One hundred and seventy-three freshmen

One hundred and seventy-three

The banquet ended successfully, standing at the door to see off batches of unfinished guests. The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier, and there are Xiaoice crystals in the middle, and in the distance, the external speakers of unknown stores play Andy Lau's "Ice Rain", Andy Lau has gone to his own room upstairs in the hotel to rest.

I used the walkie-talkie to bring in a team of Mercedes and stopped at the door of the hotel. Someone went over to open the car door, Hou Yujian and a few people opened the umbrella, picked up his bride on a cold night, and carried the bride into the car under the escort of the umbrella. He got into the car, closed the door, and the convoy slowly drove away.

A banquet came to an end, and the cold night of the party successfully ended his love and opened his happy married life. I raised my hand, waved at his love, and said goodbye forever.

The cold ice rain slapped indiscriminately on the face

Warm tears mingled with the cold rain

The colors in front of me were suddenly obscured

Your shadow lingers mercilessly

You're like an executioner who betrayed me

It was as if my heart had been slaughtered with a knife

Love on the cliff, who will be willing to accept the most painful accident

Love on the cliff, who would dare to pick it

Or willing to accept the most painful accident

Favorite girl

I wandered along the Pujiang River, and the cold rain not only slapped indiscriminately on my face, but also made me feel pain all over, and the cold rain mixed with ice and water poured down my body.

I ran wildly in the heavy rain until I could no longer run, and crawled on the cold, hard stone road by the river. The warm tears were trampled on by the cold rain.

A man knelt down and helped me up, wiped away the tears from my face with his warm hands, and said firmly with melancholy eyes: "Xue, let's get married." ”

The ice and rain washed over my cold and still warm heart, I don't need sympathy, I will have true love, I can get married. I slapped him in the face, mixed with the wet rain, so loud and crisp. Pushing away his support, grabbing the railing of the river, he climbed up, and the turbid water of the Pujiang River bubbled towards the East China Sea.

A thick cold fog splashed on the river, and the whole city was baptized by desperation, and after washing, it was the winter of feelings. Winter is my season, I am the daughter of the Xue family, it was the heavy snow that sent me to this world, I want to go home.

It's very infuriating, after being drenched in the freezing rain in the middle of the night, Lin Yushi fell ill, I'm fine, there is nothing wrong with me, and I am full of strength.

Boiling a bowl of ginger soup and sending it to the stone into the room, he fell asleep, his face flushed, touched his head, it was actually very hot, and he had to go to the hospital. I packed my things. Wake him up and take him to the hospital.

The doctor said that the cold and fever are high and the blood is high, so hang the water for a few days. Lin Yushi said that he was fine, and refused to be hospitalized, so I was stunned on the bed and let the doctor give the injection.

Every day during the day, I sent him to the hospital to hang up the water, and then I went to the company to deal with official business, and when I was done, I came to pick him up and cook food for him.

Lin Yushi said: "Don't be like this, Xiaoxue, I'm an adult, I can take care of myself, you can get busy." ”

I said, "No, if you're sick, it's a child, you have to be obedient, or I'll ask the doctor to give you an injection." ”

He couldn't laugh or cry, but there was a happy emotion overflowing on his face.

Lin Qifeng said beside him: "I also want to be sick, I am also a child." ”

It turns out that I'm not the only one who wants to get sick, and it's really strange these days.

After Lin Yushi recovered from his illness, I gave myself a long vacation and went home.

On the way home, I took the hard seat of that train again. It is unbelievable that a woman came up in Suzhou with a child of four or five years old. I took a closer look, and it was actually the woman who gave up her seat on the cold night on the train for the first time that year. The children are so old!

She still bought a standing ticket, I asked her to hold the child in my seat, I was tired of standing, she asked me to sit for a while, and we took turns to hold the child.

I asked her, "Sister-in-law, why do you always take this train?" ”

"My husband works in Suzhou, and our family is in Bengbu, so I take my children to Suzhou to see him when I have time."

"That's right. Suzhou is a place for beautiful women. I added unintentionally.

The speaker has no intention of listening, she smiled and said: "He has no ability, he is not handsome, and no beauty will take a fancy to him." "There was happiness on the face of satisfaction.

I nodded and smiled, can a woman only be happy if she marries a man who is neither capable nor handsome?

I went home and lived for a while, accompanied my father to Songshan, stayed in Songshan for a few days, listened to several senior monks preach the Dharma, and followed my father to understand the Dharma.

Buddhism says: Life in the world is like being in the midst of thorns, the mind does not move, people do not move, and if they do not move, they will not be hurt; If the heart moves, people move recklessly, hurt their bodies and hurt their bones, and then experience all kinds of pain in the world.

Buddhism says: Great compassion without tears, great enlightenment without words, laughter without sound, great love without mercy.

Buddhism says: Afflictions are bodhi.

It turns out that wisdom is everywhere, there is a heart, and it can be understood everywhere. Enlightenment, meditation, swimming. Life is a reincarnation, and the human heart is reincarnated in the process, and the obsession is in the process, so it hurts.

Saying goodbye to my family and returning to Haidu, I thought I could be relieved and start again.

When I was watching Lin Yushi's musical, my mobile phone rang, and the four around me cast disgusted glances at me, so I quickly covered my phone and ran out.

"Hey, hello Lawyer Wei, is there something wrong?"

"Xiaoxue, can you come over for a moment?"

"Of course, where are you?"

"We are in the Second Municipal Hospital, you Teacher He ......"

Mr. He! Second Hospital? I ran out of my legs, got into the car outside, and didn't know how I drove the car into the gate of the second courtyard of the city, and I didn't even lock the car and rushed into the building.

He Ping, is the person lying there Teacher He? No, how could it be? I remember the first time I saw her, she was round and chubby, and I thought she was like a ball. And now. That skinny, pale, cold until she's in bed, you can't feel anyone, that's her?

I once told myself not to shed tears, not to cry in front of others, people are uncomfortable enough, but I am even more unstruggling, my tears are like beads connected to the thread, gurgling and gushing, with no sign of stopping.

Teacher He stretched out his withered hand to wipe away the tears on my face, smiled, and said to me in a weak voice, "Silly girl." People are going to die, but I left earlier. ”

"No, Teacher He, you'll be fine, I won't let you leave me......" I grabbed her hand and tried to keep her alive, as if that way she wouldn't leave.

"I'm still alive, and I should laugh and smile when I live. Do you know Xiaoxue, I admire you very much in my heart, although you are weak, you are so tenacious, you insist on what you can't seem to hold onto, and you harvest things that you can't seem to harvest. However, Xiaoxue ...... "She stopped to rest, maybe she talked too much at once, gasping for breath under the oxygen mask, "Listen to me, don't always be too passive, no one can arrange your life, don't always go according to other people's arrangements, happiness, sometimes you need to take the initiative to pursue." Some people are not as strong as you think and need you to give them courage......"

She was so tired that she seemed to be out of breath and could no longer speak. I smiled at her, trying to prove that I understood what she meant, and didn't want her to say any more.

She gradually fell asleep, and Lawyer Wei said that she had been asleep for a long time, and as soon as she woke up today, she said that she wanted to see me, and when she saw me, she fell asleep again after saying these words.

I just watched her quietly, and the night came and went, and walked and came...... She rarely came back to her senses, and even when she did, she couldn't speak, and the signs of life slowly faded from her. There were no more ups and downs on the ECG monitor, after the doctors performed the last rescue. Remove the instruments from her body one by one.

The room was completely silent, it seemed that there was really no sign of life, her soul left her body behind, I am a sculpture, we no longer need life.

I am a walking corpse, speechless, joyless, and angry, at the mercy of others, the sun, moon and stars in the sky, and the hurried movement of people on the earth have nothing to do with me, I am sinking and sinking in a completely static world......

I was dragged to the funeral home, staring blankly at the people with serious faces coming and going, I was placed in front of the tombstone of the deceased, the little white flower on my chest was blown by the wind, and my heart was like a person under the tombstone, a puddle of death.

One winter night, dreary and damp, a shining lightning struck the glass of my window, and I sat on the broken glass unscathed, and people came to see me, and they thought it was too abnormal.

I laughed, is there an abnormality? Hegel said that everything that exists is reasonable. Yes, everything has a reason for its existence, and we can't exhaust all the reasons, but let ourselves be relieved. I'm relieved now, so relieved that I'm top-heavy.

"Oh my God! Water can be boiled! Lin Qifeng touched my forehead and shouted.

Lin Yushi touched my head, didn't say anything, picked me up and left, I was drowsy in his arms, and the whole world was blurred.

I'm finally sick and have a high fever, how high? I don't bother to care about it. I faintly heard someone say, "It's still so high!" Gotta change the dressing. ”

I was glad how good it was to burn like this, to be bathed in sickness and to die. In the blur, someone spoke in my ear, and kept saying, the voices of two men, one was very green: "...... Snow...... I will always wait for ......" green voice - Ouyang Mobei! One is very sandy: "...... If God is willing, allow me an afterlife ......" Sha astringent voice - party cold night!

Okay, you guys don't make noise, don't make noise, I'm so annoying, let me be quiet, I want to be quiet! Heaven should be quiet.

Then I heard someone say again: "The fever has finally subsided, it's terrible, it will burn so high, if the fever does not subside, I'm afraid it will burn out the organs." ”

Has the fever gone away? The flames in my body were finally suppressed by the powerful drugs used by modern advanced medical treatment.

I slowly came back to life, and when I saw the sunlight shining through the bright windows, I was reborn again, forgetting all the pain and starting anew. Yes, start over, no matter how obsessed and crazy I once was, everything let it pass, he is someone else's, his feelings have nothing to do with me anymore, never be a third party, this is my bottom line, no matter how good he used to be, it has become my history.

Lin Yushi sat on the edge of my bed, the sun shining on his sculptural face, as beautiful as a diamond.

Lin Qifeng came in with a thermos bucket: "I stewed for one hundred and twenty minutes strictly according to your requirements, will this chicken soup be cheap for me today?" Expected so much! Yes...... How can you keep your eyes open, it can't be a corpse, right? How good it would be to be in a coma for another two days! ”

The party cold night is put in the public chapter, and it will come out later. . .