Chapter 372: That's the Army
If you don't understand it, it's troublesome!
Huaxin sighed lightly, shrugged helplessly, turned her body, looked at the leaping flames with her hands on her cheeks, and said stupidly, "Do you know how much I want to have a child of my own?" ”
"I looked at Alu, looked at the puffs, they were small, they were so cute," after a pause, Huaxin took a deep breath and continued, "I don't have any relatives in this world, if I can have a child of my own, then I am not alone." ”
She knows that after coming to this world, she can't go back to the original world, this is the principle of crossing that Guo Zixing told herself, which means that she will never see her parents again, in this world, she is no different from an orphan.
I want to have a home of my own, even if the Changxin Palace is luxurious, but there is no sense of home at all, she likes her own small courtyard in Hanzhou City, she also likes her own small courtyard in Boling City, but later, she lived in various palaces, all kinds of tents, there is no taste of home at all, she feels that she is always adrift and has nothing to rely on, so her heart has become floating.
"Honglang, I really want a home of my own, the house at home is not big enough, and the yard is small, but there is a husband and children at home, even if there are vegetables growing in the yard, I need to water and fertilize the vegetables, and I am tired all day long, but that place is a home." Hua Xin looked at Nan Yinhong with an expectant expression.
Nan Yinhong didn't understand what he meant, and stretched out his hand to wrap Huaxin's little hand in his palm, "Okay, when Da Ting settles down, and when we get rid of Katida, I will take you to find a paradise, and we will live such a life together." ”
Huaxin shook her head slowly and stiffly, "Even if I don't have a small yard, a narrow house, or a vegetable garden, as long as I have my own children, I have a home no matter where I live." ”
"I'm afraid you're in danger." Nan Yinhong frowned and looked at Huaxin, he finally understood what Huaxin meant, she wanted a child.
Huaxin burst into tears, she swallowed the sourness on the tip of her nose, and squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying, "I know." ”
There's nothing more to say, Nan Yinhong doesn't want children, for whatever reason, she doesn't want her to give him a child, at least for now, so every time she is happy, she will mix some medicine in the water so that she can't conceive a child all the time.
Don't look away, Huaxin sits on a big rock, arms around her knees.
Sometimes I really feel sorry for myself, before the crossing tried every possible way to have a child of his own, but the physiological conditions limited this dream, I thought that there would always be a child of my own after the crossing, this is good, the man is unwilling to have a child of the two of them.
Well, since you don't want to, then forget it, what else can you say, so be it.
When she thought of wishing Shen a good child, the tip of her nose became sour again, she couldn't help crying, and she sobbed alone.
"Girl doll, why do you have to embarrass yourself like this?" Lin Gong couldn't watch it from the sidelines, he helped Nan Yinhong explain, "You are now the queen, the concubine is a person who wants to harm you, if you are pregnant with a child, it is said that a woman's birth is to pass the ghost gate, at this juncture, Your Majesty has a lot of things to do, and I can't take care of you, if you have three long and two short, this is not equivalent to taking Your Majesty's life." ”
Seeing that Huaxin didn't speak, Nan Yinhong smiled helplessly, "Ah Xin thinks I have any relatives in Nan Yinhong?" Born in the royal family, my biological mother died early, my father died, and my brother is still trying to take my life, is such a relative considered a relative? ”
"Yes, what man would not want to have a child of his own, but now that the situation is urgent, if we have another child, and we can't protect it well, wouldn't it be in vain to let the child suffer? You are still young, so why rush for a while? Lin Gong helped Nan Yinhong persuade hard.
After a long time, Huaxin finally stopped crying, and she raised her eyes again, and her eyes were bright again.
Taking a deep breath, she smiled weakly, "I know, I'm just sad." ”
Nan Yinhong's meaning, she can understand, but if a man likes a woman, he won't want this woman to give birth to a child for himself, right?
"Needless to say, I'll adjust my mentality." Huaxin replied softly.
It's ridiculous that when they want to have children, they can decide to have a child for a woman regardless of it, and if they don't want to, the woman will say that she can't have a child.
Nan Yinhong never asked her what she meant, and he still didn't get rid of his old self-righteousness.
Huaxin stared silently at the jumping flames, and she didn't know how long it had been, and she couldn't hear anything in her ears, she dreamed, a bitter dream of returning to her parents and kneeling and crying for their forgiveness.
Although the dream was bitter, she still saw her parents, they were very vicissitudes, they beat themselves, but because they hated her for not cherishing themselves too much, they easily handed over their lives to someone who was not worthy of trust......
She can't go back, and if she can go back, no matter what, she will be filial to her parents.
When Huaxin woke up, the sky was already bright, she lowered her eyes and looked at the clothes she was wearing, the clothes still had the fragrance of laurel on them, and looked left and right, Lin Gong and Nan Yinhong's horses were still tied to one side, and the luggage was intact, but the people were nowhere to be found.
Are they going to collect firewood?
Huaxin looked suspiciously at the extinguished fire, stretched her body, and looked around.
"Honglang? Lin Gong? Huaxin watched the movements around her vigilantly and called softly.
No one answered her, and all three horses were grazing, snorting contentedly from the tip of their noses.
Where these two people went, they didn't say a word when they left.
Huaxin ruled out the possibility that the two of them were in danger, the first reason was, of course, because of Lin Gong's strong martial arts, under normal circumstances, no one would be unfavorable to them, and secondly, if they were in distress, why did they stay where they were, so that the two big men would not be sent to death in order to lead away any danger?
Thinking of this, Huaxin held her breath and began to get nervous.
Isn't it really an accident? Probably not, right? Not really, right?
Tengdi got up from the ground, the clothes he was draped on slid to the ground, and he drew his saber from his waist with a brush, and squinted his eyes and looked around.
After looking at it for a long time, Huaxin didn't see anything unusual, she jumped up on tiptoe, and landed on the treetops at the moment, climbing high and looking into the distance.
Finally caught a glimpse of Nan Yinhong and Lin Gong not far from the woods, Hua Xin just wanted to call loudly, but turned his head, and actually saw a black oppression not far away.
Is that...... Army?
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