Why, after experiencing a lot of peach blossom robbery, he began to arm himself with the image of Megumi Yanagishita? ”

Shananan saw the solemnity behind Lin Ming's disapproval, and laughed.

"You kid is proud of the spring breeze, and you have a bumper harvest in career and love, can't you talk to me to warm my scarred heart?"

Lin Ming rolled his eyes and said bluntly. He and Shanan usually have a work email exchange, which means that he knows how his former roommate lives and works.

"I'm really curious, what kind of calamity can change the color of your iron-like heart?"

Shananan made Lin Ming's jokes unscrupulously, and in the email Lin Ming gave him, he always finished his work in a few words, so free and easy that he didn't even say a word of blessing, he naturally couldn't think of what happened to this guy. Moreover, he only called him Senior Brother Lin when he shared a room with him when he was a graduate student, and after graduation, he called Lin Ming by his first name.

"There is no peach blossom robbery, it is my parents, who had a car accident in China, and they are gone. The last time they met, I didn't get to see them. ”

After Lin Ming said this lightly, he stroked the coffee cup with his hand, and did not hold it up, just lowered his head and went down to sip.

As soon as Shannan heard this, it was like a thunderbolt from the blue, he never thought that Lin Ming suddenly straightened up, but it turned out to be such a severe pain as losing his parents. After all, he was his close brother in Michigan, and when he heard about his life experience, his heart pounded like a hammer, and although his heart was not shattered, it also hurt him with blood. Shannan couldn't bear to imagine how he survived the past year in the United States.

"Hehe, I want to ask when it happened, right?"

Lin Ming saw that Shannan's face was changing, and he stopped talking in surprise with heaviness and desire, so he simply asked for Shanan.

Shanan's eyes flashed with deep concern, and he nodded slightly.

"It happened last June."

Lin Ming smiled and said in a low voice. After saying that, he still lowered his head and sipped the coffee on the table.

Sha Nantong felt that there was an indescribable desolation in Lin Ming's smile, and his heart was sour, and he saw a circle of ripples on Lin Ming's coffee cup, there should be something dripping.

He didn't know how to comfort the Senior Brother Lin in front of him, and he finally understood why Lin Ming had disappeared after Lin Hualei committed suicide by cutting her wrists last year. He also thought that it was Lin Hualei's extreme words and deeds that showed that he was unwilling to be with Lin Ming by dying, which broke Lin Ming's heart and was unwilling to visit her again, but he didn't want to, it turned out that it didn't take long for Lin Ming to suffer such a huge change, and he only blamed himself for being entangled in Lin Hualei's responsibility and Yun Feng's love at that time, and he ignored his concern for Lin Ming.

"It's a pity that I didn't see the last meeting, but they quarreled all their lives, but they were together when they left, and they finally didn't get divorced, so it's okay."

Lin Ming said to himself, although his lips left the rim of the cup, his head was still lowered.

"Fate, this is all fate, no matter what fate it is, I admit it."

Lin Ming stretched out his head and took a sip of coffee, probably the coffee was very bitter, he couldn't help frowning, and then said:

"It's not a big deal to think about it, I used to be alone outside, and after graduating from high school, I was alone in the United States, and I haven't been back a few times in a few years, and now it's actually not much different from before, just when they rest quietly at home, no more noisy, no more trouble. It's good. “

"Senior Brother Lin......"

Shannan wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything.

Lin Ming seems to be a strong person who doesn't care about anything, but he is also a fragile person who loves to run away when he encounters problems, and when it comes to big things, he can be regarded as a strong man, but Shannan can't say, Lin Ming has seen it or suppressed the pain of the sudden loss of his parents deeper and tighter. He didn't know what to do, he just felt that his heart ached so much that he couldn't even tell Lin Ming's experience to his all-encompassing Yun'er.

"It's okay, they don't go now, they will go in the future, don't I do the same, they always have to go."

Lin Ming was in an indifferent tone again.

"Senior Brother Lin, don't give up on yourself, your parents must be paying attention to you all the time and hope you are happy."

Sha Nan Nan could only say so relieved. He was worried about Lin Ming, worried that Lin Ming wouldn't be able to think about it, and it might not be possible to drill the horns, but from now on, it would not be good to give up on his family and life.

"Happy, I'm happy, do you think I can be happy? I'm just a fatherless and motherless child, and since I was a child, they have been taking care of their quarrels, where have they looked at me more? When they weren't dead, they were noisy and annoying, but now that they're dead, their ears are clean, and they don't have to worry about killing someone in the middle of the night. Others say that my parents are here, there is a way back, my parents are not there, I see the way, they are not there, when am I not looking at the way to go? “

Lin Ming's eyes suddenly burst with tears, tears quickly crawled all over his face, and he looked at Shannan with a pair of eyes mixed with sadness, fear, desolation and dazedness.

Shannan's heart was smashed down with a heavy hammer again.

Lin Ming can be regarded as a child who listens to his parents, from childhood to adulthood, consciously does not cause trouble for his parents, but in his character, he began to have some nihilistic colors because of the noisy clutch of his parents, so that after his first love was announced after graduating from high school, he completely entered a state of cynicism.

But from another point of view, it can't be said that he is free and easy, just like a passerby in life, and nothing allows him to really go to his heart. It's just that at this moment, for the sudden departure of his parents, his free and easy is heart-wrenching.

It seemed to him that it was at this time that he suddenly realized that the dissatisfaction with the quarrels and discord between his parents, which had been suppressed by indifference for many years, had exploded in an instant, and he no longer had to worry about their feelings as elders to hear that their sons were so dissatisfied with themselves.

"Senior Brother Lin......"

Shannan handed Lin Ming a stack of snow-white square tissues. Lin Ming took it, uncovered it and quickly pasted it to his face, then kneaded it into a ball and threw it on the table, only to feel a little relieved.

"And what are you going to do next?"

Shannan originally wanted to ask if the things at home had been settled, but after thinking about it for many months, it should have been settled, so he turned to ask about the future, in fact, it was also a question that had nothing to ask, with Lin Ming's free and easy temperament, of course, he was moving forward step by step, he would not be lost, and he would not think about the long-term days.

As if he hadn't heard Sha Nantong's question, Lin Ming lowered his head and stirred and played with the coffee in front of him with a spoon, and after a while, he seemed to calm down before he replied:

"What else do you have to do, take one step at a time, go to class first, and you have to rely on this job to get a green card, but this job is also a good choice at present, so there is no need to think about it."

"Or, find a girlfriend and start a family, so that you can have a place in your heart."

When Shannan said this, he felt that he had suddenly become an old man.

"Hehe, you just have to build a wall when you get married, what are you doing with me, I don't want to do such a troublesome thing so early. How good my life is now, one person is full, the whole family is not hungry, I don't have to think about any responsibilities and burdens, I earn enough money to spend myself, I can change cars from time to time, I can buy a house in two years, and my life is stable, and then I will see if I am willing to find someone to live with. ”

Lin Ming had an indifferent attitude, but the solemnity hidden in the depths of his eyes still quietly stopped, implying that Lin Ming, who had experienced sudden changes in his life, had matured a lot, if he had been in the past, he would never have thought of it and would not be able to say the word responsibility. It seems that it's not that he doesn't want to have a home, but that he has actually started to work hard for his home, but he hasn't met the mistress of the family yet.

Shannan understood Lin Ming's point, and didn't say anything, just smiled slightly, and said reassuringly:

"Good, good, good, your life is your way. It's okay if you're alone now, and when I get married, you can give me a big gift. ”