Self-confidence comes from strength

(TXT full text) 234 black days

Two hundred and thirty-four black days

I'm not good at water, it's bad. It's not as good as a landlubber, and the lake is full of soft mud, so I can't stand at all, and I seem to be sinking non-stop. I admire that Hou Yujian can swim freely here, and he can't stir up any sludge.

I was so frightened that I was fluttering, the lotus leaves and lotus canopy were pressed into a large piece by me, the mud was stirred up, the water became dirty, and the sewage was still pouring into my mouth and eyes, and I wanted to flutter to the shore, but the water was too bad.

Am I dying? The fortune teller didn't say I'd drown, did I?

When I was cranky and fluttering, it was as if I was being held and then pushed and pulled and pulled ashore.

"Ahh——......h Then I looked down at me, and I was even more embarrassed and covered in mud. The clothes were close to my body, and my lines were now visible to the eyes of the men.

They look at me like they watch a circus show at the zoo, I think. I raised my hand, but I didn't know what to do, but it was always okay to be surrounded by them, so I pushed the two men away, squeezed through the gap between them, and got onto the long bridge over the lake. After taking a few sharp steps, I thought, what am I doing crossing the bridge? I was going to the restaurant to find food just now, but now I'm like this, what else to eat?

Then, in full view of the men, I walked back again, bypassed them, and hurried towards the office building. Walking away, I heard them burst into laughter. Badass, a bunch of badass!

I asked Xiao Chen to give me the car keys, and I drove the car home, fortunately, it was morning work time, and I didn't meet anyone downstairs and in the elevator at my house. It's shameful enough, it's shameful!

I opened the door and rushed to the bathroom, looked in the mirror, the earth, why do I always make such a mess of myself in public? The sludge on the whole body is not counted, the hair and face are covered with mud. It's just that to crawl out of the manure pit.

This afternoon, I will definitely be the fun of Han Lexiang's employees to chat privately on the Internet during the office, I don't know if there are any photos taken secretly, miserable self! Go, go, let them go, love whatever, I can't get married anyway.

Take a bath, do laundry, do housework, I don't plan to go out again today, today is my black day, everything is not going well, it is better to stay at home.

It was really not smooth, when I finished my housework and was about to get myself something to eat, I found that there was no food in the kitchen, only a little rice left, so I didn't go out.

After washing the rice, steaming the rice, and finding the only piece of red tofu from the refrigerator after the meal, this is my lunch. Fortunately, there is still some fruit at home, so I will add some fruit to satisfy my hunger if I am not full.

In the afternoon, I locked myself in my room and wrote the script. The success of "Shi Crushed" has allowed me to find my own artistic direction, focusing on the soul of people and the heart of people in urbanization with film. As a cultural merchant, I have the responsibility to use my works to help urbanites sweep away the emptiness and improve the connotation and quality of the soul. So this script is an exploration of the inner sense of belonging of adults in the context of urbanization.

But I always absent-mindedly and involuntarily write the word engagement, put down the pen, and take a bite of the apple, I must admit that Wang Ziqian's engagement today has hit me. Yes, he finally became someone else's man.

We've known each other for almost eight or nine years, and I met him on the first day of the Lunar New Year. On that peaceful and festive morning, when everyone else was reunited, I knocked on their door to put on my mother's makeup, and they gave me an extra 100 yuan for my work, and he sent me to the door and gave me a business card.

The past is really strange, both like a story that just happened yesterday and like a relationship from a previous life. In any case, we can only be friends in the future, and maybe not even friends.

In the evening, the phone rang at home. I just remembered that my phone seemed to be missing, and it must have fallen into the water when it fell into the lake.

"Hey, hello."

"Mr. Xue, the board of supervisors has informed you that the meeting will start at seven o'clock tonight."

"What's the content?"

"Statistical debriefing."

It was said that he would live at home for a day, but the board of supervisors would hold a night session. The meeting didn't start until seven o'clock, and with the style of those numbers-savvy guys, it had to be at least ten o'clock in the evening. No wonder it's dark today, you can't go out without going out, and you have to work overtime.

Black Sun must be dressed up pretty, go to bad luck.

I took out a beautiful purple checkered skirt from my closet. With a white professional shirt and long hair pulled low, she looks virtuous and capable.

I went to the garage and cleaned up the muddy car I had gotten on, changed out the seat covers, and drove out. It's not too late to see if it's too late, drop by a cozy restaurant, order yourself an elegant dinner, listen to the music, and enjoy it slowly.

Because the atmosphere of this restaurant is so elegant, it looks romantic, and most of the people who come to dine are intimate couples, as long as I look up, I can see a couple of lovers kissing me. It's really a black day, and everything doesn't go well. Correct mentality and appreciate the happy love of others in the midst of falling out of love is also a beautiful realm.

I smiled and admired the scenery around me, and my heart really lit up.

When he called the waiter to come and pay the bill, he still had a small notebook in his hand. After settling the bill, he handed over a small notebook and said:

"Director Xue, can you sign for me?"

I was really stunned for a moment, because I usually live in a simple place, I don't like pomp, and I don't have vanity. Clothes are also generally simple and casual, rarely recognized and sought after for autographs. took the book and pen in his hand and asked him where he signed it, and then I signed my name seriously, and when I wrote down the three words Xue Zhixue, my heart flashed whether Wang Ziqian also signed his name with his fiancée on his engagement book? Now, their dinner dance should begin, right? They're dancing in fancy clothes, aren't they?

Wealthy prom, what's the matter with me?

I closed the notebook, handed it to the waiter with both hands, and got up to leave, and he kept sending me outside the restaurant. Also went over to help me open the door.

"Thank you." I smiled.

"You're welcome." He held the notebook in his hand, and he was a little nervous before he said, "Director Xue, you are very beautiful today, really." "He's sincere.

"Oh, thank you." I sincerely thanked him, yes, I am also a public figure, and I can't let my personal emotional world affect the public's mentality, I smiled and encouraged him a few words, and then drove away.

When I arrived at the company, I went to the office first, and Xiao Chen had already helped me sort out the materials I needed to see before the meeting. I sat down and drank pure water while flipping through it.

I don't know when Hou Yujian will appear in front of him, hehe smiled. I glared at him and said, "It's definitely not good to laugh badly." "Look down and continue to look at my material.

"You guessed it, a big disaster!" His exaggerated tone.

I didn't believe it even more, and I didn't look up.

"You know what? As soon as you left the company, King Han Yama led a group of us and a few small boats to go to the lotus lake to sweep away all the lotus canopies, and now there is not a single one left. Hou Yujian also used exaggerated movements.

I was stunned, "Really? ”

"Of course, I can go down with you now, go to the lake to find it, if there is still a lotus pod left, I will cut off my head and play with you as a ball!"

This Cold Yama King is too ruthless, isn't it? I actually took people to pick them all, what will I eat in the future? "Where did he get the lotus shower?" If I put it in his office, I can consider stealing it, because the office is generally not locked, there is 24-hour surveillance, and the boys from the security department see that I went to the party cold night room to steal the lotus pod, not only will they not expose it, but they will also help me to help the abuse, they love to see this kind of excitement the most.

"Two full packs. Put him in the car. ”

Alas, pry open his Mercedes-Benz, I don't have that ability yet, forget it, forget it, it's a big deal to go to the supermarket and buy a chain to eat.

Hou Yujian looked at my deflated appearance, smiled mysteriously, and then took out a big lotus canopy from his arms and said, "Xiaoxue, this is for you." ”

I was pleasantly surprised and said, "Where did it come from?" ”

"Although the King of Hanyama asked us to pluck all the lotus pods and hand them over to him, I still risked my life to keep the biggest secret I picked for you. Am I okay with you? He grinned flatteringly.

"Yes, that's good." I happily held the lotus pod and thought, this is enough to boil porridge once.

"So, you should thank me, right?" He leaned back against my desk with a smile on his face, his hands casually resting on the table.

He has always been a very handsome Oriental man, with the most traditional Oriental characteristics of the round nose, double eyelids and big eyes, cute and beautiful, he must have been more likable when he was a child. If you have a child with him, you must be very beautiful and loved by everyone.

"Of course, of course I want to thank you." I looked at him with my brow on my cheeks, "Well, I'll marry you." ”

He continued to laugh and laugh, then slowly froze, and then continued to laugh, "What did you just say?" I didn't figure it out. ”

Is this hard to understand? "I married you, to thank you for taking such a big risk to hide the lotus pod for me." I nodded affirmatively.

Hou Yujian touched his hair and suddenly jumped up: "No, today is not April Fool's Day!" ”

"I'm not kidding you, I'm serious. Moreover, I am in good health, and after we get married, I will definitely be able to help you complete the task of inheriting the family and continuing the incense, and I will be very responsible. "I'm serious.

"No, no...... I'm messed ......" Hou Yu's slender fingers reached into his handsome hairstyle and rubbed around, turning around a few times next to me, "Let me think, let me think, let me react......"

It seems that he is not interesting to me, and it is really difficult to find someone to marry. "If you are very embarrassed, we can also just hold a ceremony, after getting married, we will not live in a round house, you can do whatever you like, I will not interfere in your life, I just need a name." I asked tentatively.

Hou Yujian covered his head and carried me on his back, and after a long while, he finally turned around. His expression startled me, I had never seen him so serious.

He stared at my face and couldn't say more seriously: "Xue Zhixue, I clearly admit that I like you, I have never paid attention to the same woman for so long from the eyes of my heart, and I want to pay attention more and more, I don't get tired of it, and I dream at night...... The dreams are all ...... with you."

Badass guy, actually yy me in a dream at night!

"But," he said more solemnly, "Xue Zhixue, I also want to tell you clearly, even if all the women in the world are dead and you are left alone, I will not want you!" ”

I'm completely dizzy, no wonder I'm left in two lives, it turns out that men have this mentality towards me!

It's simply ...... Shame! I was about to raise my hand and slap him in the face, but thinking that today was my black day, I endured it, it was because I was too impulsive and said the stupid thing just now. I raised my hand and pointed to the doorway:

"Roll, roll as far as you can, I don't want to see you again in my life, you'd better drown in a dung pit!"

He turned and walked to the door without looking back, opened the door and went out, slamming the door hard.

However, within two minutes, the door opened again, and Hou Yujian poked his head in and said, "Because the two of us are together, we weigh someone's heart." ”。

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