Self-confidence comes from strength

(TXT full text) 288 accept reality

Two hundred and eighty-eight accept reality

Startled, I opened my eyes. Seeing the red happy words on the wall and the red quilt on my body, it turned out to be a dream! I reached out and patted my forehead gently, and I was sweating from fright.

What about cold nights? We were married and slept under the covers last night. I turned my head, and it was just me on the bed. Taken aback again, he jumped out of bed barefoot, hoping that he would get up first and make me breakfast, but a faint bad feeling rose in his heart.

I rushed out of the room barefoot and ran downstairs in my nightdress.

"Cold night!" I screamed and ran to the kitchen, but it was empty. My god panicked and ran frantically towards the stairs again.

"Sister-in-law." A voice came from behind.

I stopped abruptly and almost fell.

"Hou Yujian, what about the cold night? Where did he go? ”

"You go change your clothes, I'll take you to see my brother." He said expressionlessly.

"What's wrong with him? Where is he? "I'm going to have a breakdown.

Hou Yujian looked solemn and didn't say anything.

I hurriedly ran upstairs, rushed into the room, got dressed haphazardly and rushed down again, and got into his car with Hou Yujian, and my heart seemed to be burned.

The route Hou Yujian drove me had to think about the worst.

The car finally stopped in the compound of the pharmaceutical hospital, and I jumped off before Hou Yujian could stop the car. Spread his legs and ran into the building. I habitually ran into the ward where I used to stay on cold nights, and yes, he lay there every time, and this time was no exception.

There was a bunch of machines around his bedside, Dr. Qi, Dr. Burton, and the strange doctors that Princess Isabella had brought, and Princess Isabella was there!

The moment I rushed to the bed, I didn't believe that the person in the bed was my newly married husband who had just gotten married yesterday, and the man who had been sleeping with me in his arms last night.

His skin was dull black and dull, his eyes were closed, his lips were pale, and his whole body was withered and withered as if he had been drained of life.

No, no, no, no...... No, my tears gushed like a fountain, how could this be him, it's only been one night, yesterday he was still in good spirits, and at night he was still holding mine, no, no, this is definitely not him, not him, not him, not him......

My heart is messed up, messed up, messed up......

Cold Night must have sensed me, his eyelids twitched slightly, and he seemed to be trying, trying to open his eyes, but without success.

Hou Yujian's slow voice came from behind: "My brother wanted to accompany you to get up." But he didn't expect the deadline to come so quickly, and he said that you promised him to live a happy life. ”

My ears were ringing and I was on the verge of falling, and my whole body trembled unconsciously, as I knelt on the edge of his bed with my hands. His hands gripped his hand with difficulty, his hand was gray and cold, and his hand had always been warm before. I finally managed to hold his hand tightly, and his hand seemed to move slightly, and shook mine, but it never released its strength.

My lips trembled, I couldn't say anything, and I just told me over and over again: You'll be fine on a cold night, won't you? You're dangerous every time, but you're all right in the end, and it's the same this time, yes, it's the same, you're going to get better. You said stay with me the rest of the time, and stay with me the rest of the time...... Is that the rest of the time? No, also, for a long time, you said that you would accompany me to visit the children in the Yulan Welfare Institute, and you said that you would accompany me to work on a bicycle......

Cold Night's face twitched suddenly under the oxygen mask.

"Cold Night ......"

A black liquid suddenly erupted from his mouth, the kind of black I had never seen before, as if it was suppressed, as if it was released, as if it was destroying it, as if it wanted to remove all melanin.

The doctors gathered around him in an orderly manner, cleaned up and rescued him, changed the quilt, cushion and oxygen mask, and just calmed down, the machines around him suddenly made an alarm, and even Dr. Burton and Dr. Qi exclaimed. They surrounded him in every way they could...... But he didn't move.

I held his cold hand, which was getting colder and colder......

They covered him all with a white cloth, and someone whispered something in my ear, I didn't understand, just held his hand tightly, and it was his hand, yes, his hand. Believe that he is there, he is still there, I hold his hand, he will not go far, he said that he will always be with me, no matter what form, yes, he has said this a long time ago. It turns out that it is like this!

After that, they are going to take him, someone is breaking my hand, I don't let go, they shouldn't have separated us, how can they be so cruel? I just don't let go, I said, I'm going to defend our marriage to the death. But they held me down and injected me with Valium, it must be Valium, my head was so heavy, but I wouldn't let go of him, I wouldn't let go......

A long and endless chaos and chaos......

I opened my eyes, Yizhu sat next to me, and on the other side was my sister and mother, which was in my bedroom with Cold Night, but the festive red color was changed, and the big red word "happy" was gone.

"What about cold nights? I'm going to find a cold night. "I got up and walked out.

They came together and hugged me.

"You let me go, I'm going to my husband, what's wrong? Let me go. "I struggled to break free from them, but I found that my strength was too limited.

Mom cried and said, "Xiaoxue, don't make trouble." You haven't eaten or drunk for three days, how can your mother live if you go on like this? ”

"You still have my eldest sister, second sister and younger brother, but I only have one cold night, I can't live without him, I have to go to him, I want to stay by his side......"

The door opened, and Lin Qifeng stood at the door and said, "Xiaoxue, are you going to see the cold night?" ”

I nodded.

He grabbed me and said, "Let's go." ”

I followed him downstairs, and he took me to the dining room, pressed me to a chair and said, "Ate these things." I'll take you to the cold night. ”

I looked at him, he looked straight, I knew that he was usually nonsensical, but he wouldn't lie to me when something happened. I sat down and ate those things, yes, had to be eaten.

As I chewed my last bite, I stood up and said, "Take me." ”

He didn't speak, took my hand and walked out, then got into his car. Mom and sister chased them out, but I didn't care what they said.

His speed was very fast, and my heart was even more anxious, I wanted to see the cold night, and the cold night was waiting for me.

There were suddenly more people on both sides of the road, a lot, all the way, many, more and more, after a few streets, there were people on both sides, tens of thousands of people, but strange, so many people, it was not noisy at all, it was very quiet, and some of them were holding flowers in their hands, it was not strange for one person to hold flowers, many people were holding flowers, and it was chrysanthemums, chrysanthemums! I picked a bouquet of wild chrysanthemums for a cold night, and he asked me, "Why do you pick chrysanthemums?" "I said that now there are only wild chrysanthemums in the mountains, only wild chrysanthemums!

The cars on the road were not as noisy as before, and they could not hear a horn and drove silently. Our car followed behind a group of black cars, slowly following.

I stamped my foot and said, "Why don't you go?" They're too slow, can you hurry up? Are you okay? ”

But Lin Qifeng ignored me at all. Still slowly following.

Then, I saw someone on the side of the road holding a banner that said, "Go all the way, cold night", I heard the sound of my heart breaking, and I seemed to gradually understand that these people were here to say goodbye to the man who called Cold Night, because he was dead, so everyone was holding chrysanthemums. And this man called Cold Night, he is me...... Newlywed husband.

"Ahh I reached out to look at the car door, I was going to look for Cold Night, he must be in the car in front of me, but the door wouldn't open.

I turned around, grabbed Lin Qifeng and shouted, "Let me go to see the cold night, you hurry up and ......" But he ignored my tearing and biting, just drove with a blank face, drove ......

After a long torment, I got out of breath several times, the car finally stopped, Lin Qifeng opened the door, I rushed down, I didn't stand firm, I fell headlong, and several people came to help me.

I finally saw the cold night, he lay there quietly, very peaceful, as if asleep, I reached out and touched his face, but it was cold and stiff, how could he be so cold to me? How can it be......

I couldn't make a sound in my throat, my body was controlled, and I watched him be pushed away and disappear from my sight, literally gone...... My mind was blurred again, and I tried to catch up with him, but I was always stopped by an invisible force, and I couldn't move, I couldn't catch up.

A ray of light poured in, some bright.

"Xiaoxue, are you awake?" A girl's voice.

I tried to see it, and finally I could see her clearly.

"Yizhu." She is Yizhu.

"It's me!" She seemed to be very happy, "You remember that I came to Xiaoxue!" ”

I smiled, "Have I forgotten you?" ”

The second sister sat next to me with water: "Drink saliva, Xiaoxue." ”

Yizhu helped me sit up, and I looked around: "Where is this?" ”

Yizhu smiled and said, "This is my home." ”

"Why should I be at your house?" My thoughts rolled, cold night, my husband, where did he go? Ahh

They said something else together to distract me, but I couldn't shake off the pain, and I grabbed my hair as if trying to come up with something.

My shoulders were lifted by a pair of strong hands, Lin Qifeng looked directly at me and said, "Xue Zhixue, you look at me, I tell you now, Dang Hanye is dead, you are sober, I know you are very sad, but you have to think clearly that this is the truth." ”

Yizhu and her sister were beside me in a panic to stop them, but Lin Qifeng's words had already fallen into my heart sonorously.

I raised my hand and slapped him in the face with a loud and hard slap, and he didn't move, letting my fists thrash without stopping.

I was tired, but I finally realized that my husband had indeed died, the day after our wedding, that is, I had been widowed the day after my wedding.

I don't even have the strength to cry anymore, and it's becoming clearer and clearer in my heart that I have thought about all this for a long time, even ten years ago. I want to know the truth, I have to know.

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