Chapter 268: Return to Kyoto
She is a stubborn person with strong self-esteem, and she can take the initiative to apologize to him again and again, which is already the biggest and most sincere concession she can make.
But he still stubbornly guarded the wound and refused to forgive her, making her sad and disappointed again and again.
"Say I'm sorry, how can you be sorry for me? If I want to say I'm sorry, I should have said it, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been hurt so badly......"
"Yimo, don't say such things, if I were kidnapped, you would be desperate to save me, wouldn't you?"
Gu Lichen held her slender palm, hooked the corners of her mouth shallowly, and spoke, "The beef soup is delicious, thank you." ”
Su Yimo laughed out loud, and she couldn't stop laughing, she bent over with a smile and leaned on Gu Lichen's shoulder, her thin shoulders shook.
Laughing enough, she raised her face, pouted and glared at him, and raised her little chin arrogantly, "Don't you drink it?" Why did you drink it again? ”
"I didn't want to drink it, but someone made it so fragrant and delicious, I couldn't hold back for a while, and I was tempted."
Gu Lichen pinched her little face and said with a smile.
"Hmph, see if you dare not drink what I cooked in the future, hey? Just pinch it, why are you still addicted. ”
Both of them are smart people, and they know that this matter has turned over with just one sentence.
Outside the door of the ward.
Song Yihan leaned against the wall, his hands holding the insulated lunch box were cold.
She gave him beef soup, but he should ...... You won't drink it, will you?
She lowered her head, bit her lip and swallowed the choked sound back into her stomach, tears falling in large gulls and slamming heavily on the lunch box.
Why do this to her? Why be so cruel?
She's just trying to like someone, is that wrong?
……
In the small coffee shop next to the university, Chu An looked at Su Yimo's bright, ruddy and healthy smiling face, and finally put his heart back in his stomach.
"I'm relieved to see you're okay, how about it? Did you suffer a lot? ”
Chu An sat down across from her and ordered a cup of black coffee.
"yes, I was almost buried alive!"
Su Yimo wrinkled her nose and said half-jokingly and half-seriously.
"I'm sorry."
Chu An lowered his head in distress and self-reproach, the coffee was served, he poured in a cup of milk, and kept stirring with a silver spoon.
She was kidnapped by his side, and he was responsible one way or another.
"I'm sorry, it's not you who kidnapped me. Actually, I was talking nonsense, it wasn't so miserable, and I was quickly rescued. ”
Su Yimo comforted him with a smile.
He knew that he would blame himself very much, so he came to see him and let him see her alive and healthy, so that he felt a little less guilty.
The two chatted for a while, Su Yimo took a sip of coffee and said, "I'm leaving tomorrow and going back to Kyoto." ”
Gu Lichen's physical condition has stabilized, and it is time for them to go back.
She misses Xiaobao and Kyoto, and she doesn't want to stay here anymore.
"Okay, then I wish you a safe journey."
Chu An's heart twitched, but his expression did not change at all.
The corners of his mouth were hooked, and his smile was gentle and kind, but only he knew how much bitterness and helplessness were hidden behind this smile.
"Well, don't worry."
Su Yimo looked at him, only feeling that he was different.
It's not the same or not, it's good for both of them.
Su Yimo has always been aware of his feelings for her, but she can't respond and can't respond, so when facing him, she has always felt guilty and troubled.
His letting go made Su Yimo feel very relaxed, although it was a bit selfish.
But who is not selfish?
"Well, goodbye."
The two walked out of the coffee shop, and Chu An looked at her, smiling and waving his hand.
"Goodbye, you...... Take care of yourself and take good care of yourself. ”
Su Yimo responded with a smile.
After saying goodbye, the two of them turned left and right, and drifted away in opposite directions.
Although Chu Anjun's face was expressionless, it was already full of tears.
From the moment he turned around, his tears kept falling and he couldn't stop at all.
From now on, they ...... It can only be friends.
Friend...... For the first time, he felt that the word was cruel.
Even though the feelings in his heart were about to drown him, he could only press it quietly, and then press it down, sometimes he felt that his heart was about to explode.
Early the next morning.
on the plane.
Gu Lichen looked at Su Yimo who was looking out the window with a sad expression, squeezed her hand, and comforted, "Yimo, it's all over." ”
His voice was low and gentle, with an inexplicable stabilizing power, which instantly gently brushed away the sadness and pain in Su Yimo's heart.
"yes, I know."
Su Yimo breathed a sigh of relief, closed her eyes, and leaned on his shoulder.
There are so many painful, horrible memories left for her here, she has a shadow over this country, and she never wants to come again.
"Let's go."
Gu Lichen rubbed her thin shoulders distressedly, and glanced at Xiang Bai on the side.
"Hmm." Xiang Bai took out the phone and informed the driver.
The plane slowly lifted off, and Su Yimo looked at the increasingly expansive sky outside, and her depressed mood was a little better.
Although she can't completely forget the terrifying memories here, but leaving here and returning to live in Kyoto, slowly, she should be able to forget and be relieved, after all, time is the medicine that heals everything.
"Li Chen, you say...... What will Qi Ye do to Enron? ”
Su Yimo's eyes were red, her lower lip was pursed, and she asked heartachely.
She originally wanted to ask if An Ran would die? But the word death is too heavy, and her heart is pinched when she thinks about it, let alone say it.
"...... with foam"
Gu Lichen looked at her sad appearance, and couldn't bear to tell the truth, his fingertips wrapped around her hair, and read her name in embarrassment.
"I see."
Su Yimo didn't continue to embarrass him, and tears slipped from the end of his eyes.
She's really a nice, nice girl.
"Yimo, don't be too upset, actually, there is something I haven't told you."
Gu Lichen wiped away the tears on her face and spoke.
"What's the matter?"
Su Yimo held his hand and looked up at him in surprise.
"Actually, she saved you to repay your kindness."
"I know that." Su Yimo nodded, "She told me, I asked her what else she wanted, but she didn't tell me." ”
"Because, I saved her life, in a sense, I was so seriously injured to save her, and we went to a big drug lord's den to find you that day......"
Gu Lichen told Su Yimo exactly what happened on the day of his injury.
After hearing this, Su Yimo suddenly realized, "Oh, no wonder, no wonder she didn't even want her life to save me, it turns out that you are a lifelong friendship." She sighed and continued, "If only I hadn't been kidnapped, she wouldn't have lost her life to save me." ”
"How can there be so many ifs, if you weren't kidnapped, I wouldn't have been able to save her by accident, don't think about it, I will donate a sum of money in her name when I go back, to those children like her, I hope to reduce this tragedy a little."
Gu Lichen rubbed her shoulders and comforted.
"Well, I raise my hands in agreement."
Su Yimo happily raised her hands.
Gu Lichen finally had a smile on her hazy face, and the corners of her mouth also hooked up a smile.
……
The sky was darkening, and the night was overshadowing.
Su Yimo was already asleep, she slept very deeply, very soundly, this was the best sleep she had in so many days.
Gu Lichen looked at her sleeping face, and only felt that it was beautiful, and she was reluctant to close her eyes, as if if if she closed her eyes, this hard-won beauty would disappear.
He tugged the blanket up and covered her tightly.
……
"Prince, drink your medicine while it's hot."
In the castle, in the bedroom where Su Yimo once lived, the housekeeper knocked on the door and came in and put the medicine on the table in front of Qi Ye.
Qi Ye nestled in the sofa, his face was as pale as paper, pale and terrifying.
He raised his hand and waved weakly, "Got it, you go down." ”
The butler looked at him worriedly, sighed secretly, and turned to leave.
After the housekeeper left, Qi Ye was the only one left in the huge room.
His eyelashes trembled, his legs raised, and he curled up on the couch with his knees folded, like a lonely and helpless nose.
He was left alone again, and he was left behind.
Why, why did this to her, she was, she was......
Suddenly, he frowned, covered his heart, and looked extremely pained.
He gritted his teeth, endured the pain in his heart, his eyes flashed with unwillingness and resentment, waved his hand, and swept the medicine to the ground with a "bang".
He had a heart disease, which was born with a heart disease that could not be cured, so he could only rely on later recuperation and taking medicine to recuperate.
He thought he was almost well, because he hadn't done it for some years, but he didn't expect it......
It turns out that his illness has not been cured, maybe...... It's not going to get better in this life.
……
Kyoto, Gu family.
Song Yihan was lying on the bed, feeling sluggish and looking very haggard.
She was sick, and on the night she came back from the United States, she had a fever that was so bad that she was in pain all over her body.
Although I have improved a little in the past few days because of infusion and recuperation, my physical illness can be treated, but my mental illness is difficult to treat.
She came back early, and she came back as soon as Gu Lichen's condition improved.
Even at the risk of being captured by Qi Ye, she didn't want to see the two of them sweetly anymore, kiss me and I went down.
Every day when she sees the two of them intimacy, she feels like a knife is churning in her heart.
She was afraid, painful, helpless and desolate, so many negative emotions superimposed that she finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell ill.
She thought she could rely on her return to Kyoto, but reality gave her a slap in the face.
It's no different from when she was in country H, and it's even more painful, she still had hope before, but now she only has despair.
This despair was like a big hand, strangling his throat fiercely, making her suffocate more and more.
She is like duckweed floating on the sea, helpless and aimless.
"Yihan, are you better? Come, drink the chicken soup, I specially asked the kitchen to boil, you are weak now, you need to make up for it. ”
Yang Rong knocked on the door and came in, sat on the edge of the bed, put the chicken soup on the bedside table, and handed a bowl to Song Yihan.