Chapter 370: Why Not Be Brave Again?
Perhaps, many things are already predestined in the dark, right?
Later, Anxin followed Fu Xiuchen to his villa, and slowly learned that he was the fifth diamond king who was popular with celebrities in Jiangcheng.
However, he never lingered in Fengyue places like other Shaodong Xiaokai, and after getting off work from the company, he went directly back to the villa.
Deng's mother told Anxin that in the past, Fu Xiuchen was usually with Mu Qiancheng and Lin Yican, but since she came, Fu Xiuchen rarely went out, but would stay at home.
From the very beginning, Anxin had put herself in a good position, and she knew that she was just a pawn of the An family, so she never dared to think about anything.
But the feeling in her heart is so wonderful, it came quietly, even if she tried to restrain it, to no avail.
At that time, Anxin often mocked himself, you really couldn't help yourself.
She knew this in her heart, so she tried to hide that emotion.
It was only later that Fu Xiuchen promised to give her freedom, she suddenly felt lost in her heart, and before she had time to cheer for freedom, Fu Xiuchen gave her another blow, telling her with practical actions that she was indeed inadequate.
It was the first time that Anxin had the feeling of being cut like a knife, accompanied by despair and sadness.
It turns out that it is so painful to love someone.
In particular, falling in love with someone you shouldn't love is even more painful and hopeless.
Later, all kinds of entanglements with Fu Xiuchen, heartache again and again, so that An An became more and more disheartened, so she finally chose to leave.
However, even so, she still couldn't let go, she couldn't let go of everything in Jiangcheng, including Fu Xiuchen.
Therefore, when you love someone to the bone, your heart can't help yourself.
So, why refrain?
Why didn't she be brave once?
After all, a person's life is too short, life is really fragile, she must cherish it and firmly grasp the present.
So, Fu Xiuchen, please, wake up quickly, okay?
However, time passed minute by minute, six hours passed, and the time was already morning, and Fu Xiuchen, who was lying on the hospital bed, still showed no signs of waking up.
An Xin grabbed his hand, looked at his pale face, and her clear eyes flashed with a little tenderness, she whispered softly, "This afternoon, I thought a lot and recalled the bits and pieces of our past...... I never thought we would see each other again. When I came to Meicheng, I thought we would never see each other again in our lives. ”
"Every time I think about this, my heart aches, and I have to keep telling myself that you are not worthy of my tears, and when I see Tranquility lying next to you, I feel like my world is crumbling...... I really can't afford to hurt like this, so I shouldn't think about you anymore. ”
"But when I saw you today, I realized that letting go of the past was just self-comfort that I had woven myself, but I was really scared and scared......"
As he spoke, Anxin held Fu Xiuchen's hand and couldn't help but tighten, "When I learned that you had a car accident, my heart couldn't help but tremble, I'm so afraid that you will have a ...... What am I going to do? At that time, I really blamed myself for not saying goodbye at the beginning, I really blamed myself for not being brave enough......"
She whispered the words hidden in her heart, even if Fu Xiuchen who was sleeping couldn't hear it, but many words could at least alleviate the discomfort in her heart.
Especially, the words that have been hidden in her heart for a long time, the words that she never dares to say.
"You asked me in the afternoon, when I was playing the game, Yan Xiu asked me a question, actually...... I shouldn't have lied, because I'm afraid I'll look more and more embarrassed if I say it. Or maybe I think you should know the answer......"
She raised her head and looked at Fu Xiuchen with tearful eyes, and the corners of her lips struggled to squeeze out a light smile, "I'm so stupid, right?" But now I want to tell you the answer from my heart......"
As she spoke, Anxin's body leaned forward slightly, and then leaned closer, her thin lips covered the white gauze on Fu Xiuchen's forehead, and whispered, "I love you, Fu Xiuchen." ”
As soon as her words fell, she suddenly felt Fu Xiuchen's fingers move slightly, and she hurriedly stood up straight and looked at his hand in disbelief, "Just now...... Is it your fingers moving? ”
However, there was no response.
An Xin Jue held his breath and sat back in his chair gently, his eyes looked at Fu Xiuchen for a moment, and the hand holding him tightened slightly.
"You can hear me, can you?"
Still no response.
Anxin's voice choked, "Are you okay to open your eyes?" Can you wake up soon? ”
As she spoke, she felt Fu Xiuchen's fingers move again, this time it was so real.
An Anxin's heart suddenly burst into ecstasy, "Fu Xiuchen, if you can hear my voice, just open your eyes and look at me, okay?" Okay? ”
After speaking, she looked at Fu Xiuchen's pale face nervously, she saw his eyelids move, and then, his eyes slowly opened.
An Anxin suddenly jumped up, "You're awake?!" ”
Fu Xiuchen's eyes flashed weakly, he looked at the white ceiling, his eyes were a little dazed and trance, he wanted to look sideways at the source of the sound that seemed to be in a dream just now, but he couldn't move at all, he wanted to say something, but he didn't have the strength.
He felt as if the bones in his body had been pulled apart, and his whole body was scattered, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't put it together, and his whole body was in pain.
He seemed to have had a long, long dream, and he saw Anxin's eyes with tears in his eyes, and that pitiful appearance.
She stood in the corner of the underground auction hall, her eyes were full of helplessness and fear, at that moment, Fu Xiuchen's heart seemed to be stung by something, and a strange feeling hit her.
He wanted to protect this woman, and such a thought popped up inexplicably in his heart, and then he took her out of the underground auction hall without hesitation.
Then, in the dream, An Xin cried very sadly, her whole body was shrouded in despair, and the sadness on her body made him dare not step forward.
He didn't know what to do, he only knew that his heart hurt so much, but he couldn't do anything.
At the end of the day, he just wanted An An to be by his side willingly.
As for why, he didn't want to delve into it, he only knew that he wanted to see her all the time, so that his heart would be steady.
However, the stronger his thoughts, the more he found Anxin's rejection of him, and she became so cold and indifferent in front of him.
Such indifference once made Fu Xiuchen crazy.
This bit really appeared in Fu Xiuchen's dreams, so that even in his dreams, his heart was always tightened.
At this time, he vaguely heard a voice, crisp and gentle, she said, I love you, Fu Xiuchen.
Fu Xiuchen wanted to open his eyes and see her face clearly, but his eyes couldn't be opened, but his heart kept asking, is it you, peace of mind?
The soft whisper still ringed in his ears, but he couldn't hear the content, so he tried to open his eyes and see where the sound came from.
Finally, he did, and it turned out that he was still alive.
Thinking about it, Fu Xiuchen tried to turn his head slightly, but for him, it was too difficult.
Seeing this, An Xin hurriedly stepped forward, and a layer of mist suddenly surged in his eyes, "How are you feeling now?" Is there anything wrong with it? ”
As she spoke, her tears fell more and more fiercely, "It must be painful, right?" ”
Fu Xiuchen looked at the face in front of him in a daze, and for a moment, he thought that he was still dreaming, otherwise, how could Anxin be here?
Anxin looked at his lost appearance and hurriedly said, "I'll call a doctor." ”
With that, she turned around and was about to leave.
In the next second, Fu Xiuchen almost used all his strength and grabbed her hand tightly.
Seeing this, Anxin turned to look at him, "I'll go and tell the doctor that you're awake, and Yun Qing and them, everyone is worried about you." ”
Under the oxygen mask, Fu Xiuchen's thin lips opened slightly, and his voice was as weak as nothing, "Don't go......"
Anxin probably guessed what he meant, she raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, then sat back in the chair, holding his hand tightly, "I'm not leaving, I'm here with you...... I'm so happy, so happy, so excited, you're finally awake. ”
Fu Xiuchen's eyes flashed, as if he wanted to say something, but he was helpless but unable to say it.
Anxin rang the bedside bell, and after a while, the doctor and nurse walked in to check Fu Xiuchen.
In order not to hinder the doctor, Anxin subconsciously wanted to step aside, but Fu Xiuchen still held her hand tightly.
An Xin was slightly stunned, raised his eyes to look into the bottom of his eyes, and whispered, "I'm right next to him." ”
The doctor glanced at the reassurance, "The family will go out first." ”
Hearing this, Anxin hurriedly responded, "But ......"
The doctor glanced back and forth between the two of them, and then interrupted her, "You're going to get in the way of us examining the patient." ”
Anxin looked at Fu Xiuchen and patted his hand gently, "I'll go and inform Yun Qing and them, okay?" ”
After a long time, Fu Xiuchen finally let go of her hand.
Exiting the ward with peace of mind, he hurriedly called Gu Yunqing, and when he heard the news that Fu Xiuchen had woken up, there was a sound of cheers on the other end of the phone.
After a while, Gu Yunqing and the others rushed to the door of the ward.
At this time, the doctor also finished the examination for Fu Xiuchen, "The patient has woken up, the situation is quite optimistic, and the next thing is to observe, and then do a detailed examination." ”
As he spoke, the doctor looked at Mu Qiancheng, "The medical team invited by President Mu from Country M is estimated to be here soon, and we will consult together then, and we will inform you of any results." ”
Mu Qiancheng pursed his lips and nodded, last night he contacted the professional medical team with super high medical skills in country M, and the people over there rushed over overnight, this time is indeed time.
Anxin looked at the doctor, "Does this mean that he will definitely get better, right?" ”