012 The only thing she can rely on is herself

At this time, Su Yan, who was giving a passionate speech above, suddenly felt that there was a different gaze staring at him below, and he couldn't help but look towards that gaze, and then he was taken aback.

I saw a little girl with clear eyebrows looking at her with tears on her face, a pair of misty eyes with some incredible love-hate entanglement, she just stared at him intently, her expression was happy and desperate.

Su Yan couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, not understanding why she looked at herself with such eyes, so after he finished his speech, he took advantage of the other people's speeches and called Ling Xia out.

The light in the corridor outside was a little dim, Ling Xia stood there, her face was as still as water, her heart was already in a mess, she didn't expect that some people who missed it would see her again in this way, God really treated her well.

Su Yan looked at her, his voice was as gentle as back then, and he said, "This classmate, why are you crying so sadly?" Did something happen? I don't know if there's anything you need help with. ”

At this time, the tears on Ling Xia's face had been dried by the wind surging around, leaving only faint tear stains, she smiled calmly, put away all the gaffes, and tried to show ease and said: "Thank you for your concern, it's nothing, it's just that I haven't been out of the door so far, and I suddenly feel homesick." ”

Su Yan couldn't help but laugh dumbly, this little girl is interesting, it's really rare for homesick to cry like this. He smiled and said, "If you are homesick, just call your family, it's good to listen to what they say, at least you won't feel as sad as you are now." ”

Hearing his words, Ling Xia's heart became even more confused. Su Yan, Su Yan, are you so gentle as water to everyone? He is also not stingy with his care and consideration for strangers? It's easy to make people think cranky, thinking that she was drowned in such tenderness by him at the beginning, because of this little ambiguity and little warmth, she fell in love with him without hesitation.

Fortunately, he also loves her very much, and in the three years they have been together, he has never made her sad. Oh, in addition to being too gentle with other girls, it makes her unhappy, but this is also his nature, and he can't change it......

Su Yan looked at the girl who was in a trance in front of her, and couldn't help but stretch out her hand and shake it twice in front of her: "What are you thinking about?" So fascinating. ”

Ling Xia looked at the familiar and unfamiliar face, and sighed secretly in his heart: "I didn't think about anything, it's just that my reaction has always been relatively slow, senior, please forgive me." ”

Su Yan smiled again: "In this way, you are quite interesting." Oh, while it's not too late, give a call home, save you from being homesick at night and can't sleep. ”

Ling Xia lowered his head, suppressed his emotions that were about to explode, and said calmly, "No need, I don't have a mobile phone." ”

Su Yan raised his eyebrows, and then handed over his mobile phone: "Use mine." ”

Ling Xia didn't want to be alone with him at all now, she would go crazy if she stayed for another second, she was afraid that she would not be able to suppress her emotions and show excessive emotions and be regarded as a madman.

She bit her lip so hard that she almost bled herself. In the end, she still said with a straight face: "Thank you seniors for your kindness, but unfortunately, I don't have a phone at home." ”

Su Yan was obviously taken aback, but he still covered up the past well, he pointed to the door and said, "Go in, if you usually have more contact with your classmates, you won't be so homesick." ”

After receiving the pardon, Ling Xia hurriedly ran into the classroom, and at the door, she suddenly collided with a short and fat senior who was about to walk out, and the huge elastic force almost bounced her to the ground.

The fat senior frowned and whispered, "Hairy, be careful." ”

The class let out a burst of chuckles. Ling Xia was a little embarrassed, was he the one who was hit? What can you do with being so fat?

As soon as he returned to his seat and sat down, Qi Min leaned his head and asked in a low voice, "Ling Xia, what did the senior tell you to do just now?" ”

Ling Xia pretended to be casual and said, "It's nothing, it's just about my tuition." ”

Qi Min couldn't hide the disappointment on his face: "Ah, it's just like this, I thought it was ......"

……

In the dead of night, Ling Xia hid under the quilt without the slightest sleepiness.

Today, Su Yan's sudden appearance has indeed messed up her life, she originally wanted to get rid of the past, forget the pain of her previous life, don't think about anything, work hard for a new life, for those who care and love her, and live a full and beautiful little life.

But now......

That's right, she can't forget Su Yan. Even if she died once, she still couldn't forget him, even if she knew that being with him would hurt and her body would be incomplete, but she just couldn't let him go. Three years, three whole years, that kind of feeling can't be thrown away casually.

After experiencing life and death, seven years in advance, when she saw Su Yan again, what she wanted to say to him most now was that the watch she gave back then, what was going on, and why did it appear in Bai Qingya's hand? Was it an accident? Or something else?

Su Yan, after a while, the space has changed, and I met you again, which makes me, what should I do?

Her mind was a mess of paste, on the one hand, she had chaotic feelings for Su Yanjian, and on the other hand, she had irrepressible hatred for Bai Qingya and Su Sheng, which made her go crazy.

She really wanted revenge, but a little girl in a poor mountain village was isolated and helpless, and she had no ability or means. What should she do? And what can be done?

She sighed, tossed and turned for a while, and then unconsciously fell into a chaotic dream.

In the dream, Su Yan smiled at her warmly, he gently took her hand and stepped on the red carpet leading to the marriage hall, she was wearing the wedding dress they had long taken a fancy to, with a happy smile.

But as soon as the picture turned, the gorgeous dream changed all of a sudden, Bai Qingya was holding a kitchen knife and slashed at her viciously, Father Su was holding his arms on the side, looking coldly, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth.

Ling Xia screamed and woke up from his sleep, breaking out in a cold sweat.

The window has just been polished, and occasionally early birds fly by, leaving a few crisp cries, and it is a quiet and beautiful campus morning.

She exhaled, this nightmare was really terrible, and now she couldn't help but tremble when she thought of Bai Qingya and Su Sheng. Half because of fear, the other half because of anger.

Especially Bai Qingya, who killed her with her own hands, she didn't want to let it go like this. If there is a chance to meet her again, she will definitely get revenge! Only, not now.

Because now is not the time, she has to adapt and live her new life, the road ahead is not so smooth, she has no support, she can only rely on herself.

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Today finally rushed to the new book list, although there is a danger of being squeezed down every moment, but I still add a new chapter to celebrate, hehe. Thank you for all the children's shoes who worked tirelessly to vote for me, thank you, Ling Ran is really grateful~

Keep smashing my tickets~~~