317 The promise of the next life!

Decision! The most unselectable decision he has ever faced in his life!

Zheng Moran has never been like this now, even when facing his own life and death, he is not so overwhelmed. No one knows the weight of Yuhua in his heart, and no one understands how deep that infatuation has unknowingly penetrated. That kind of love is like a sharp knife pierced in his heart, and it is incorrigible whether it is pulled out or not.

He understands all the truths, but he always has a trace of fantasy in his heart, always hoping for a miracle. But now, Yuhua gave an unavoidable choice, and that kind of resoluteness and determination also made the last trace of fantasy in his heart finally unstoppably and slowly cracked.

He kept thinking back to the few words she had said, and kept recalling them. Yes, he loves her, he loves her with all his heart, and he loves her beyond words! Could he really be so ruthless as to continue to go on his own way despite her wishes, and really want to bring her into despair for the sake of his incurable despair?

He felt that his heart was dripping blood, dripping little by little, the pain was indescribable, the pain was so bad that he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't even go numb. Let go? Do you really want to let go? The thought of this was the case, his heart was almost hollowed out, and in that case, he didn't know what it meant to live so lonely and guard this supreme power.

But if he doesn't let go, what can he do? When all means can't be changed, he will only let her go with him in hell. He really loves her, and that kind of love has long exceeded his love for himself. How could that kind of love really bear to make her kneel down here, how could she bear to force her into that desperate situation? How could it be that because of his selfish desires, she would not be happy for the rest of her life?

Although he didn't want to admit it. But the truth is true, he is really not the person who can bring her happiness and joy, even if he exchanges the whole country, it is not as good as a shallow smile from the person in her heart. His love was for her. It's really just a burden, just a burden......

That's it...... That's it...... Either way, he was inevitably going to suffer. Then, let him carry all the suffering with him. He loved her, so how could she make her the spirit fox? He loved her, so how could he not want her to be happy?

At this moment, he didn't seem to feel his heartbeat, but he only felt the most incomprehensible sadness. His face was as pale as snow, and even his fingers inevitably trembled slightly. No one can experience the taste of the heart.

I don't know how long it took, and I don't know how much courage he mustered, he finally gave up his heart to himself, and slowly knelt down in front of Yuhua. At this moment, they were so close to each other. But in fact, it is as far away as the end of the world.

"Yuhua...... I really love you! He said word by word, but he didn't know that while his heart was dripping blood, the strongest self was already in tears at this moment: "If I were just an ordinary person, if you hadn't fallen in love with Mo Yang before, you would ...... Would you like to try to love me? ”

His voice was hoarse, and the cry of "Will you try to love me" was almost the most humble despair, falling straight down, hitting the heart as if it could shatter everything.

Yes, he has regressed. Stopping all of that has no effect, it will only make her hurt again and again step by step, let go of her to live the life she wants, and let her get real happiness. From now on, he will not bother her again, and he will not hurt her again. The only woman he ever loved would only be hidden deep in the deepest part of his heart, letting all the memories comfort his lifeless soul.

At this moment, such Zheng Moran shocked Xia Yuhua, she never thought that this man with such tenacity and domineering would look like this in front of her. That sound, sentence by sentence, made her unspeakably heavy, and her heart felt as if she had been smashed by something.

She naturally heard the meaning of Zheng Moran's words, he really loved her, so ...... will be willing to fulfill her! She also heard the unspeakable sadness and despair, and the last hypothetical inquiry would be so humble.

She felt the depth of love that even hard-hearted people would inevitably be moved by. She believed that he really loved herself, because in the end, he still didn't want her to end up like the spirit fox.

She had always thought that he was just a selfish desire, but now she realized that his love was as generous and deep as the sea. It's just that he can't bear such a love anymore. She only has one heart, and she can only give love to one person, so it is destined that there will be no beginning between them, and there will be no ending.

She was lucky to see through this early, so she was able to let go of her feelings without hesitation, while he suffered all the pain for this. As mentioned before, she is the real selfish person, and he finally fulfilled her selfishness with his love.

For a moment, the tears in her eyes flowed uncontrollably, and she tried to open her mouth to say something, but she couldn't make a sound as if she was blocked by something. An indescribable guilt that emerges in my heart, no matter what, it is always myself that makes people so sad.

She had to nod, and only after half a sound did she squeeze out a word from her throat: "...... Will ......"

It's not comfort, it's not a lie, she and he have known each other early, maybe if he is not a prince, if he does not have the ambition to become an emperor, if he can afford to only hold the hand of her son and grow old with his son, she may really fall in love with him.

How could the infatuated person who smiled at herself on the hillside, who traced himself on the picture scroll over and over again, and who imprinted her on her heart, really didn't have a place that could touch her heart?

It's just that they are destined to have no part after all, and they can't have a beginning or an ending after all......

Seeing the tears shed by Xia Yuhua and hearing the choked word "will", the tears in Zheng Moran's eyes flowed even more fiercely, but the corners of his mouth raised the most moving smile. originally thought that he would never hear such an answer in his life, and originally thought that she had never faced him in her heart, but now he realized that he was really wrong!

It turns out that they really just missed, just missed...... This kind of miss was caused by his own choice from beginning to end, and such a miss can never be undone, but when he heard the word "will", he still got an indescribable happiness and joy for a moment.

In this life, he can hear the word "will", what is he not satisfied with? Even if you can only hide in a dark corner and secretly look at her for the rest of your life, even if you lose her forever, as long as she can be happy, as long as she can be happy, all this is worth it!

"What if...... There is an afterlife......" He stroked her green silk, gritted his teeth, and said intermittently: "I won't ...... For the emperor again...... Not to ...... Missed again...... You! Get back...... Live your life well, I won't, bother you again! ”

With that, he gave her one last nostalgic look, then stood up sharply, and rushed out of the dormitory.

He walked too panickedly, there was no unevenness but he stumbled and fell several times along the way, and his back quickly disappeared into the dormitory, and soon disappeared in Xia Yuhua's sight, but the rich depression could not be dispersed for a long time.

After half a ring, Xia Yuhua ... [This chapter is not finished, please click on the next page to continue reading!] ］