Chapter 368: The feeling of being happy together
After Shu Yixin heard him say what dishes he wanted to eat, he also showed a smile, after all, there was no need to worry about what to do. Because the next self has an idea in my heart and knows what to do.
If he didn't say anything, he really had to continue to solve it, after all, it was a bit difficult for him to figure out his thoughts.
Now that he has said it, he already has an idea, and the speed has increased significantly, after all, there is not so much time. I still have to hurry up and finish dinner and learn business knowledge with him, after all, he just came back today, he should be quite tired, it is better to let him rest early.
I thought he was back a long time ago, but now I didn't expect the plane that just arrived this morning, so he should be very tired today, and I can't delay him for too long, and I can't delay him to rest.
As soon as he came back, he wanted to teach himself business knowledge, which made him feel that in his heart, he had taken himself to heart, otherwise how could you come back and call yourself over before you had a good rest.
It was really unexpected about this, and I thought he would be back two days ago, and I called myself over today when I was free. It turned out that it was not what he thought, he only came back today, but as soon as he came back, he wanted to teach himself business knowledge.
He should take more rest, he is not in a hurry to study with him, and he doesn't care about the time of this day or two, but he is so tired from a business trip, and now that he is back, he should have a good rest.
But these words can only be kept in my heart, and I don't know how to say them. It was he who took the initiative to call himself over, so what else could he say
He Yuhe looked at her busy figure and sincerely felt very happy at this moment. I don't know what kind of miss she will miss when she talks to her, and whether she will stop paying attention to herself in the end
And at this moment, He Yuhe suddenly regretted a little, he didn't know how to say this, because he was worried that after he said it, the other party would really stop paying attention to him, and now he doesn't seem to be able to bear such a blow.
So he regretted this matter again, and if he hesitated, he would not tell her for the time being, and find an opportunity to test her thoughts and see how she would react.
In the immediate words, you can't take such a big risk, just tell her alone, after all, you are not sure that you can tell her directly, she can't accept it, or she won't pay attention to herself in the future, and I really don't know how to explain it to her in the future, so first find out what she really thinks, and then make a decision.
"Didn't you say you wanted to help, why did you keep standing there stupidly thinking about something?" Shu Yixin saw that he had not reacted, and asked curiously.
After all, all day today, his behavior was a little strange, and after seeing him, I felt that his whole person was a little weird.
I can't say why I feel like this, but I can feel it from his words and deeds, and he is a little different from him today.
"No, maybe it's because the jet lag hasn't been reversed yet, so I'm a little mentally broken." He Yuhe casually made an excuse, saying that he just didn't reverse the jet lag.
In addition to saying this, what kind of excuse can you find, what kind of thing can you say, this can be regarded as a random excuse, and you have to conform to the reality of the past to be convincing.
If you say that the excuse you say is too fake, how can you convince the other party, it is completely two different situations, no matter how you say it, people will not believe it.
"Oh, if that's the case, you can take a break first, I'll be busy alone." Shu Yixin still felt sorry for him after all, and when he heard that he hadn't reversed the jet lag, at this time, I hoped he could rest more and cook by himself.
"I've been sleeping all day, and the more I sleep, the heavier my head becomes, so I should find something to do at this time." He Yuhe felt that he just wanted to be with her, wanted to stay with her and feel that sense of happiness.
Some words can't be said too obviously, because if she says something too obvious, she will definitely be aware of it. I thought about it in my heart before, confessed to her as soon as possible, and told her these things, but now that I think about it, I regret that I shouldn't do it, I should test her situation first, and then find a chance to clarify it with her after the situation is clear.
Maybe it's because I can't bear the pain of losing her, I lost my memory before, so I don't know such a girl, but now I know, I can't pretend that I don't feel anything.
Although she has forgotten herself, she should have to recover her at this time, but she has forgotten her memory, but she can also make her fall in love with herself again, and when she falls in love with herself again, she will tell her that she is a pair who love each other very much, and it should be difficult for her to leave her side at that time, so her chances of winning will be greater.
Although it is a bit selfish to say that such thoughts and practices are a bit selfish, there is no other choice for me. In such a situation, he can only minimize the damage to her, and he has never thought of hurting her, which was the case in the past and is the same now.
That's what I think in my heart.,I've never thought of hurting her.,But sometimes sometimes.,I still can't be perfect.,Or inadvertently hurt her.,I'm sorry for this.。
Although it was unintentional, these were not his original intentions, but he couldn't deny the harm to her, once these injuries were caused and wanted to recover, it was really not that easy. If you are injured on the outside, it will only take some time to recover, but on the inside, you will be hurt. It's not a matter of how much time it takes, and those pains simply can't be erased.
No matter how long it has been since she caused her to hurt, even if she forgets it now, she will still remember it one day, so she is really not sure what kind of changes will happen and what kind of thoughts she will have after telling her all these things
"Come and help me wash the vegetables." When Shu Yixin heard him say this, he didn't know what to arrange for him to do, so in the end he could only tell him to help him wash the dishes.
"Okay." He Yuhe did not refuse, the key was to nod obediently.
As long as I can be with her, no matter what I do, I will feel happy, and I will feel happy.
It's no wonder that at the beginning, I didn't have a tendency to be disgusted when I saw her, it turned out that I had loved her deeply as early as five years ago, but I just forgot about her.
can only say that all this is my own fault, I shouldn't have forgotten her, wasting so much time, after all, there are not a few five years in life.
But now I shouldn't be entangled, the past things are still right, those are in the past, and I can't change it no matter how entangled I am. All you can do is think about your future and what the future will look like.
"It seems that you learned how to cook when you were very young, otherwise you wouldn't be so skilled in these movements now." He Yuhe worked hard to find some topics and talk to her during this time, not wanting to let the atmosphere cool down.
"Yes, when we were kids, we used to gather together on weekends, and the dean would find someone to teach us to do these things, probably to cultivate our independence." The children who grew up there were different from other children, and when they grew up, they still had to leave the group and live alone.
So if you have the opportunity, you have to cultivate everyone's independent hands-on ability, and you can't say that you should come to study when you grow up, because for them, when they grow up, it means leaving here. So at a young age, they will all have their own hands-on ability.
When I was in the orphanage, I knew that there was no one to rely on, so I had to rely on myself, that is, because of this understanding, I would study harder. No matter what you study, you are unique. No matter what you study, you have to be very serious, because you know that when you grow up, no one will teach you this.
"That's right, you should cultivate it when you are young, after all, when you grow up, you have to leave that circle." Can it be said that I have always lived in an orphanage, and when I grow up, I naturally have to live independently.
She now told herself that these things made her feel even more guilty. I wish I was by her side at that time, so that I could take care of her. But all this backfired, and it was not what I thought.
In short, she really suffered a lot and tired a lot to get to where she is today, which is really not easy for her. If it were herself, she wouldn't necessarily be as strong as her.
"We started to do it when we were very young, and slowly, we developed such a skill." I can't say how proficient I am, but I basically know how to do it.
Maybe it's the most basic thing to make ends meet, although it's not very proficient in learning. But to be able to cook, and basically know, to make some home-cooked side dishes.
It's okay to be able to maintain a basic life, and the other requirements are not particularly high, and it's not a chef, so you don't need to be so proficient, Shu Yixin but I feel very lucky, I learned these when I was young, otherwise, it will be a problem to eat today.
After all, after leaving, you have to rely on yourself for everything, and you can't think about being in an orphanage and having food to eat like before.
After leaving, you really have to rely on yourself for everything, and no one can help you. Thinking about what I learned now, it's not that it's completely beneficial. That can ensure my current basic life, and I can cook what I want to eat by myself.