Self-confidence comes from strength

(TXT full text) 279 willing to gamble and lose

Two hundred and seventy-nine are willing to gamble and lose

Lin Yushi definitely did it on purpose. He's too smart, he deliberately wants to be angry with me and don't want me to care about him anymore.

He seemed willing to serve his sentence, not caring if it was three or thirty years. Maybe he was tired and wanted to find a quiet place to recuperate and recuperate, but he didn't want to be disturbed, but prison was indeed a good place, and no one he wanted to see could see him.

Coming out of the detention center, Yizhu and lawyer Fan were waiting outside. I shook my head at Yizhu's longing gaze, didn't get into her car, and walked along the road.

Lin Yushi made his posture clear, and he will not accompany me again in the future. I stroked the magnolia tree on the side of the road, and walked alone towards the end of the long street, which was still so far away that I could only go on the road alone.

Seeing that Lin Yushi's appeal period ended, he was officially sent to Qingsha Prison to serve his sentence.

The members of Gong Zheng's gang were examined and transferred to the judiciary separately, and then they were sent to court, but I don't care about their fate anymore, and that's none of my business.

Wu Zezhi assumed the vast majority of Wu's culpability, and Simiton Group was delisted and reorganized. The Wu family lost the controlling stake in Smelton and was replaced by Haidu's real trump card - Han Lexiang. The personal assets of the members of the Wu family have shrunk repeatedly, and some have fallen directly into the basement from high society, leaving them in debt. Wu Lei went into exile abroad, saying that he was going to further his studies. The economy related to Gong Zheng will either collapse or evaporate.

In this game of political and economic combinations, Dang Hanye is the real winner, he really won the world, and also won more people's hearts. I'm too lazy to mention how many of his achievements there are, domestic, overseas, tangible, intangible, economic, political......

I went to visit Lin Yushi in Qingsha Prison.

"You're leaving?"

I nodded.

He nodded.

Then I rushed to the airport with my own luggage.

Everything went well, everything was normal, the flight was not delayed, and it is said that the flight is not delayed should be in the abnormal range, and it is delayed when it is normal.

Just as I was queuing up to walk into the security checkpoint, I was stopped by the sudden arrival of Dang Hanye. He pulled me and didn't let me go, so I had to lean to the side so as not to disturb the passengers behind me.

He spoke to me with tears in his eyes: "Xiaoxue, even if you really don't want me anymore, give me a real answer, at least let me die a clear and willing." ”

I smiled lightly, I know that you are a love director, and your acting skills are good, but please don't play to me again, it's worthless.

"You're not too young anymore, stop playing young people's games. Marry Liang Meihong home and give Liang Sisi a real home, a home in the legal sense. I said sincerely, turned and left.

He grabbed me again: "Xiaoxue, you misunderstood, Liang Meihong and I are not in love." ”

"Yes, it's not love, it's family affection. You are a family, a family that deserves to be named. Don't be dissatisfied, party cold night," I called him by his full name and surname for the first time, and it was all accented, "have a wife and daughter, be happy and complete, don't miss it again, don't let the person you should love sad and disappointed." ”

I broke free from him, walked in, and never looked back, but his shout came from behind me: "It's not what you think, Xiaoxue, I love you, I only love you......"

Everyone is looking back. It was just me running forward, trying to escape his voice.

I was still very weak, I cried, and the water was sprinkled all the way from Haidu to Zhengzhou.

Back at home, I play games, watch movies, and even watch things that used to disdain me on the computer every day, and from a director's point of view, in fact, some film actors are still very professional. I'm tired of staying at home, sometimes I go to an Internet café, I also have to go all night, I crawl on the table when I'm tired, I eat bread when I'm hungry, or I order takeout. This looks like a teenager who is addicted to the Internet.

I admit that I am slumping, I admit that I am falling, what reason do I have not to fall? This world is just a plaything in his hands, he decides everything, he stands on the top and looks down on all beings, and plays with everything in his hands. I can't see the real side of human nature, there is no real love in this world, there is no true love, everyone is full of desire, infinite possessiveness.

My family was so anxious that I was numb, and it was only when I caught a glimpse of my father's aging and worried eyes that I remembered that I was still a human being, and that I was such an unfilial person.

After a day and two nights of playing online games, I finally turned off my computer and crawled into bed and fell asleep.

In a daze, I heard my mother call me: "Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue." Hurry up and have breakfast, today is the fourth anniversary of your sister's furniture city, we invited the city's song and dance troupe, you also go to help the fun, you are much more famous than them, as long as you appear, our furniture is ready to sell fire, we must suppress Jiajiajia Furniture City. ”

The Hongye Furniture City, which was opened by the eldest sister and the second sister, is now the largest furniture city in the county, and the branch has been opened to the neighboring county, and the people are living a prosperous life. My mom and dad are now helping out in the furniture city, and my sister is paying the old couple, so my mom is highly motivated to work. I guess my sister promised my mother, if she can pull me to the scene, give her an extra bonus.

I didn't even roll over and said, "I'm not going, I'm going to sleep." ”

"Dead Nizi, just go and stand on the stage for a while, and let you come back after standing." Mom tugged at me.

I still didn't move, pretending to be asleep, and didn't pay any attention to her tricks.

My daughter is not a tool to make money, and she wants to pull me to advertise, no way! I've never advertised for anyone, even if someone ever offered him a hefty salary.

Mom did everything she could. In the end, he was defeated. She muttered something dissatisfied.

After a while, my father came in, he stood beside my bed, tucked the quilt for me, and said softly, "Xiaoxue, take a good rest for a while, stop playing games, that hurts." Dad knows that you are sad, after a few days, Dad will accompany you out for a walk, let's go to Songshan to participate in Zen. No matter what happens, you're a good daughter to your dad. It's Daddy's pride. ”

I was crawling on the bed, face inward, tears streaming out of the corners of my eyes.

Daddy, I'm sorry, I'm not your good daughter, I'm not angry, I always make you feel uneasy, I'm sorry. For the sake of an unworthy man, I can no longer stand up, I really don't know how I will go in the future? Who else can I fall in love with? I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

Dad went out and helped me close the door. Mom was in the yard urging Dad to hurry up and get to work, and they left. My younger brother is studying in college away from home and rarely comes back.

The house was quiet, but I couldn't sleep anymore, even though my head was very dizzy. I don't know how long it took to be so groggy that the phone in the small living room rang, and it must be my mom's friend calling my mother. I won't pick it up and continue to crawl on the bed.

But the phone kept ringing, over and over again. I thought to myself, this card friend is really persevering, and there is a comparison with Han Lexiang's theme song.

I struggled to get up, pulled on my slippers, and opened the door to answer the phone in the small living room.

As soon as I lifted the earpiece, I heard the sound on the other end of the phone, and then my mother's excited voice came: "Xiaoxue, please give us publicity if you don't come, we now have a spokesperson who is bigger than you, we don't need you, you can sleep at home with peace of mind!" ”

Let me sleep in peace and call me, obviously I don't want to sleep in peace, I want to hang my appetite and trick me, I'm not stupid. Just about to hang up the phone, I heard the music coming from the venue over there was "City Without You", and then a man's singing voice came:

"Cities without you are full of loneliness

I'm like a kid in need of a hug

I slept and lived together with my sadness

I don't have happiness without you

Wear the clothes you wear, wear the shoes you wear

Cross every road and want to be your shadow

Look at the books you've read, watch the TV you've watched

Thinking about your sleeping appearance

Party Cold Night! This is definitely the party singing on a cold night, I am too familiar with his singing voice, rough and ugly sound quality, but after forming a melody. But it will be so beautiful, so infectious, so touching people's souls.

Nine years ago, he took me to Blue Ocean City, and on the way back, his car broke down, and we left the car in the repair shop, and the proprietress of the repair shop didn't recognize him, and took me as his girlfriend, and he took me by the hand and walked on the road, just singing this song, everything was like yesterday, and it was like a memory of a previous life.

Without you, there is no city for you

I became a man without the warmth of love

On the cold night of the party, I sang on the open-air stage set up outside my sister's furniture city!

I threw down the phone, rushed downstairs barefoot, grabbed two shoes at the door, put them on and ran out the door.

When we ran out of our neighborhood, the street outside was passing through the market, crowded with small traders and vendors and people rushing to the market. I pushed through the crowd and ran hard, running two streets and turning into the street where my sister's furniture store was, and there was a sea of people as far as the eye could see!

People are pushing forward, and some people are asking, "Why are there so many people today?" ”

"You don't know, Hongye Furniture City is celebrating the store, and the party is coming to sing on a cold night."

"Party Cold Night!? Really? ”

"That's still wrong, I just sang a song, the proprietress of Hongye Furniture City and Xue Zhixue are sisters, Xue Zhixue will definitely come to cheer, it is said that the party is ...... with Xue Zhixue on a cold night"

I struggled to push away the crowd and move forward, I could already hear the sound of my sister's super-power speaker in the furniture city, after a period of music, it was still the singing of the party's cold night, and sure enough, it was his singing:

"Your cruel words are whistling in your ears

This time I decided not to run away

Even if I don't know how to quarrel with you

Also make it clear who the protagonist is

People are squeezing forward, but my effect is the most significant, many people are squeezed behind me, and an aunt sees me squeezing and sweating profusely, and kindly persuades: "Girl, don't work so hard, the prize is not worth ten yuan, even if you squeeze to the front, you may not be able to grab it." ”

I said thank you and continued to struggle, and finally I was no more than a hundred meters away from that stage. I can see the figure of the party on the stage on a cold night, the figure of a prince in a white shirt, and many people are holding their mobile phones to take pictures of him.

Your suspicious eyes are flashing around

Trying to find the perfect excuse

It's not that I don't understand your intentions

You expect the love to end hastily

He sang emotionally on stage, and I squeezed hard under the stage. My mother is too much, how can I let him go on stage to sing?

I finally squeezed under the stage, holding on to the edge of the stage and gasping for breath, this song is finished, I have to drive him away, I have to go!

"You smiled coldly and asked me to make it clear

Who wins and who loses this time

It turned out that I was betting on happiness

I lost all of you and I lost

...... "He was still singing on stage, and he was just looking at me alone, looking affectionately, I don't know when he found out about me, but I think he was just acting very well."

I withdrew my gaze from him.

A person next to me handed me a piece of tissue paper and said, "Sister-in-law, wipe your sweat." ”

I took it and turned around, it was a monkey, next to him was Xiao Wu, and next to Xiao Wu were Flying Fish and Ah Can.

"Thanks, how did you get here?" I asked.

"We accompanied Brother Han to chase his wife, he was afraid that he would be weak alone, and he would be kicked out by his mother-in-law and pull us over to strengthen his courage." The monkey laughed.

I wiped the sweat from my forehead with tissue paper.

My mother squeezed over to look at me and immediately blamed, "Xiaoxue, look at what you look like now?" When she went out, she didn't even comb her hair, her hair was disheveled, she only wore a sweater, not even a jacket, what did these jeans look like...... "When she looked down again and saw my shoes, her expression was even more irritating than stepping on cow dung in her newly bought Italian leather shoes, getting a cut in her fur coat she had just bought, and quitting diamonds when she had just bought diamonds, "You ...... What shoes are you wearing? How old are you, and it's embarrassing to run out at this time......"

I realized that I was wearing a blue canvas shoe on my left foot and a white sneaker on my right foot. I raised my head and said coldly, "Mom, if you feel ashamed, don't know me, because I'm a madman on the street." Then he turned his face away from her.

When the song of the cold night was about to be sung, he walked to the edge of the stage and stood in front of me, the stage was about one person high, he knelt down and watched me affectionately sing the last two lines:

"It turns out that I took happiness as a bet, I lost all of you and I lost, who told me to take happiness as a bet, I am willing to bet if I lose you, and I lose all my ...... if I lose you"

This street is a new street in the county seat, it is very wide, almost the whole street is crowded with people, he knelt down, the people who saw it screamed excitedly, the people who couldn't see squeezed forward, the whole scene was chaotic.

Dang Hanye put down the microphone, reached out to hug me, and dragged me to the stage. I was so disheveled, disheveled, with a blue shoe and a white shoe that he brought to the stage of ten thousand people. As far as the eye can see, there are real crowds of people!

Dang Han knelt down on one knee, kneeling in front of me, under the stage, the whistle sounded, wave after wave.

"Snow, marry me, right?" He looked up at me, his gaze as clear as a spring, and in it poured what seemed to be the love and commitment of a man's life.

What are Liang Meihong and Liang Sisi's mother and daughter doing? Prepare a table of hot meals and wait for the men of their family to return......

A sharp whistle pierced my thoughts, and I was distracted by the attention of my hometown fathers and elders!

Turning my head, my parents, sisters, brothers-in-law and husbands all looked at me with anxious eyes, and my mother seemed to be still saying, "Silly Nizi, say yes!" ”

I withdrew my gaze, and Dang Hanye was still kneeling under my nose, looking at me persistently. His increasingly handsome face used to be my most desired dream, is it within reach now?

The audience is getting more and more chaotic, and if there is a stampede, it will be my sin, and I must put this chaos to rest first.

I stretched out my right hand, slowly, slowly into his waiting hand.

The audience is boiling!

Dang Hanye stood up, kissed me the forehead, squatted down, picked me up vertically, lifted me high, and walked down the stage.

Monkey and Xiao Wu jumped on stage, picked up the microphone, and organized to maintain order on the scene. Ah Chan and Flying Fish came with us.

Looking at the scene controlled by the monkey and Xiao Wu, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, the people under Dang Hanye are all elites, although I don't know the origin of each of them, but Lin Qifeng's identity tells me that each of them is not simple.

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