Chapter 9 Fate
Because of that day's trip, Lin Sisi, who returned home, became different from the past, often in a daze by herself, sometimes her face was flushed, sometimes her eyes were sad, and sometimes she sighed alone, but she didn't show it obviously, and everyone didn't notice her abnormality. One day, I don't know where she got a fan, she never let anyone touch it, but took it out every day and looked at it for a while, and then put it in her treasure chest contentedly.
As the days passed, Huo Xijun often came to chat with her recently, and learned from her mouth that since that day, she has been looking for opportunities to meet Kongliu almost every day, whether it is stalking or stalking, or having a dead face, anyway, she shows her face in front of him once a day. Of course, she is still dressed as a man, but I don't know how Kuru saw through her, which makes her very distressed. If she was a woman, she could not go to a man's place so generously and enter the house, she was afraid of leaving a bad impression on him. Therefore, every time she hit a wall, she thought of Lin Sisi, came here to spit out the bitterness, and expressed her determination that she would never give up her pursuit of this man, and she would not give up no matter what.
Huo Xijun only cared about himself and said, he didn't notice the strange expression on Lin Sisi's face, it was such yearning, such envy, and such jealousy. She just listened quietly, sometimes laughing, sometimes interjecting, but never gave any advice. She just watched quietly as a spectator, and no one knew what was going on in her heart.
Huo Xijun gradually came less, but Lin Sisi's mind was no longer in this family, how much she wanted to go out to meet him, how much she wanted to pursue and express her love boldly like Huo Xijun, but unfortunately, she couldn't help herself and had no willful qualifications.
Finally one day, Huo Xijun came again, this time she came happily, the whole person was like a spring breeze, exuding a dazzling light, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into a honey pot. Lin Sisi's heart suddenly changed, and he already understood. Huo Xijun pulled her and said something she couldn't remember, she only knew one thing, Kongliu had been moved by her and agreed to walk with her. At that time, Lin Sisi was like being struck by a bolt of lightning, and his heart was secretly bleeding. She was stunned, but Huo Xijun was immersed in the joy of love and didn't notice her paleness. Huo Xijun left, and Lin Sisi hadn't seen her since that time. No one expected that this time would be the last time the two would meet.
Huo Xijun did not hesitate to turn against his family in order to stay empty. How could such a proud woman as she obey the family's arrangement, regardless of the opposition of the family, she threw away all the light she had before without hesitation, and left with the void, and disappeared from the sight of the people of Huacheng again, never set foot here again. Her dedication was not disappointed, and her status in the rivers and lakes was in full swing, but for her to retreat bravely, the two became fairy-like couples, and Kongliu established an empty valley for her, retreated to the rivers and lakes for her, and settled in her side. The love legend of the two people is still talked about.
Lin Sisi's mind has never been known, but paper can't hold the fire, and Prince Jing finally knows, but he really loves this weak woman, and he has always wanted to move her, want to warm her heart, and want her to only have his shadow in her eyes. But everything he did was in vain, and from then on love gave birth to hate.
Lin Sisi has been thinking about it all these years, if he could go out bravely and fight for his happiness like Huo Xijun without hesitation like a moth to a fire, what would it be like? If you could boldly express your heart at that time, tell him what is in your heart, and say your love for him, instead of watching from afar and not daring to approach, what would have happened? But she thought again, in this world, only a woman with her own light like Huo Xijun can be worthy of such a beautiful him, and she is indeed not as brave and decisive as Huo Xijun. She could only carefully collect the thoughts she had had, put them all at the bottom of her heart, and then put a seal on it, covering it tightly, and never touching it again.
It's just that if you don't think about some things, it doesn't mean that you won't think about it, all these years, she has been thinking about seeing him all the time, Huo Xijun is really lucky, no one is there, but there is always only her in the empty heart, and others will never have a chance to enter his heart. She can only hear about him from other people's mouths, and she can only slowly reminisce and experience it herself, and carefully collect it in her heart. After all, the two of them are inseparable, and it may be difficult to see each other again in this life.