Chapter 70: Soul Love
The family sits together, and the simple dishes are full of laughter.
Jun Sheng was obviously full, but he insisted on holding up two more bowls of fish head tofu soup. Cao'er was attracted by the plate of fried eggplant with green peppers, and ate two small half bowls of rice on the spot. If it was usual, Li Yunfeng would definitely purse her lips and laugh at her obsession with green chili peppers and her greed for it, but at this moment, he seemed to hope that she could eat more, and after eating the second bowl, she was already full and subconsciously touched her belly, but he still looked at her in a daze and asked her if she wanted to add more rice.
Adding your head, trying to kill me? Cao'er scolded amusefully in her heart.
Can't he see she's full? Every time they eat together, she puts down her chopsticks after eating two or three bowls of rice because of fried eggplants with green peppers, and can't help but want to take the bowl and spoon to serve the rice, he will smile and take the rice spoon in her hand, take her bowl, and put some eggplant and other vegetables into her bowl, which means that she can't eat after eating this order.
This time, he seemed to have forgotten what it was like for her to be full, and he was going to help her serve the meal.
"I'm full, grandma, you eat slowly, Yunqin, Yunyuan, you too, don't worry!"
Cao'er glanced at Li Yunfeng, got up and took the empty bowl she had eaten to the kitchen stove, meaning that she was really full.
After eating, Jun Sheng and the Li brothers had a lot of fun at home.
The grass sat quietly in the shadows under the eaves outside the living room door, with a wet rocking well at her feet. She was a little sleepy. In this summer breeze, with the people who are like a family, she is relaxed and comfortable, as comfortable as sitting by the well fence outside the living room of her grandmother's house.
The difference is that next to the well of her grandmother's house, she is concerned about her grandmother's health and life, and next to the well of the Li family, she thinks about the boy who has the same heart as herself. Her mouth couldn't help but go up, and a smile crept out of the corners of her mouth. In such a smile, with sweet honey, the spring girl, it is all like this.
She was cross-legged, leisurely. She has this ability, no matter how lively it is outside, as long as she wants to be quiet, as soon as she sits down, it seems to be a world of her own, not disturbing others, and others don't seem to disturb her.
Of course she didn't know that Li Yunfeng was sitting at the threshold of the living room at this time, looking at her back in a daze.
There was a threshold between them, but he couldn't cross it. He really wanted to step over and sit next to her, or stand, or squat, as long as he was next to her, and like all young people in love, to make her laugh and watch her indulge in his sweet words. But he couldn't, not only couldn't, but he would do her more harm. It's just that I don't know how to open my mouth, and I really can't open this mouth.
Li Yunfeng's heart sank, sinking to the bottom of the well that shook the well, but under the scorching heat, his heart froze.
She didn't know about his pain and struggle, and he actually thought that he could delay it for a while, even if it was good to make her happy for a while. However, it can't be delayed any longer.
He got up and walked slowly to her, she was holding her head with one hand on her knee, squinting slightly and dozing in the shadow of the cool breeze, as if she was doing a very beautiful thing in a dream, her quiet face had a faint smile, her hair fluttered in the wind, tickling her cheeks, and a few strand tails were playfully teasing between the corners of her smiling mouth.
His heart twitched again. He couldn't bear it, he really couldn't bear to break her dream. He knew that in that dream, there was a future for him and hers. He was reluctant, but thinking that this was also for her and for her future, he felt that he was right and deserved. It's just that when he thinks about it like this, his heart hurts like a knife, and he can't breathe in blood?
He looked at the person in front of him with his life again. Perhaps, in the eyes of others, she is a wonderful person, but in his heart, she is himself, and she is the legendary rib of his lost world. His soul condenses his life because of her, and because of her, there is light and hope in his heart, and because of her, he has the warm power to overcome everything.
He also did not know if his soul would dissipate once he lost her, whether his life would descend into dark despair, whether the source of warm and bright power in his heart, awakened by her smile, would be annihilated.
He wanted to see her more, even if it was fleeting, he wanted to spend more time together like this, to make himself stronger, braver, to face the dull despair, boring and only responsible time without her in the future.
But what could he ask of her? He couldn't beg time to go slowly, and he couldn't beg her to stay. After all, fate has already arranged the outcome. He wanted to separate from her, not to follow the arrangement of fate, but to get rid of the arrangement of fate. It's just that he struggled to the end like this, how can he be sure that this is not another result of fate?
In short, there is no escape. Then let her be good, let her fly, hold on to herself, and give her soul.
"What are you doing again?"
She didn't know when she woke up, and she was looking at Li Yunfeng standing in front of her with a smile, winking at him slightly mischievously.
"Oh, watch you sleep."
This Li Yunfeng is really an honest person who can't be more honest. The grass fluttered and laughed. She didn't blush anymore, but she looked up at the big boy in front of her in the same posture and said coquettishly:
"Then you can accompany me tomorrow to the place where we used to plant the moon to see how much grass has grown, and whether it has been removed as a weed."
"The weeds are there, a lot of grass!"
When Li Yunfeng replied to Cao'er, he inadvertently accented the word "Cao'er" a lot.
"Eh, are you laughing at me for being a weed, you did it on purpose!"
Cao'er suddenly stood up, slapped the shoulder of the person in front of her, and laughed. The happiest thing for her is that in a space like her and Li Yunfeng, she can laugh freely and hide all her emotions.
Li Yunfeng was a little caught off guard, he was still immersed in the pain of saying those words to her, and when she laughed at her, his heart seemed to flow into a lot of sunshine, which warmly made him forget his many entanglements and pains just now.
He waved in his heart very manly, whatever, let's enjoy this time first. He couldn't help but pout, smiled, and said in a low voice:
"Unless you want to, those weeds can't compare to you!"
"Ah, you're really here! It's too much, you! ”
Looking at the smiling face that had been pure and sincere for eight years, Li Yunfeng really wanted to pull her into his arms. But he restrained himself again. How can there be no hormones in the love of youth? Especially the energetic boys, but Li Yunfeng never thought anything wrong when facing Cao'er, and this kind of purity between them is probably only possible in this life.
Cao'er is not like other girls, her reserve and shyness, her atmosphere and thoughts, her vulgarity and gentleness, all make Li Yunfeng often feel that he is so virtuous and capable, where did he come from to be lucky to have such a girl's heart, and to have a pure and sincere love with such a girl.
In this life, he has no regrets in love and love.
For him, he never thought of it, but he actually had it, and God treated him well, and he was satisfied. The rest is to take care of this girl's life in his own way. He's going to be her patron saint in another way. Whether he and she marry each other in the future, she resides in his soul and there will never be any substitute or violation.
Thinking of this, a satisfied smile appeared on his face, but he was stunned by the grass that was smiling and looking at him.