, providence is always so casual and defenseless.

I never thought that before I solved the problem, Jia Ru would have an accident! Not only did something happen, but Zhou Yu also had an accident. A car accident shattered not only my hopes, but also Jia Ru's dreams.

She offered me her resignation! I was angry that prosecutor was her long-cherished dream, and that being a lawyer was the profession she had vowed to spend her life on, and now she was leaving. That was the first time I was angry with her, angrily accusing her of not only being childish play with her marriage, but also having no obsession with work. Maybe it was me who said something serious, and she left angrily.

As I watched her walk out the door, I didn't realize that this time she was really decisive. It wasn't until I heard that she had gone abroad that I suddenly had an epiphany about the meaning of what her actions meant.

She's going to give up everything and go to him!

I don't care if I find it or not, even if she loves him for a long time, and there will be no entanglement with me from now on. If a person gives up even faith for love, then she is no longer the girl I once knew.

Or maybe I think I know and know her, but in fact, I've never known her.

It's like I initially judged that her feelings for Zhou Yu were nothing more than that, but now she can give up everything for it. If a person has forgotten his original intention, he has lost his roots.

I didn't think about her again in those years, just when this person passed by with the wind.

When I saw her again, it was not in her house in the night rain in Bashan, but in a shopping mall, Xiao Zhou and I were having dinner, and at a glance I saw her holding a boy by the window. Xiao Zhou didn't pay attention, but I recognized her at a glance.

She's changed so much. This was my first sense, and my second sense was that she seemed to be doing well. My son is so old, he should ...... She found the child's father. I don't know if it's called providence, I sent Xiao Zhou home that night and returned, and I saw her again on the side of the road.

She was alone, without the boy she had seen in the evening.

As the car drove past, I turned back and drove slowly behind her. I saw her enter a drink shop, thinking that she had gone inside to buy a drink and drink, and the car stopped on the side of the road. I don't know why I'm following and I'm not going, but I don't have the motivation to start the car. But I waited for a long time, really long, so long that I thought she had ordered a drink inside and went straight to work. During the fluctuation of her mind, she couldn't help but think - what kind of work is she doing now?

It was almost ten o'clock when I saw her come out of the drink shop, and the lights went out. She didn't come out alone, there were two young men and women who looked like students with her, and when I saw her lock the door, I suddenly realized one thing: she didn't come to this drink shop to drink tea, she was working here!

It's hard to compare a courtroom lawyer with a salesperson in a beverage shop. I feel a long-lost anger in my heart, if I meet her again today, and find that she is more prosperous than before, then the anger of many years ago can be calmed down, but she actually came to be a salesperson?

I started the car, stepped on the accelerator, and I drove away.

I had insomnia that night, and my mind was full of the figure I saw in the evening and at night. The next day, I went to the drink shop, only to find out that she was not the salesperson of the drink shop, but the owner.

When I hesitated to step forward, I saw him, Zhou Yu.

What I thought at the time was that she had really got him back.

I turned around and left the drink shop, but I didn't expect to meet her again at a colleague dinner in the evening. I thought to myself: Is this fate? I deliberately asked her where she was, and she confessed, but I couldn't suppress the anger.

Later, when I learned that Zhou Yu was in amnesia and even she had forgotten, I didn't know whether to feel sorry for her or for herself, this is the person she gave up the law to follow, but he had forgotten her, but she still opened a shop called "Bashan Night Rain" and watched his return.

As I walked out the door, I looked up at the glare sunlight and my eyes were sour.

The world that belongs to her and Zhou Yu, I really can't get in.

Originally, she and I should have returned to the parallel line, but I didn't expect Zhou Yu to find me. As soon as I confronted him, I could see that he did not have amnesia. I asked him why he lied to Jia Ru, but he didn't answer me, and asked me if I wanted her to return to the law.

I'd like to say it has nothing to do with me, but I'm silent after all.

Zhou Yu asked me to cooperate with him, and the first step was to help her clear up the unjust case a few years ago.

Then he stared at me and asked, "Do you know what to do?"

I suddenly realized how terrible this man was, he seemed to know what had happened, and the so-called negotiations at this moment were actually warning me. At the end of the negotiations, I couldn't help but ask him: why?

He hooked the corners of his mouth and said slowly: You will be the spiritual motivation that motivates her to be willing to regain her strength.

My heart was shocked, meaning to use me to stimulate Jia Ru's desire to survive!

In order to survive in the legal field, you must have a strong desire to survive, and Jia Ruzheng, as Zhou Yu said, has long since wiped out that desire to win after a few years of precipitation.

Once the matter is picked on and she learns the truth, then I will have a strong irritation on her.

However, at this point, I was really strangers to her.

Although Zhou Yu was a vague statement, I knew that he did not give me a choice. But even if I had a choice, it seems like I'd do it. Because I want her back in the field!

A small drink shop buried her, and she was not the material for doing business, the court was her field.

As expected, she was disappointed in me after the case was overturned, but she didn't know that I was looking forward to the day when she would stand in court and face me head-on. In fact, Zhou Yu is the winner, he not only achieved the goal of helping her overturn the case, but also successfully kicked me out of her life completely, from now on, I can't even be a friend.

I didn't expect the opportunity to go head-to-head very quickly, Zhou Yu's Bashan had an accident, and the lawsuit naturally came to me.

Almost immediately, I decided that the case would be handled by her, and I felt the urge to try it out that I hadn't seen in a long time.

In the first trial, she was on the opposite side of me, but she was defeated one after another. I saw reluctance in her eyes, and there was a flash of irritation, but finally it was covered with calm. It seems that after three years, her mood has precipitated, which makes me a little elusive.

The night before the second trial, Zhou Yu asked me to meet in Bashan, and he asked me if I now know why I had to fight this lawsuit with Jia Ru. I shook my head, and he chuckled and said, "Because of the weight you have in her heart."

Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat.

He said: All your attacks on her will become the driving force for her to move forward, and tomorrow's game will establish her position in the legal arena from now on, and winning you means that she will return to the top of the legal field.

I laughed, to put it bluntly, I was using me as a stepping stone.

Zhou Yu asked: Then are you willing?

I asked him in turn: How would she feel if she knew that you were calculating her and calculating me like this?

Zhou Yu said firmly: She won't know.

I scoffed and didn't say anything more. Excessive self-confidence is often conceited, he always has a bitter fruit to eat, and his Jia Ru is not so easy to fool. Of course, there was no shortage of troubles with me later, and I didn't need to be too clear when Jia Rulai asked me, just a few words and she could think of a rough idea.

She won, and she really walked back to the court, even if she didn't go back to the court, but at least she could be seen in court in the future.

That day, she confronted me in court because of the divorce case between Chen Huan and his wife, and when she left angrily again, I watched her back disappear behind the door, and I had a feeling of suddenly looking back and overlapping with my memory.

She has really been walking out of my world little by little since she stepped out of my sight again and again. From then on, I could only watch her silently as a bystander, and I could no longer approach her.

Even if she called me and said: Xiao Dong, I'm sorry.

Many years later, someone asked me: Xiao Dong, have you ever met true love?

I thought about it, and a calm face consciously reflected in my mind, and I replied to the man: I have met.

And then what?

No, then, when I was defenseless, she quietly left me.