"Lele - Lele, wake up, wake up, wake up......"

In Xu Rui's anxious call, Huang Lele slowly opened her heavy eyelids, raised her eyes and saw this strong man with tears in his eyes, she wanted to tell him: to live well...... But the mouth can't make a sound! I wanted to raise my hand to comfort him, but I couldn't even move a finger! The eyelids slowly closed again. At this moment, Huang Lele knew that she was going to leave the happiness she had so hard to get, and she would also leave the man who gave her happiness! I hope that after she leaves, he can still live well and seriously! This world has brought too much trauma to this man! His ex-wife and daughter were brutally killed by the enemy, and after revenge, he left his hometown with pain, because of fate, they met, knew each other, and loved each other, and she finally let them live happily together, and now let him face the joys and sorrows of life, will he be happy when she leaves? It should be ......

Before Huang Lele was almost unconscious, according to medical theory, before he was brain dead, he did not forget to look back on his short life: he was not particularly clever since he was a child, and he was confused when he was older, so he finally got an undergraduate from a third-rate university, returned to his hometown, and with the help of his brother, he entered a unit with little oil and water to work as a clerk. The ordinary character is shy, and the attitude of getting by in the face of life is to get by; It is a pessimistic attitude towards marriage. After dealing with a few boyfriends, I always feel that no man is reliable and safe. Every time after someone mentioned marriage to her, she began to alienate each other. Until he was 30 years old, he met Xu Rui, who was 43 years old, this strong, but vicissitudes of life, but he was still living seriously. He gave Huang Lele the urge to get married for the first time, and after several years of getting along and getting to know each other, Huang Lele finally agreed to marry him under Xu Rui's serious attitude and careful care. The two happily held hands and went to get the certificate, and only invited close relatives and friends to hold a few tables of wedding wine. On the third day after their marriage, the two got on a plane and came to S City for a honeymoon trip. But God, why don't you want to see them happy? Why...... Before she could complain, she fell unconscious.

When she opened her eyes again, she saw a low tiled house in the countryside! Didn't she get burned to death by a fire in S City? Why wake up in such a barren place? I took a closer look at the four-walled house, and it looked familiar. Look closely, yes, this is their family's old house in the countryside! They still haven't rebuilt the low house they lived in when they were poorest!

Huang Lele wanted to get up, but found that he was tingling all over, and raised his hand to look, how does this fist, this fist, look like a hoof that has been roasted by fire? Wouldn't her face and head look like they've been grilled? This seems to have been burned by falling into a fire when I was more than 8 months old. Because the weather is cold, people in the village will burn wood at home to keep warm, and the same is true for their family. In her previous life, the second sister said, 'If she gives you a drop of water, you will repay it as a spring', so she often talked about how she and her brother had a good life, and how sad she was. said that Lele would fall into the fire, all because she was thin and small at that time, and she was holding the chubby Lele to feed the cake by the fire, but Lele was always moving around in her arms, and she couldn't hold it, so Lele would fall into the fire! Well, now she should have returned to her previous life for more than 8 months!

So she's reborn? But, oh my God! Why don't you keep your eyes open and let her be reborn at an age where she can't do anything? Looking back and thinking about it, forget it, if she can live again, she already has eyes! Although the family is poor, it is still my own home, right? It's better than someone else being reborn in a messy place.

I don't know how long she has been sleeping, and she suddenly feels panicked!

"Babble!" What's that? What she wants to call is her sister! In her previous life, I heard everyone say that her brother could speak in ten months, but she was almost nine months old, right? How do you make a sound or a bird's voice?

"Wow wow...... "Oh my God! Oh earth! She's not alive anymore! She obviously didn't want to pee her pants, oh no, she wet the bed, but, but, why, the urine leaked out on its own? Embarrassed!

Finally, my sister heard the crying and ran over to change her pants, fed her a bowl of rice cereal, and smeared medicine on her burned area, and then she fell asleep in a daze.

Baby's life, too idle! You can't do anything but eat and sleep, sleep and eat. She can't act too different herself, just talk, she can't be ahead of her brother. When she was fine, she thought about her life, her previous life, and her rebirth with her memory, but she didn't care about politics or the stock market in her previous life (the teacher who gave them financial management at that time said: You don't have much money, what stocks do you speculate?). That's not what a loser is? ）。 In addition to living in a daze, I wander around the country when I have free time; She remembered some of the food, clothing, and use, but she had only seen it. Think about the only man she has ever loved - Xu Rui. I wonder if he will be reborn because of himself, and then a butterfly, and now he is only a happy little boy in his teens?

At this time, the family is poor, and the most nutritious food for a baby is to eat egg custard! This is still something that only she and her brother can eat, and her sisters can't eat it. This is the house rule set by grandpa! So when she grew up, her sister was very jealous of her and her brother's height, and always said that she and her brother were so short because they ate well, and they didn't have to eat.

The days of being a pig, in fact, are not easy! It doesn't matter if the family is richer, but their family doesn't even have enough food and clothing. The adult labor force in the family is only one mother, the eldest sister is 14 years old, the second sister is 11 years old, the third sister is 9 years old, and the elder brother is only 4 years old, and she finally survived to more than 1 year old.

She remembered that her father seemed to be a township cadre or something in the township, and he only had 2 or 30 yuan a month, which was not enough for him to spend alone. At that time, the fields had not yet been divided, and everyone was earning a share of the work in the brigade. Grandpa couldn't do anything even if he had cataracts. The family is supported by the mother alone. Even with the help of my sisters, it was very difficult, and my mother let my sisters all go to school. For this reason, the mother was ridiculed by many people in the village for helping others raise their daughters.

Although the sisters went to school behind their backs for their younger sister and younger brother, she remembered that the second sister said that her brother was very smart, and when she was more than a year old, she carried him to school for the first grade, and he learned things very quickly. It was also because of this that when my brother went to elementary school by himself, he always skipped school and ran to the deep forest to play, and when he came home, he said to his mother confidently, he would know all that, why did he still go to school? Although he often skips school, because he can rely on full marks every time, the teacher is helpless, so he doesn't care about him.

Now my brother is still a well-behaved and sensible little boy. And she is more than a year old, and she can barely walk steadily, in order to prevent her smart brother from wasting time running to play in the deep forest like before, she pulls her brother every day and asks him to teach him to read with his sisters' old books.

One evening, she was sitting on the threshold with her brother watching her sisters busy: carrying water to the vegetable field in the yard to water the vegetables, the second sister had already washed the vegetables in the river and put them in a bucket to pick them up with water, but there was no rice at home, let alone cooking, and she couldn't even boil porridge.

At this time, there was a burst of fish and rice from the kitchen of the eldest uncle's house next door, and grandma was sitting on the threshold of their house to feed her cousin. Seeing that she and her brother's already hungry stomachs began to "growl". Fortunately, she has a soul in her thirties, so she doesn't swallow like her brother's gluttonous saliva.

The elder brother couldn't help it, so he ran to his grandmother and asked:

"Grandma, can you give me and my sister some food?"

As a result, the grandmother waved her hand to her brother as if she was calling Hanako and said:

"Go, go, go, go back to your house and find food. I don't have enough food here......"

Sitting on the threshold and watching all this, she couldn't help but burst into tears. This is their own grandmother! That's what their own grandmother did to them?

The four-year-old brother, knowing that his grandmother would not give them food, ran to Lele's side, and while giving her tears, he said:

"My sister doesn't cry, when my brother grows up, he goes to the river every day to catch fish and comes back, so that our family has endless fish every day! Sister, let's go drink some water first, and we'll have food when mom comes back! ”

She saw her mother, who had just stepped into the yard, still carrying a medical kit on her shoulder, and after listening to her brother's words, she hurriedly turned her face to wipe her tears. Then he said to her and her brother:

"Wait, children, mom will go borrow rice and come back to cook for you!"

Mom is a strong one, so she turned around and went out, probably to borrow rice from her grandmother's house.

They have many sisters, and the elder brother is a boy. In the countryside, there is a serious patriarchal mentality, and I remember my mother said that my grandmother would tell them to divide the family every time she gave birth. Actually, grandma just thinks that her mother gives birth to a daughter. She just disliked that her mother couldn't work in the field when she gave birth, so she called the family separate. Because at this time, I was working in the brigade to get a share of the work, and when the mother gave birth, she could not go out into the labor force. In my grandmother's opinion, my mother is a white eater. It's that grandma doesn't like their family in the first place, so why wouldn't she take the opportunity to separate their family. Grandma has always been bad to their family, and she only found out after she was sensible. At that time, it was the grandmother next door who took time out every day to help the mother who had just given birth to do some housework, and the mother always asked their children to remember the kindness of the grandmother next door.

Mom is also a grudge bearer. According to her words: she won't always make her life so difficult, she doesn't believe that she can't let her children live a good life! Look down on her, one day she will stand on a high place and let them look up! My mother dropped out of school because she was the only village doctor in their village, and her family had no money when she was in the second year of junior high school. Therefore, my mother not only went to the brigade to do farm work to save work, but also went to the clinic to see people. I can also get a few dollars a month. It's just that the family has a large population, so there is an occasional time to run out of food.

In the past, she had only heard that her grandmother was not good to her siblings, but she didn't know the specifics. Now she finally saw how much Grandma didn't want to see their family's children!