However, I have to say that Dong E's is also a smart person, she actually noticed it and recognized the love flower, but it was too late, her son died early because of his young age and my heavy weight.

Dong E's family was smart and didn't complain to Fulin, if she dared to make a fuss, Dong E's family, I would make it disappear in this world. Dong E's own poison was eaten, and the two medicines were combined, and her body soon died, of course, the statement I announced to the public was that the imperial concubine was so sad that she cried because of her son's early death.

Later, Dong E's family died, she died early smart, Fulin didn't see her appearance that would become ugly in the end, in Fulin's heart, she was still a gentle and lovely and beautiful concubine of Emperor Dong E, but in the end, Fulin still posthumously named her the queen, after her death, everyone died, what is the use of being famous.

During that time, the former dynasty was very busy, Fu Lin suspected that I did something to Dong E, but he couldn't find any evidence, he was sad for a while, I thought that with the passage of time, he would slowly forget Dong E, but I didn't expect that time would not give him this opportunity.

Fulin contracted smallpox.

Smallpox is a terrible smallpox.

During that time, I kept praying to God to bless my child for happiness, I would rather exchange my life for his life, I guarded him every day, I had smallpox, I was not afraid, but my careful care could not save Fulin, and in the end, this smallpox, like a love flower with no cure, took away Fulin's young life.

That moment was the most painful moment of my life, and my heart was broken into pieces. I lost my soul like a walking corpse, and I wanted to go with the blessings, the most important person in my life was gone, and my life was a pool of stagnant water. But I can't fall, because in the end, Fu Lin prayed for me to support the Qing Dynasty, and the foundation laid by Taizu could not be thrown into his hands.

This is my son, he was angry with me before his death, said the most painful words to hurt me, and after his death, he waved his hand away in a dashing manner, but left the most painful pain in his life to me, not to let me be freed, let me live well for him and for the Qing Dynasty.

I was regretting it all this time, asking myself, is God punishing me? Punish me for everything I did to Dong E's family, during that time I lived in remorse and tears, lost my husband in middle age, lost my son in old age, my husband was not favored, my son was not filial, and I experienced all the misfortunes in my life.

But that's life.

But the days still have to be taken, the country can't be without a monarch for a day, after crying and repenting, so I chose the three princes who had already had smallpox, Xuan Ye, who was only eight years old, became the emperor, and I became the queen mother.

For Xuan Ye, I poured all my heart and soul into it, I learned the lesson of Fulin, and the most instilled in Xuan Ye was filial piety and imperial ruthlessness. Xuan Ye did a good job, he was very filial to me, he never disobeyed my orders, and in the matter of treating **, Xuan Ye was also wet with rain and dew, and he did not favor anyone. I just need to enjoy the blessings in Cining Palace every day, and I don't have to worry about everything.

There is a good saying, there is no greater mourning than the death of the heart, my heart is dead, I have no nostalgia, I have nothing else. I thought that such days would last until I died, but Tong Jiashi appeared.

When Tong Jia's was young before, Xuan Ye didn't love her much, and she didn't see her a few times a year, but after Xuan Ye got rid of Aobai's pro-government, he became close to the Tong family, and even took it, and became close to Tong Jia's lovely little cousin.

At that time, I had a bad premonition, but I always watched coldly, and when I looked at Tong Jia's eyes, there was never any temperature. But in the end, my hunch came true, Tong Jia's family entered the palace, and as soon as he entered the palace, he was a concubine, and the four concubines later were only concubines at that time. At that time, there was no queen, Tong Jia's concubine was in charge of palace affairs, she looked at a young lady who didn't know the sorrow of the world, but I didn't expect to take care of palace affairs, but later I learned that Xuan Ye had been taking care of him in private, no wonder, Xuan Ye would do this kind of thing, I chuckled, it turned out that Xuan Ye, the emperor, also had tenderness,

But maybe simple people are more sensitive, Tong Jiashi actually knows that I don't like her, so she is very knowledgeable and never dangles in front of me, between the two of us, maintain superficial etiquette, and have nothing to do with each other.

Xuan Ye is very fond of Tong Jia's family, although he has always remembered that the rain and dew are evenly wet, but most of the time he goes to Jingren Palace every month, and other concubines go to Qianqing Palace to sleep, but Tong Jia's sleep is all Xuan Ye to her Jingren Palace.

This is a qualification that only queens have, and they can enjoy the grace.

However, Tong Jia's family has been in the palace for many years, but she is not pregnant, in order to compensate her, Xuan Ye found a palace maid in Jingren Palace, this is the later Concubine De, Concubine De's belly is also angry, she became pregnant at one time, and gave birth to a prince, this is the fourth elder brother Yinzhen.

The fourth elder brother was just given birth to Tong Jia's family, Tong Jia's family completely regarded Yinzhen as a treasure, I have lived all my life, I have never seen such a doting child's mother, the elder brother in the palace has his own grandmother and all kinds of subordinates, the elder brothers are brought up by the subordinates, but the fourth elder brother is different, Tong Jia's has taken him with him since he was a child, and even slept together at night. Xuan Ye turned a blind eye to this, and the others did not dare to talk about it. I originally thought that Tong Jiashi deliberately made the fourth elder brother a gentleman who did not do his job, but I didn't expect that Tong Jiashi really loved the fourth elder brother, and after she became pregnant, she was still the same as the fourth elder brother, and taught the fourth elder brother well.

After that, Tong Jiashi became pregnant, this scene was similar to how imagined Hai Lanzhu and Dong E's back then. Xuan Ye has already set up Yinren as the crown prince, Tong Jia's family is a noble concubine, and she is also from Xuan Ye's mother's family, she must not have children. So I gave her an abortion pill. Xuan Ye knew about this, but he didn't say anything, he knew which was more important, and I was very pleased.

Xuan Ye, he was raised by me, he is not Fulin, he did not disappoint me.

Later, in the twentieth year of Kangxi, Xuanye was crowned **, and Tong Jiashi was named the imperial concubine.

Imperial Concubine, I hate these three words.

This reminds me of Dong E's family, and then I think of Fulin, which is an eternal pain in my heart. In the last few years, I was sick and sick. I know that I don't have a few years to live, and I was thinking about whether to keep Tong Jia's family, and when I was hesitating, something happened that strengthened my determination to get rid of Tong Jia's family, that is, Tong Jia's family made a big fuss about the internal affairs government for the eighth elder brother.

Tong Jiashi was very fond of children before, and he was very good to every elder brother and impartial. But what she loves the most is the fourth elder brother, but that time she actually killed someone for the eighth elder brother, this is not normal, the group of minions in the Internal Affairs Office treated the eighth elder brother badly, not her adopted son Fourth Elder Brother, is she so angry and excited? From that point on, I began to doubt her intentions.

I remembered what happened before, with Tong Jia's heart for Xuan Ye, Xuan Ye pampered Concubine De in her palace, she should have made a big fuss, but she reacted indifferently, does she have true feelings for Xuan Ye?

Xuan Ye was in Tong Jia's tenderness, he couldn't understand it, but I could see it clearly, Tong Jia's woman, was not simple.

And Xuan Ye's reaction to this matter also worries me, Tong Jia's killed someone in the Internal Affairs Office, and Xuan Ye didn't even ask, but acquiesced. This makes me vigilant, now that I am here, Xuan Ye is wet with rain and dew, but if I leave, will Xuan Ye become the same as him Amma, and ignore it for the sake of Tong Jia's family?

Since ancient times, it has been the most ruthless emperor, but the emperors I have met are all infatuated. My husband Taizong, my son Fulin, and my grandson Xuanye, they are all for a woman or hurt me or disobey me, I want to laugh, is God playing with me?

Hai Lanzhu is my sister, Taizong is my husband, I can only endure it silently; Fulin is my son, I can't really be angry with Fulin, I attacked Dong E's family, but I hurt my most beloved son, and I have been living in remorse since then; Now to Tong Jia's family, if I still can't take Tong Jia's family, then my decades of the Queen Mother and Queen Mother will be in vain, I have experienced the turmoil of the Four Dynasties, a small Tong Jia's family, I haven't put it in my eyes, whether she is dead or alive, it's just a matter of my words. And even if I kill her, it won't cause any remorse, I don't have a son anymore.

Grandson, no matter how close he is, can't kiss the only son.

In the last few days, I asked Xuan Ye, about Tong Jia's child back then, he complained about me, he said no, what I wanted was his words, after he left, I let Su Moer do it.

The reason why I also gave Tong Jiashi this vicious medicine is because Tong Jiashi reminds me of Dong E's family, the same Sinology attainments are extraordinary, the same temperament is as weak as a Jiangnan woman but has the cool side of a Manchu aunt and grandmother, the same simple and kind temperament, and the same I hate it.

Dong E's failed to bring out the effects of love flowers, and failed to let the medicine of love flowers meet the world, I hope Tong Jiashi can replace her.

Love flowers, love flowers, such beautiful names.

Hehe, I admit it, in the face of Tong Jia's in the end, I have a distorted mentality, in this life, I seem to have infinite scenery, but in fact, I have been living in the shadow of other women. Hai Lanzhu, Dong E's, Tong Jia's, they have all been loved by their husbands wholeheartedly. And I, as the Empress Dowager and the most noble woman in the Qing Dynasty, have never experienced that feeling. I'm not convinced, I'm unwilling, why? I have lived a lifetime and suffered all my life, I attacked Dong E's family, God punished me, and now I attack Tong Jia's family, God, will you punish me again?

I don't have any nostalgic people and things anymore, I'm fearless, God, you're going to punish me again?

Thinking of this, I laughed, this is my life.

I felt like my body was slowly becoming transparent, and I was going to disappear.

If I could do it all over again, I would never be the queen mother again, and I would never be a filial piety again.

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I only found out today that I had given the chapter push to Beibei and Susu before.,Mistaken.,It turns out that there is such a thing as an illustration book recommendation.,This is the real through train.。。。

A little bit of good high-tech!

Forgive me for being a rookie little newcomer.。。

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