171 I like you, but I'm not in a hurry
Ling Xia suddenly became very sad, she suddenly felt that the future of her life was very terrible, she suddenly wanted to tell He Jibei everything regardless of it, and ignore whether he would think he was crazy.
But she couldn't, and when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them softly, although she trusted him, and although she had a close relationship with him, not all words could be said.
Was she born again? If you tell him, I'm afraid he won't accept it.
Ling Xia calmed down for a moment, and then said to him: "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, that's why it's a little abnormal, you don't have to worry." ”
He Jibei's feeling is so keen, although she refuses to say anything, she can clearly detect that something is wrong with her, and he does not force her to say, because after all, no matter how close two people are, they must have their own secrets, and if everything is honest, it will be meaningless.
So he said softly: "It's okay, but if you have any troubles, I hope that the first person to find me will be you, no matter when, I will be your most solid backing." ”
Ling Xia was very moved, he would always touch her most delicate string so inadvertently, she agreed vigorously: "Well, I will, thank you He Jibei, by the way, don't treat me too well, otherwise I will have my tail cocked to the sky." ”
He Jibei smiled dotingly: "Aren't women used to pet?" And you are so sensible, no matter how much you spoil you, you will not be lawless, I firmly believe this. ”
Ling Xia smiled: "Thank you for your praise of me, I deserve it." ”
He Jibei said: "Heh, it's good to have self-knowledge." He paused for a moment, then said. Work well outside, if tired. Just come back, I said, I can afford to support you, in fact, you don't have to work so hard. ”
Ling Xia laughed a few times, "I had a dream before that was to marry a rich man and let him support me, and then I would have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of my life, I didn't have to think about anything, just be idle at home." ”
She sighed, "But now." I finally realized that many times, others are unreliable, marrying a rich man, it is better to become a rich man yourself, even if you don't have too much money, you can use your own money with peace of mind. ”
He Jibei was happy: "I said, you little girl doesn't have a lot of ideas, okay." While you're young, you can toss around outside more, and remember to protect yourself, although to be honest, I don't want you to suffer outside. But since it's your choice, I'll support it. ”
Ling Xia's heart was much happier, although he didn't say anything to him. But when you're sad, be able to hear his voice. It's also good to have a chat with him, now she. At least not as uncomfortable as when I just came back from outside.
When she hung up the phone, she let out a long sigh of relief and threw these messes aside.
It's just that she can't continue filming this drama, and she just promised the director that she will perform well and there will be no accidents, but now because of Su Sheng's matter, every time she goes to film, she feels that there is a terrible bottomless pit waiting for her in front of her, so she always has obstacles in her heart, and she can't be as involved in acting as before.
The director couldn't help but be a little impatient, he performed very well before, why did he get worse and worse the more he went to the back? Other actors have improved more and more later, how could she be like this?
This bad state lasted all day, and on this day, almost none of Ling Xia's scenes passed smoothly, and he was in a state of being NG all the time.
This day finally passed, Zhou Ruixin frowned and told her before finishing work: "Ling Xia, your state is really terrible, hurry up and adjust, now at this time, I won't scare you to change the protagonist or anything, you have to find a good feeling, if you continue like this, you have to temporarily stop the scenes that have something to do with you, but as a heroine, such a loss is very big." ”
Ling Xia was a little discouraged, but there were many times, the more he wanted to perform well, the worse he was, which made people very annoyed, but there was no way, it was just that he didn't perform well, he was not in good shape, and it was useless to be anxious.
After finishing work, Ling Xia squatted on the edge of the grandstand in the playground with great melancholy, looking at the glow of the sky dyed red by the setting sun, and his heart was full of thoughts.
Did she do something wrong this time? But what is the best way to turn back?
"What are you thinking? Why are you so sad? A calming voice came from behind him, and in such a dusk, it was exceptionally quiet.
Ling Xia turned his head and looked at Chen Zao's sunset dressed in a single body and walked over, still habitually with one hand in his pocket, very casual, the sunset stained him with a faint golden light, and the whole outline looked soft and incredible.
Ling Xia smiled at him: "It's nothing, it's just that the filming situation has been going on a lot recently, which makes people very distressed." ”
Chen Zao sat down beside her and comforted: "Don't you care, wasn't your previous performance very good?" How could this suddenly happen? Did you encounter something annoying? ”
Ling Xia sighed softly and turned his head to look at Chen Zao, his eyes were dark and warm, like a black gem soaked in water, scorching and shining, his eyes were full of concern, just looking at it, a sense of trust was born for no reason.
She lowered her head and said in a low voice: "I can't shoot this drama anymore." ”
Chen Zao frowned, "Why?" Could it be ......" He pressed that sentence to the bottom of his heart, what he wanted to say was, don't you want to continue this drama because you don't want to be with me?
However, he also knew that Ling Xia was not such a willful person, so he swallowed these words back into his stomach.
Ling Xia still sighed, looking at this clueless appearance, as if he didn't know where to start.
But one thing is for sure, and that is that she is really struggling now, like a lost child standing at a crossroads, not knowing which way to go. That look is very distressing.
Chen Zao sighed softly in his heart, just himself. I don't know if I'm qualified to feel sorry for her.
After sitting with her for a while, Chen Zao slowly spoke: "What happened to you?" Let me know. There are a lot of things that are better to say it, and if you are always bored by yourself, you may be able to hold back the problem. ”
Ling Xia sighed again, and then said, "I'm really going to plant it this time, I've already planted it once in my previous life, and I still haven't grown a little in this life, I really want to suck myself in the mouth." ”
Chen Zao looked at her seriously and asked again, "What happened?" If there's something that makes you so uncomfortable, you can really tell me. If you can't even say something, who else can you turn to? ”
Ling Xia was slightly stunned, and then couldn't help but be slightly moved.
Yes, in this world, there are many things she can say, but only Chen Zao is alone.
So, in the twilight when the sky was slightly dark. Ling Xia told him the story of her past and present lives word by word, and in the end, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
Those pasts that have long wanted to be forgotten. Now that she recalls it again, she is not as relieved as she imagined, but still so sad in her heart. So sad.
There are many things that you will never forget.
By the end, her voice faded. Tears spread wantonly on her face, and she said helplessly, "Chen Zao." What do you say I should do? I'm really scared of him, every time I see him, it's like seeing a nightmare, I want to avoid it, but I fall deeper and deeper, I'm such a fool, in fact, from the beginning, I should have stayed away from him, never approached. ”
Chen Zao listened very attentively, and those eyes seemed to have magical power, which made people's hearts calm down, even in the face of terrible things, they could remain calm, just for him to have such a look.
He took out a tissue and handed it to her, and his voice was indifferently reassuring: "Wipe your tears, it's not good for your skin to flow on your face like this." ”
Ling Xia took it and wiped it gently, the faint fragrance of gardenia came from the tissue, with a slight special touch and taste, this situation, this scene, inexplicably a little familiar, her hand holding the tissue stopped in the air.
Chen Zao continued: "I should be tired after crying for so long, wipe it, in my opinion, girls still look better when they laugh." ”
His voice is very good, like the clearest spring water in a mountain stream, flowing through people's hearts, cool and clear.
Originally, such an indifferent voice should be able to calm people down instantly, but Ling Xia was suddenly calm, she held the tissue, looked at him in disbelief and said, "You...... You...... That person turned out to be you? ”
Chen Zao raised his eyes and glanced at her lightly: "Me? What is that person who is me? ”
His expression seemed to be very indifferent, but if you look closely, you will find that there are some small cunning shadows inside, and the corners of his mouth are slightly hooked, as if there is a little fun secret hidden.
Ling Xia did not doubt him, and then said: "It was just when school started, I hid alone on the shore of Yanmiao Lake and cried, crying in the dark, at that time someone handed me a tissue, because of the light problem, and I cried too badly, so I didn't see clearly, that person is you, right?" ”
It must be him, if it weren't for him, why would it taste so similar? If a tissue has been with a person for a long time, it will bring a taste that belongs to him, this slight breath that belongs to Chen Zao, mixed with this paper towel, Ling Xia will definitely not admit it.
Even though it had been so long, because the original scene had left such a deep impression on her, she would never forget that the smell, the sound, as if it had just happened yesterday, was clear and clear.
Also, the words are exactly the same.
Ling Xia couldn't remember what that person looked like before, although she had heard the voice, but after so long, she was also a little unsure, and it was only now that she was completely sure.
It turned out to be him, the one she had always wanted to know who appeared when she was most sad, gently comforted her, and took her away from such desperate sadness.
Ling Xia curled the corners of his lips and looked at Chen Zao, the smile in his eyes could no longer be hidden. He smiled and said, "Yes, it's me." At that time, I had just arrived at T University, and I was bored by myself. And just came to this world, many places are still very inappropriate, so I thought about walking around and relaxing, I don't want to see a girl crying by the lake into such a miserable look, I can't bear it, so I gave a tissue, I didn't expect ah, it's been so long, you remember. I thought you had forgotten about it. ”
Ling Xia shook his head and said with a smile: "No, there are some things, some things, that are not easy to forget in a lifetime. Although it is a small thing, although it is insignificant to many people, in a special environment, it will affect her life.
The person who gave her a tissue, albeit a casual action. But Ling Xia will really remember it for a lifetime.
I really didn't expect that after looking for so long, I would always be by her side. For a while, Chen Zao's figure coincided with the shadow in Yanmiao Lake that day. She couldn't help but smile as the corners of her mouth turned up.
Chen Zao's body leaned back slightly, looking up at the remnant clouds in the sky. said lightly: "I've always wanted to know, what kind of feelings are they." will make you like Su Yan so much, and will make you cry so miserably as soon as school starts. will make you so obsessed. ”
Ling Xia smiled helplessly: "But the feelings that are not blessed by others are destined to be a tragedy, I didn't see clearly enough in my previous life, I was too stupid, so I died tragically, and I deserved it." ”
She sighed, "But if I do it all over again, I won't necessarily make any progress." ”
Chen Zao said: "No, although I don't know what you were like in the past, but now you are great, don't be too demanding of yourself, it's already good." ”
Ling Xia didn't speak, still thinking about Su Sheng's matter, thinking about it, his brows couldn't help but wrinkle together.
At this moment, Chen Zao suddenly said: "You don't have to worry too much, because Su Sheng will soon have more important things to do, where will there be so much time to care about you?" ”
Ling Xia said, "Huh? Do you know what he's doing? ”
Chen Zao said calmly: "I don't know his movements, but I know that Bai Wei'an has already come to the city, wait, there will be a good show soon." ”
Bai Wei'an is here? In other words, will Su Sheng's company go downhill soon?
But...... How could Chen Zao know so much about Bai Qingya's affairs? So she didn't think too much about it, and blurted out: "Chen Zao, did you like Bai Qingya in your previous life, otherwise why would you pay so much attention to her?" How do you know so much about her? ”
Chen Zao shrugged innocently, looking a little aggrieved: "I like her? Do you feel like it? Even if it is reborn, it is impossible for a person's taste to be so bad, but Bai Qingya is a very unforgettable person for me. ”
Ling Xia looked at him curiously, "Then what kind of story do you have between you?" Can you tell me? I'm interested. ”
Chen Zao stretched out his hand and patted her head, and said with a smile: "I will tell you in the future, but now I am here to comfort you, but if you listen to my story, maybe you will comfort me in turn, this is not good, it is better to find another opportunity to talk about it." ”
Ling Xia was a little disappointed, so he pursed his lips and said very dissatisfiedly: "It's good to say it and let me hear it, if it's miserable, it's even better, I will feel that there are people in this world who are worse than me, and I will be happy immediately." ”
Chen Zao said: "You gloating guy, forget it, let's go, I'll take you to eat, if you are hungry, you will be thin and floating, I will think about it, just tell you in the next few days, there are too many things in my previous life, it is too messy, and I don't know where to start for a while." ”
Come to think of it, Chen Zao is such a star, and he must have experienced many times more things than her, how can he finish it in three words?
……
It's just that on the second day, Ling Xia unexpectedly saw a person who was extremely reluctant to see, and the mood that had just been adjusted at the shooting site suddenly became worse again, she looked at the man who was holding a large bouquet of yellow roses, with a smile that he thought was very handsome and perfect, and she couldn't wait to go over and wash him away in the sewer.
But that person was not conscious at all, he walked over quickly, stretched out his hand to block Ling Xia's way, the smile on his face was still elegant and made people want to scratch him for flowers.
That person was Mr. Liu Benshuai, who had just come a few days ago and felt super good about himself.
Liu Benshuai looked at her with a smile and said, "Miss Ling." Got time today? How about a face-appreciating meal? ”
Ling Xia looked at him defensively and said, "I'm really sorry, I just didn't have time." ”
Liu Benshuai looked at the time. Then he said, "Why are you not available when you finish work so early today?" Could it be that Miss Ling doesn't want to see me? ”
Ling Xia thought indignantly in his heart. Nonsense, you still come to me knowing that it will annoy people?
But she couldn't say such a direct word, so she smiled and said, "How come? I just don't really have time, my life has been very tight lately, and I'm in a bad state, I need to adjust well, and if I continue to make mistakes, the crew will fire me. ”
Liu Benshuai naturally didn't believe her rhetoric. He said firmly: "That's impossible, you are the protagonist, how can you be fired at will?" And, I'll tell your director and ask him to treat you well, how about that? ”
Ling Xia shirked: "No, no, thank you Mr. Liu, it's just that I really don't want to go." ”
Liu Benshuai handed a large bouquet of roses in his hand to her, put on a heartthrob smile and said, "Accept the flowers first." Don't say no every time, and although I have a lot of patience, I can't be disappointed every time. ”
Ling Xia thought. This person is sick, and she didn't ask him to be good to her, what does he mean by that? And. She already has a boyfriend, and she doesn't know how many times better than him. Why did he think he would take a fancy to him?
So she politely but already a little impatiently refused: "Mr. Liu, thank you so much for your kindness." It's just that I don't understand what you mean by doing this, if it's just a friend, you don't have to look like this at all, if it means something else, then I'm sorry, although I can't take it, but I do have a boyfriend. ”
Liu Benshuai had a confident and calm smile on his face, there was no wave at all, the light in the eyes hidden behind his eyes flickered, and he said with a smile: "Then what is it?" I'm the person who likes to challenge the most, and if it's so easy, it's really not my style. ”
As he spoke, he couldn't help but stuff the rose in his hand into Ling Xia's arms, and then lowered his voice and leaned over and said, "Ling Xia, I like you, so I want to pursue you, give me this opportunity, right?" However, but I'm not in a hurry, I have time, I will let you find out what is good about me, what about having a boyfriend, maybe he is not as good as you think? You'll understand when the time comes. ”
As he spoke, with a mysterious smile, he turned around and left, leaving Ling Xia alone holding a large bouquet of roses, standing stupidly in place.
After seeing this posture, many people who passed by couldn't help but say enviously: "Wow, who gave you so many roses in Ling Xia?" It's so romantic, the guy just now? Ah, isn't that person the famous producer and cutting-edge director Liu Benshuai? You're so good at being able to make him tempt you. ”
Ling Xia was silent, and suddenly felt a wave of nausea in her heart, although she didn't know why he did this, but she definitely didn't have any good intentions.
So she silently walked over to a garbage can, threw the bouquet of roses into it, and thought indignantly that it would be better not to let him come to see her in the future, this person was really annoying.
Does he like her? Heh, Ling Xia is not an eighteen-year-old girl, do you think she is really a heartthrob, everyone loves her? How can it be?
What grade of person is Liu Benshuai, and what grade is she? How many times have they met? Why should he like her?
After the people around saw her action, they all gasped in surprise, and looked at such a delicate and beautiful flower lying in the garbage can, and they all sighed: "God, Ling Xia, why can you bear to throw away such a beautiful flower?" What a waste. ”
Ling Xia turned back to them and smiled, "Is it a pity?" I also think it's a pity, but it's not appropriate, and it's useless to keep it. ”
Saying that, she left here without looking back, leaving only the people around her to look at her back, and couldn't help but sigh, this Ling Xia really has a character, why didn't she find out before?
This person is Liu Benshuai, she can be so disdainful, is it really not calling, or is it a means to get away with it? They don't know that.
It is rumored that Ling Xia already has a boyfriend, but he doesn't know who it is, he has always been a mysterious existence, and Ling Xia never mentions it, so he has always been so confused.
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