Chapter Eighty-Nine: Find the Door

"Use my beating to exchange a life, don't you think we earned it?"

Ning Su avoided her body, unwilling to let Lu Chengxuan see the tears in her eyes, "Sister Chengxuan, I'm afraid you're thirsty, I'll pour some water for you." ”

Lu Chengxuan nodded, "Okay." ”

That's nice.

It's a good feeling.

She didn't die, Ning Su didn't die, after waking up, it was this familiar scene, the person she cared about the most was still around, she could still breathe, this feeling was so good.

"Sister Cheng Xuan, be careful, the wound on your back has been coated with ointment, don't touch the wound."

Lu Chengxuan took the tea and said casually, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

"You've lost a lot of weight, but you're still guarding me to change my dressing."

Ning Su's face was crimson and a little cramped, "If that's it, Sister Cheng Xuan said that she was separated from Su Su. ”

"If Sister Cheng Xuan doesn't dislike it, just change me to a vegetarian, people in the family always call me that."

"Xiaorou, who was changed to after entering the palace, is still more plain and sound-friendly."

Lu Chengxuan nodded in a choked voice, "Okay." ”

"By the way, Sister Cheng Xuan, you can recuperate with peace of mind these days, where has Concubine Xiang Niangniang already come to speak, she doesn't want a patient to be an eyesore in front of her, she will go back when she is all right."

"Concubine Xiang, this is distressing you!"

"Then I will ask you to take care of it for me during this time." Lu Chengxuan closed her eyes coyly, the injuries behind her were really serious, and she felt even more sleepy, so Tong Ning Su had already stabilized her breathing when she said this.

"It's not like I haven't resisted." Zhao Yiling's eyes were slightly red, his voice was vicissitudes, and his fingers were a little trembling and pointed at the position of his heart, "It's just...... It's dead here. ”

"The rest doesn't matter."

It's just that every time he is a little cold-eyed, Gu Xiu can cry by his side all day, and he feels tired after a long time.

I feel ...... more The heart is dead.

Regardless of Gu Wanqiu

Lu Chengxuan smiled quietly, looking at Yu's eyes slightly red, and warm tears flowed out of his eyes, "If you are born but not raised, you can return your fingers, you can raise them when you are born, you can return them if you are born with a severed head, and you will be raised before you are born, and it will be difficult to return them for several lifetimes." ”

Yu hated her, but loved her more.

An unmarried woman with a child who has just come out of the moon is not only criticized by others, but also condemned by her parents and saddened by her life.

Even if he is displaced, he is reluctant to lose Lu Chengxuan.

She doesn't owe her, but she has endless kindness.

Lu Chengxuan doesn't blame Yu Bangyue.

If she becomes herself, I am afraid that she may not have Yu Bangyue's mind to raise the children of her rivals.

People, you always have to find an excuse for yourself to vent.

Otherwise, there are only two results, either to suffocate yourself, or to hate others.

If the kindness is too great to finish, it will be transformed into hatred, and it is always necessary for him to vent it.

The thunder and rain are punished, and he will not make excuses to embarrass him in the future, he is just eating and drinking, but he has no worries, Cheng Xuan stared at Zhao Zhiling with green eyes and red eyes, how can I not be afraid of death?

It doesn't matter if you are dead or alive, Lord Zhao doesn't matter, you still owe it to your lord, you remember your identity, I want to meet you You can know that with your current identity is your side Tonglu Don't say a word is enough to say that it is a huge disaster, close to Gu's hands suddenly let go of Zhao Command, and in a flash, he looked at Cheng Xuan so flustered, it was very fast and fast, and even Cheng Cheng Xuan didn't notice that it had returned to normal, and the summoning order got up and didn't say much, Angrily went out of the door, Cheng Xuan lay on his stomach only 5x Xuan in his suicidal eye sockets, and finally couldn't help the big ticking fragility, the pain on his body is not a pain Siri is really painful, he is not afraid of hardship, and he is not afraid of suffering What he is afraid of is that his relatives will die in front of him again, he is even more afraid that the person he once believed in gave him the most fatal blow, and this feeling of being betrayed by the most trusted person is even more fatal. Tomorrow night's journey, although some of the inconsistencies have wiped out the tears in his eyes. He can't cry, from the moment he comes back to life, there are only two words left in his life to take revenge, and all other words related to remuneration have nothing to do with him, the five loves in his heart can do things, and he can only be ruthless enough to be good to himself The night is like grinding stars.

Tears and distress turned into silent silence, all rubbed in the long night.

In a daze, Lu Chengxuan didn't know when she fell asleep, and when she woke up, Ning Su was leaning on the side of the bed.

"Susu."

Lu Chengxuan s voice was a little hoarse, the person in front of the bed opened his mouth in confusion when he heard the voice, his eyes stared, I looked at the book in surprise and thought about the lucheng town lucheng declaration in the college tears that could not be stopped were even more surging reborn sister is okay you are okay otherwise i m afraid that i will blame myself to death the distance is calculated siri smiled softly and stretched out his hand for ning su I picked up tears silly girl crying what am I not good besides.

"Use my beating to exchange a life, don't you think we earned it?"

Ning Su avoided her body, unwilling to let Lu Chengxuan see the tears in her eyes, "Sister Chengxuan, I'm afraid you're thirsty, I'll pour some water for you." ”

Lu Chengxuan nodded, "Okay." ”

That's nice.

It's a good feeling.

She didn't die, Ning Su didn't die, after waking up, it was this familiar scene, the person she cared about the most was still around, she could still breathe, this feeling was so good.

"Sister Cheng Xuan, be careful, the wound on your back has been coated with ointment, don't touch the wound."

Lu Chengxuan took the tea and said casually, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

"You've lost a lot of weight, but you're still guarding me to change my dressing."

Ning Su's face was crimson and a little cramped, "If that's it, Sister Cheng Xuan said that she was separated from Su Su. ”

"If Sister Cheng Xuan doesn't dislike it, just change me to a vegetarian, people in the family always call me that."

"Xiaorou, who was changed to after entering the palace, is still more plain and sound-friendly."

Lu Chengxuan nodded in a choked voice, "Okay." ”

"By the way, Sister Cheng Xuan, you can recuperate with peace of mind these days, where has Concubine Xiang Niangniang already come to speak, she doesn't want a patient to be an eyesore in front of her, she will go back when she is all right."

"Concubine Xiang, this is distressing you!"

"Then I will ask you to take care of it for me during this time." Lu Chengxuan closed her eyes coyly, the injuries behind her were really serious, and she felt even more sleepy, so Tong Ning Su had already stabilized her breathing when she said this.

"It's not like I haven't resisted." Zhao Yiling's eyes were slightly red, his voice was vicissitudes, and his fingers were a little trembling and pointed at the position of his heart, "It's just...... It's dead here. ”

The smell of wine in the room mixed with wine bottles rolled to Qiao Hui's feet so wantonly.

Qiao Hui smiled helplessly, naturally picked up the wine bottle on the ground, and looked at Lu Chenghao on the bed with gentle eyes, "Young Master, why did you drink wine?" ”

"Didn't go out to hang out with your friends?"

Lu Chenghao rarely came back from the barracks, but this year he was extraordinarily peaceful, but he stayed in his yard and was drunk with money, but he didn't mess with his group of fox friends and dogs.

Lu Chenghao's eyelids lifted slightly, and he grabbed Qiao Hui's wrist with a cold face.

Qiao Hui couldn't help but sigh in pain, but immediately changed to a smile, "Young Master, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Can you let go of the slave's hand first, the slave is hurt by you."

As usual, Qiao Hui is so coquettish, Lu Chenghao

"It hurts?"

Late autumn is a bit cool.

Ning Juan knelt on the ground, her waist was straight, the corners of her lips were a little stubborn, and the book in her hand was like a sharp sword that hurt her heart.

After a few days of water and rice, the corners of Ning Wan's lips lost their blood color and skinned, which made people feel even more

"Zhao Zhiling, I hope you don't regret it."

The hairpin on his forehead was slowly taken off by Ning Juan, and a hint of ridicule appeared on his face, Ning Juan looked at Zhao Zhiling's eyes desolate and with a little remorse.

"You say...... Long-haired gentleman's heart. ”

Zhao Zhiling's eyebrows furrowed, and he squeezed out two words from his thin lips, "Go home." ”

Ning Juan suddenly laughed.

Go home?

Where does she still have a home?

The one who knelt behind her was the home that had raised her and loved her for more than ten years, but unfortunately it overturned and even the maids and servants ran away, and the result was the person she had been with for ten years.

She has long since lost her home.

Whether it is for children or for marriage.

"Ning Wan's long hair is not a king."

The hair on his forehead was cut in his hand, and Ning Juan looked at the familiar contours of Zhao Zhiling's face, but his heart was already as graceful as a knife.

Ning Xuan's voice was very soft, but it pressed on Zhao Zhiling's heart like a boulder.

Bangzi knocked three watches.

The silver-white moonlight sprinkled on the ground that had just snowed, making the night even more solemn and cold.

Lu Chengxuan suddenly broke open her closed eyes, got up and sat on the wooden board, staring at the silver light outside the window in a daze.

"Little ...... Miss? ”

"What time is it?" Lu Chengxuan's voice was a little hoarse, as if her vocal cords were damaged, and she felt as uncomfortable as burning in her throat when she said a few words.

Su Yun glanced at the sky and said timidly, "It's already Chenshi." ”

Lu Chengxuan nodded, got up and walked to the desk, "Go and bring the candle." ”

His hands and feet were a little stiff from the cold, and his face was a little sickly, but Lu Chengxuan did not stop.

"Miss Five......

Jiang Shi looked at Lu Chengxuan's injured back with red eyes, hiding his face and crying.

"Mother, I'm fine."

Lu Chengxuan's nose was sour, and she even cried a little with her voice.

"Where else can my mother go?

Lu Chengxuan said with a smile, "Thank you uncle for your kindness." ”

Zhao Zhiling's face turned pale.

Lu Chengxue walked straight towards Lu Chengxuan, her yin and yang eyes retracted, and she changed to an innocent look, "Fifth sister." ”

The sweet voice was like a soft glutinous rice ball, and the dark eyes were clear, if you didn't know the situation, you would definitely be confused by Lu Chengxue's innocent appearance.

are also born to Zhao Yiyun, but Lu Chengxue and Lu Chenghuan are two completely different personalities.

Lu Chenghuan has been flamboyant and unreasonable, so it's easy to do, this Lu Chengxue is obviously shrewd.

The queen of people is also vicious and likes to compare, but in front of people, she disguised herself as such an amiable and harmless appearance.

Once Lu Chengxuan was deceived very badly by Lu Chengxue's expression and attitude.

At that time, Lu Chengxuan had just entered the mansion with the Yu family, and at that time, she was very unfamiliar with all the things of the Lu family.

She also cried and begged the Yu family not to come to the Lu family, their mother and daughter had a good life, but the Yu family, who had always been kind, became cold and stern, claiming that if Lu Chengxuan was not obedient, then she would be sent out of the Lu family and never see each other again.

Oh yes, the former Lu Chengxuan didn't have this name, she only remembered that her name was Mingxuan, and she didn't remember her surname.

The children all regarded their mothers as everything, and when they heard that Yu said that they wanted to be themselves, Lu Chengxuan was frightened, how dare she say more, she could only be obedient.

Although she doesn't know much, children are extremely sensitive, she can clearly distinguish the alienation of the Yu family, the cold eyes of the Lu family, and when everyone isolates her, Lu Chengxue uses such a sweet smile to let her take off all her defenses.

She thought that Lu Chengxue was the only kind and good person in the Lu family, and she trusted her, and didn't want Lu Chengxue to just treat her as a plaything, so she opened her heart step by step, and then teased and ridiculed her fiercely.

The feeling of being held to the clouds and then falling into the dust, Lu Chengxuan still feels palpitations when he thinks about it.

Lu Chengxue's eyes were cold, and she said in a faint voice, "Even if you are lucky enough to climb to your current position, you are still the stepdaughter and concubine of my Lu family, and you are still my Lu Chengxue's minion." ”

"Even if I tease you, what's wrong with deceiving you?"

Lu Chengxuan's red lips raised slightly, and every word she said was so cruel, but she was justified.

"It's your blessing to tease you, and it's not a grievance to let Miss Ben look at teasing and wasting time."

"Who called you born cheap, you deserve to be born the most despicable dust in the mud, and I am a peony high above, to blame, you can't blame me for being indifferent and ruthless, you can only blame you for not being reincarnated, and you failed to choose a good background, otherwise today, what you step on your head is that you are not me."

"Hahahaha......"

Lu Chengxuan's brows were furrowed, and she looked at Lu Chengxue with a sad look in her eyes.

"You're crazy."

Lu Chengxue's eyes were not smiling, and she looked at Lu Chengxuan fiercely, "Yes, I'm really crazy!" ”

"If you want to live in this palace, don't you go crazy?"

"Will it work?"

Tears fell from her eyes, and Lu Chengxue gritted her teeth and looked at Lu Chengxuan, "Not everyone is as good as you." ”

"Along the way, there are two powerful ministers of the Great Zhou to escort you, so that you can be so prosperous, Lu Chengxuan!"

Lu Chengxuan chuckled lightly, and her eyes were also endlessly sad when she looked at Lu Chengxue.

"You're wrong."

"It's not because of my good fortune that I'm where I am today."

How is her life?

If her life is good, she will not end up with the whole family beheading and her relatives dying tragically.

If she had a good life, she would not have lost her child, and she would have lost her love and ended her life in frustration.

If she had a good life, she would not have been reborn again, and she would have such a humble status.

"It's not because other people are behind it."