Chapter 80: Dilemma

And Li Dequan held it with both hands, handed the folded paper in his hand to Kangxi, who was burying his head in the folding, and said in a low voice: "Your Majesty, the people below, I found it." ”

Kangxi immediately put down the pen in his hand with a grim face, reached out to take it, and unfolded the paper neatly, he had been waiting all night, and he couldn't wait. However, after seeing the content on the paper clearly, Kangxi's face was gloomy to the extreme, his dark eyes exuded a shock, angry light, and there was very little content on the paper, only four words: Empress Dowager.

Because he was too shocked to believe it, in an instant, Kangxi even thought that he was hallucinating, but he looked at it again, and it was written in black and white, and the words "Queen Mother" were still on the paper.

When Kangxi explained it yesterday, he ordered that only one person's name should be handed over at that time, as for the detailed motive or something, Kangxi would personally interrogate him, Kangxi even thought about all kinds of ways to deal with the murderer in his heart, how to be ruthless, but now, the result of the secret guard is the queen mother.

It is the empress dowager who has gone through four dynasties, and the royal mother who has the grace of nurturing and supporting him.

Kangxi was originally preparing to clean up the murderer with a lot of energy, from the death of the empress dowager to the present, Kangxi has been holding back a breath of anger in his heart. The people in it are all human spirits, and they are cautious in their words and deeds, so that he can't find mistakes, even if he wants to find someone to vent, he can't find it, so this anger has been held back for a few months.

Since yesterday when he learned that Tong Jia's family was poisoned, Kangxi felt that this anger was even stronger, the entire palace was under his control, and Jingren Palace was well protected by him, but now that Tong Jia's family was poisoned, Kangxi felt that it was in his face. He didn't protect Tong Jia's family.

Kangxi even thought about whether the murderer could also poison him without knowing it, so Kangxi gave a death order to investigate as soon as possible.

So before seeing the words Queen Mother, Kangxi's anger was the strongest, because he could finally vent this anger, but now. The person who poisoned Tong Jia's family was the Empress Dowager.

Kangxi's anger was instantly extinguished. By the way, he also poured him cold, and Kangxi's body shook like a deflated ball.

For the secret guard, Kangxi trusted, which he single-handedly cultivated and only obeyed his cronies. His last barrier, the Dark Guard couldn't fool him.

Kangxi recalled that when the Empress Dowager was bedridden before, he had asked him about Tong Jia's daughter back then. Has he ever regretted it, has he ever complained? His answer was no complaint. Thinking of this, Kangxi's heart was cold. Tong Jia's poison can almost be confirmed to be caused by the Queen Mother.

Kangxi paid attention to the back before. The palace is jealous of Tong Jia's woman, and now the result is too different from what she imagined, and she can't accept this result, Kangxi stumbled and sat on the dragon chair, looking sluggish, and her hands were trembling. Li Dequan saw that Kangxi's expression was abnormal, and he said with some concern: "Your Majesty ......"

Kangxi reluctantly settled down. Raising a hand that seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, he waved: "I have nothing to do, you go down first, no one is allowed to come in without my order." Kangxi's tone was very weak.

Although Li Dequan was worried about Kangxi, he also had to obey Kangxi's orders, and he answered softly yes and went down, what was written on the paper could make Kangxi react like this.

Li Dequan was a little curious about the content on the paper, but what could make Kangxi lose his temper like this must be a shocking secret, and his life mattered, so he still didn't want to know.

Kangxi sat alone on the large dragon chair in the south study, his thoughts were a little confused, why did the Empress Dowager poison Tong Jia's family? Or is it poisoned like this? What he said at the beginning was that he did not complain to the Empress Dowager for drugging the pregnant Tong Jia, but he did not complain that the Empress Dowager gave Tong Jiashi a poison that was enough to kill Tong Jia's family.

Kangxi remembered Tong Jia's pregnancy, at that time he had already set up a prince, for the sake of the prince, for the sake of the stability of the Qing Dynasty, the empress dowager drugged Tong Jia's, and Kangxi acquiesced. Tong Jia's family, as his cousin and imperial concubine, must not have any more sons.

However, these pregnant Tong Jiashi didn't know that she put her mind on the child in her belly, and often caressed her belly with a smile, no matter who it was, as long as Tong Jiashi touched it, she would definitely be pulled by Tong Jiashi to chat for a while, about the child in the belly, Tong Jia's incomparable expectations, and people have endless topics.

Not only that, Tong Jiashi also made a lot of small clothes himself, both boys and girls, Kangxi still remembers the scene when Tong Jiashi sewed and embroidered small clothes under the tree in Jingren Palace with a slightly convex belly, sewed a few stitches, stopped, touched his belly, laughed for a while, and then continued to sew.

At that time, Tong Jia's joy of becoming a mother for the first time made her whole person happy and happy every day, and she smiled at everyone.

When Tong Jia's child was born, it was a daughter, and her whole body was very small, as if she was only the size of Kangxi's palm, and she looked like a child who didn't live long, but even so, Kangxi immediately regretted it, this baby was not a boy, Kangxi regretted that he shouldn't have acquiesced to the Empress Dowager's drugging, he really liked Tong Jia's, from the bottom of his heart, he hoped to have a daughter with Tong Jia's, a beautiful and kind daughter like Tong Jia's, but unfortunately, he killed his own daughter.

Moreover, according to the imperial doctor, because of the injury to his body, Tong Jia's family will not get pregnant again in the future, at that moment, Kangxi can't tell what kind of feeling in his heart, because Tong Jia's family will not have her biological children in the future, so sometimes Kangxi acquiesces to Tong Jia's spoiling of Yinzhen, and even does some unruly things, as long as Tong Jia's is happy.

In those days, Kangxi was depressed, for the newborn daughter who couldn't live at first glance, Kangxi wanted to see it but didn't want to see it, while Tong Jiashi was very happy, holding the newborn daughter and reluctant to let go. Someone persuaded her that the child may not live long, so it is better not to pour too much affection, Tong Jiashi was very angry, but later, the daughter still survived for less than a month, so she went, Tong Jiashi hugged the kitten-like corpse, crying out of breath.

Tong Jiashi doesn't know anything, she just thinks that her daughter is naturally weak, she blames herself for not doing a good job and not taking care of her daughter, Tong Jiashi is such a person, what's wrong, she always finds reasons in herself, she doesn't blame anyone.

This kind of Tong Jiashi is actually not suitable for being a superior person, not a person who manages palace affairs, his heart is too soft, and he is too simple, but such a Tong Jiashi is like a ray of sunshine, which can't give Kangxi too much warmth and too much light, but Kangxi is an emperor, he doesn't need too much warmth, he doesn't need too much personal feelings, and he doesn't allow children to grow up.

And now, this just happened Tong Jia's family was going to be given by the Empress Dowager who raised him with her own hands, and she was poisoned with her own hands. Thinking of this, Kangxi closed his eyes in pain, and the scene of the Empress Dowager teaching him earnestly when he was a child appeared in his mind, and the Empress Dowager warned him that if you want to be a good emperor, the first thing you learn is how to be a person, only if you cultivate yourself first, and then you can govern the country and level the world.

He can become a good emperor now, and he can't do without the great grace of the Empress Dowager.

What is also very important is that in the panicked days when the first emperor died, it was the Empress Dowager who chose him strongly and decisively and sent him to the throne.

Kangxi's mind was very confused, the kind and kind face of the Empress Dowager appeared for a while, and the pure and flawless smiling face of Tong Jia's family appeared, the two faces appeared alternately in his mind, and Kangxi's brain ached, Kangxi couldn't make up his mind, what should he do?

remembered what he said to Tong Jiashi last night, he must find out the murderer, let Tong Jiashi breathe a good breath, and now the murderer has been found, but it is his most respected Huangma Empress Dowager, Kangxi touched his half-bald head in embarrassment, he was not so sad when he eradicated Aobai and pacified the three feudatories.

Sure enough, the emperor should be ruthless, and ruthlessness will not be so difficult, and he will make the right judgment.

From the time Li Dequan gave the news to Kangxi, Kangxi sat alone on the dragon chair and struggled, and by noon, he had been entangled for more than an hour, Kangxi's heart was tormented, cold for a while and hot for a while.

Kangxi couldn't find the right words to describe his mood at this time, one was the empress dowager who had nurtured him, his imperial grandmother, the other was his cousin who he watched grow up, or the imperial concubine Tong Jiashi who he had spoiled for many years, the palms and backs of his hands were full of meat, how should he choose?

After struggling for so long, Kangxi suddenly found that he had forgotten a very important question, that is, why did the Empress Dowager poison Tong Jia's family?

Tong Jia's has always behaved very well, and there is nothing out of the ordinary, why did the Empress Dowager insist on Tong Jia's death? Thinking of the word death, Kangxi's heart twitched, the two very important women in his life were killing each other, and life could not bear the pain.

Kangxi searched in his memory about the Empress Dowager and Tong Jia's family, and after searching, Kangxi suddenly found that it seemed that since Tong Jia's entry into the palace, no, it should be that when he began to get close to Tong Jia's, the Empress Dowager has always been faint, indifferent, in other words, she doesn't like it.

It turned out that the Empress Dowager had always shown her dislike for Tong Jia's family, but she blamed herself for not knowing and not finding out.

But what's wrong with Tong Jia's? Why did the Empress Dowager have to ask her to die?

Thinking of this, Kangxi couldn't sit still, he wanted to go to Aunt Su Mala to ask him to understand, about the Empress Dowager, there was almost no hiding from Aunt Su Mala, this matter, Aunt Su Mala must know, and maybe Aunt Su Mala still has the antidote to the poison of love flowers, thinking of this, Kangxi couldn't sit still, why did the Empress Dowager poison Tong Jia's family can be ranked in the back position, Kangxi is most concerned about the antidote now.

Now, he may have found an antidote. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )