Chapter 549: The Sadness in Her Heart

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry to remind you of something unhappy. After a long while, He Yuhe spoke slowly.

Maybe I was really too hasty, so I told her first without thinking it through. Maybe at the beginning, I should have considered her mood first, although she would be happy after hearing this, but more of the psychology would be bitter.

As long as I empathize, I can understand that this incident did not happen to her, it is not her family, it is just happy for others, and it is not really happy, so her heart will definitely be even more sad.

Even she will think about when she will be able to find her family, when she will be a genius, and she will not be so cruel to herself, so that she can make her wish.

Shu Yixin was really a little frightened by He Yuhe's sudden apology, but he really didn't expect that he would suddenly say these words to himself.

There are even some people who don't understand, why he apologizes to himself, after all, he didn't do anything wrong, but he was not in a good mood, he can only say that all this has nothing to do with him, and he feels a little strange when he says this.

Yes, I never thought he would say such a thing to myself. So, all of a sudden, everyone felt a little strange to hear him say these things.

Shu Yixin didn't speak, but looked at him blankly, not knowing what he was going to say. He didn't do anything wrong, why should he apologize to himself, but he had to thank him and tell himself the good news.

But I can't figure out why things are not what I thought, not that I said thank you to him, but to apologize to him and myself.

"It's because of me, so it's my fault to remind you of those bad past events and make you feel sad." He Yuhe will feel that it is because of his own reasons that make her unhappy.

Therefore, at this time, I should say sorry to her. I really hope that she can be happy, and I don't think much about the rest.

"Actually, I didn't hear anything, I was really happy to find my family, but when I think of my family, I don't know if it's the same, they have never given up hope for more than 20 years, and they have been looking for me." Shu Yixin just thought about these things, so he felt a little depressed, but in fact, there was not much of a problem.

After hearing such news, it is impossible to say that I don't feel anything at all, no matter how I say this thing, it is what I have always longed for, and I also hope that one day, I can hear such news, and hear someone say to me that I have found my family.

There is such a desire in my heart, as for whether this will be the case, I don't have much luxury, because I clearly know that this kind of thing can't be forced, and it depends on fate.

"I think parents are the same all over the world, they should be looking for you, but they haven't found it yet, I believe you will meet one day." He Yuhe thinks there will be a day, although he doesn't know when that day will come.

"That's what I said, but, slowly, I don't feel much hope." I have always had such hopes, but in the end they ended in disappointment, so I slowly felt that that day would not come.

If that day had come, it would have arrived a long time ago, and it is impossible to say that so many years have passed, and there is still no news at all.

Yixin said that he didn't want to have such hopes, but felt that such hopes were too difficult to achieve, and even wondered if that day would come? Maybe they've forgotten about themselves a long time ago.

Otherwise, why after so many years, I still haven't waited for anything, and when I am about to be disappointed, I still haven't waited for the desired result.

I'm numb to myself now, and I don't care what kind of thoughts I have, I feel that everything is going naturally.

"It's that you're thinking too much, that day will definitely come, I believe that there is no parent in the world who doesn't love their children." Although she doesn't know what happened at the beginning and why she became an orphan, there must be a reason, it can't be without a reason, and her parents can't say they don't love it.

"Then why haven't they shown up after so many years." Shu Yixin looked at him with sad eyes and said, if they really love themselves and are looking for themselves, why haven't they appeared for so many years?

This is the first time Shu Yixin has shown such feelings to him, and his previous words have always concealed his true emotions. I don't know what's going on at this moment, but when I hear him say this, since I can't control it in the future, I don't want to control my mentality.

"Maybe they've been looking for you, but they can't find you, and they're also very anxious, so you should understand that mood and be sure to wait for them with anticipation." Since you don't have the ability to find them, you should wait patiently and wait for them to come to you.

He Yuhe looked at her sad expression, in fact, he was very sad, but he always felt that that day would come. When did that day come? Actually, I want to know it myself.

Every time she said this, she didn't know how to talk to her, because she didn't know how to comfort her.

Seriously, I really feel sorry for her, and I hope that she can find her parents as soon as possible, and I can understand her feelings, but this kind of thing is impossible to force at all.

I asked others to find myself before, but there is no news so far, so I feel a little embarrassed when facing her, and I always feel that I can't help her with anything.

If I can help her find her family, only then will she be truly happy, and now, no matter how happy she is, she is not really happy.

I want to help but I don't know how to help, every time I see her uncomfortable, I will be uncomfortable. Why is there so much helplessness in life, and these helplessness just happened to her, as her friend, seeing her like this, thinking about her, and thus missing her family, I really can't get that kind of warmth, and I feel very sorry for her.

If she can help, can help her find her family, only in this way can she be counted, and if she really helps her, she can be truly happy.

"I've been comforting myself like this all along, but I've been waiting for so long, and I'm not impatient." It's not that I don't want to wait, but I wait until the end, and I feel impatient when I wait until I can.

It's not a matter of a day or two, but a decade or twenty years ago. During this period of time, I have always held out hope, but I have waited for so long, what have I waited for.

At the beginning, I also had a lot of hope, thinking that that day would come, thinking that my parents should also love me, and I may have separated from them because of other accidents, but one day I will be reunited.

I have always comforted myself like this, and I hope that I can go down step by step. Only now did I realize that it was actually just my own delusion.

"Well, don't think so much, what's the use of thinking so much? Don't cook by yourself today, let's go out to eat when we're too tired, and go back when we're done. He Yuhe felt that she should not be in the mood to cook today, and he didn't want to see her work so hard.

"Hmm." Shu Yixin didn't say anything, it was true that his mood was a little complicated at this moment.

To be honest, I really don't feel in the mood at this time. Fortunately, with him by his side, he doesn't have to worry about many things at all.

Yes, as long as he is by his side, he can be completely relieved, and many things don't have to be taken care of by himself at all. He seems to be a jack of all trades, and he can do everything, so he makes himself feel very safe by his side, for example, at this moment, his heart is still quite chaotic.

I know that I can't blame him for this kind of thing at all, after all, it depends on fate, maybe the fate between myself and my family hasn't arrived yet, so I haven't found a place yet. I never blamed him, I just thought that my sisters had found their families, but I didn't know where my family was.

It's just that I'm a little depressed, I just want to find my family as soon as possible, and I really don't have any other thoughts, after all, my family is really important to me.

"Don't think about those things, let it be, even if you don't have a family, you are not living alone, not to mention that you still have me by your side, I believe I will always be by your side to give you warmth." He Yuhe really doesn't want to see her look right, and seeing that still makes him feel quite distressed.

I also know that she doesn't blame herself, but she blames herself in her heart, or she is very eager to find her family.

She doesn't say that she knows this, but she's still quite sad. I can understand that feeling, but I don't want to see her so sad, I want her to be happy for a day, and even say that if I invite her to a big meal, she can be happy, then I am happy to do it.

"You can eat whatever you want." Shu Yixin finally pulled back some thoughts at this moment, knowing that she was like this, she should be very uncomfortable when she saw it, she didn't want her to be uncomfortable with her, she wanted her to be happy.

"How can it be so casual, such a good opportunity for you, you should want to slaughter me well and eat a good meal." He Yuhe said in a joking tone, according to normal speaking, she would definitely say this, but today she is obviously not in the state.