Chapter 392: The Mirror of the Past
Back at the Sanheyuan, it was almost eleven o'clock at night, and the lights in basically every room and courtyard were on, and it was quiet in the night, indescribably cold. Sister Yun was still sitting on the sofa waiting for me to come back, the dining table next to her had not moved, it was exactly the same as when I left, putting a few dishes that the little daughter-in-law had already made before leaving, Xiao Li Nuo had fallen asleep in her arms, and the fool Wang Xing hastily made some food at night to fill his stomach Soon after, he was restrained by her to go back to his room to sleep.
"Any news?" My whole person was as haggard as if I had lost my soul, but at this time, Sister Yun was not much better than me, and her face was sad.
As a woman, the little daughter-in-law is destined to have the most words to say between her, and many things that will not be mentioned to me will be told to her, but even so, the little daughter-in-law's sudden goodbye is also something she did not expect at all.
I shook my head slightly, a wry smile that I didn't have to think about to look ugly, and the only glimmer of hope in my heart was disillusioned.
Since this is the first thing she said when she enters the door, it means that there is no news from her side either. Even Sister Yun, the only one who is the closest and knows the roots, can't be contacted at all, and can't get any news, and it's even more difficult for others to find, even if it's me who has been in the same bed for a long time.
"Don't worry, take your time, since she has the heart to leave, or hide and see no one, there must be a plan, and she will definitely hide deeper on the first day, and then she will slowly relax later, and there should be news in two or three days at most, so don't worry too much, it's okay." You can rest first, I'll get you something to eat, the more this time, the more you can't let your body collapse. Comforting me softly, Sister Yun got up and prepared to put Xiao Li Nuo on the sofa to help me get food.
She put her movements very lightly, but she had just gotten up, and before she could put the person down, Xiao Linuo still woke up, rubbed her eyes and hummed twice before she began to cry.
"What's going on?" At this time, I also found tear stains in the corners of Xiao Linuo's eyes, his eyes were still a little swollen, and he obviously cried just before falling asleep, and he cried not lightly. Except for the morning when the old man left, he never saw her crying uncontrollably, even if he didn't see his little daughter-in-law all day, he shouldn't miss her like this.
"Alas...... Who knows, maybe I haven't seen my "little mother" all day, I miss her, and I know that my little mother is gone, I have been crying since it got dark, and I can't coax it like last time, and it's useless to stuff your pen into my hand. Sister Yun sighed, and she couldn't care about getting food for a while, so she could only hold people and coax them while walking in the house.
"I'll hug you." No matter how depressed and depressed he is, he can't be indifferent to the little guy who is as close as flesh and blood, and when he heard it, he cried very sadly like last time, and his heart suddenly softened, and he stretched out his hand to take the person from Sister Yun's arms.
"Yes, you can try it, it's okay to hug her at this time, I'll get you something to eat." Sister Yun looked at me, then nodded.
"You don't need to get any more, just heat up the dishes on the table."
It's also a little strange to say, at first when he turned to the crook of my arm, the little guy who cried and didn't open his eyes was still a little resistant, but after smelling my breath, he immediately grabbed the clothes on my chest, and the humming quickly stopped, and he fell asleep again, without opening his eyes and looking at me the whole time.
Seeing that the little guy didn't make any trouble at all, Sister Yun was immediately relieved, turned around and began to pick up the already cold dishes, while I hugged someone and followed her to watch her.
"By the way, there's something I need to tell you." After receiving the dishes made by the little daughter-in-law on the stove and firing it, Sister Yun turned around and glanced at me and said, "I have already found someone to test the water cup you said, and it contains the ingredients of sleeping pills, which is probably the amount that can make an adult sleep all night without waking up, and the effect will be longer for those who have not used it." ”
I nodded slightly, not surprised by the result. If I hadn't known in advance that I wouldn't wake up, even if the little daughter-in-law had made up her mind, she wouldn't have been able to let go and leave. So now the only two doubts are whether that long dream is just a dream, or whether Xie Yifan or Yan Puppet has really lurked nearby, I took advantage of the troubled waters to enter the void, if the old man did not appear in the dream, can I take the initiative to wake up after the effect of the medicine.
But if you think about it, just two or three sleeping pills alone shouldn't be able to make me sleep until that time, and I will be completely like a dead man during this period.
"Besides, I don't think it should be a matter of a day or two to find Weiwei, I'm afraid I can't hide such a big thing, and it's not good to hide it, so after Nuo Nuo fell asleep before, I thought about it, or tell my dad about them."
"Let's just say it, how are they now?" I'm not a three-year-old child, I still have to be coaxed by someone, the little daughter-in-law suddenly left, even if someone told me that I could find the whereabouts in a day or two, I wouldn't believe it, and there was news a year ago, it was already quite an optimistic situation, so it was unrealistic not to be known by the family, compared to it, I was more worried that they were anxious after hearing the news.
"I'm in a hurry, but it's okay in general, I've stabilized them temporarily, but my father is still a little angry, and I think it's you who bullied her by arguing with Weiwei, I don't believe it anyway." After answering and pausing, Sister Yun said again: "As for your father-in-law's mother-in-law, I haven't figured out how to speak, and I also asked my father and them not to say it for the time being, after all, the possibility of going home slightly, or contacting them is very small, and it is not a trivial matter to be alone here and say that you can't see it." ”
I nodded slightly, thought about it for a while, and said, "Mom and Dad, I need you to continue to talk to them for the time being, I won't contact them for the time being, so as not to be unclear, the point is to keep them at home, don't come over, and I'll arrange the rest later." ”
"I know, as soon as you said that the apprentice of the master before you may have appeared again, I knew that it was an extraordinary time, so I told them not to come, you don't have to worry about this anymore, now the problem is ...... How should the old man explain it? ”
I thought for a moment and said, "Over there, I'll go and tell them personally." ”
"You're going to Weiwei's house?" Sister Yun was slightly stunned and looked at me with some surprise.
"Well, I've booked a ticket for six o'clock tomorrow morning, take a look, tell them about it, and I'll be back." I nodded and said: "Although the possibility of her contacting them is very low, I still want to try my luck, and besides, such a big thing, it is not appropriate to just say it on the phone, I can make it clearer in person, maybe I can get some clues, even if I can't, I can also talk to them, if she has contact with the family, let me know as soon as possible." ”
After looking at me for a while, Sister Yun sighed lightly and said, "That's fine, you can go if you want, but you have to be ready, after hearing such a big thing, they will definitely be anxious, and their attitude towards you may not be good." ”
"I know." After a slight silence, I said, "People were lost by me, and if they can't be found in a day, they can't overdo anything to me." ”
Knowing that my emotions had fallen to the bottom at this time, Sister Yun no longer made senseless comfort, thought about it and said: "You can stay there for a day or two more and wait for news, you don't have to worry about it here, I will tell you as soon as there is any news." ”
"No, I have to go tomorrow and come back tomorrow." After looking at the night outside the window, I shook my head and said, "It's an extraordinary time, and I don't feel at ease to leave so many of you aside." ”
While speaking, Sister Yun had already heated up several dishes and put them on the table with the rice. After gobbling up half of each dish, and stuffing two bowls of rice into his stomach, he put away the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone and began to draw, using the same method as before.
At this time, I was seriously unwell in both spirit and mood, and it was not suitable for the soul painting method, which had higher requirements for spirit and spirit. Although Xie Yifan appeared in a grand manner, and it was just a dream to regard me as his first goal, I believe that I will not be wrong, this is not just a dream, so I must not be careless.
The point is that as soon as my little daughter-in-law suddenly left, I felt a strong uneasiness in my heart that something very bad was about to happen. Even if this feeling is completely just because the little daughter-in-law said goodbye, and there is no factual basis, in order to alleviate this panic and anxiety, I must do everything I can think of, so that my heart can be a little more steady.
After the drawing and the spirit was drawn, the white-faced scholar and Xiao Qinghe were summoned back by me one after another, and when they learned of my current situation, even if they decided to put aside their own affairs completely for the time being, they first tried their best to help me overcome the current difficulties. Since the two-year period has not expired, the agreement that the white-faced scholar will not directly see the general's soul cannot be easily broken, so after some discussion, Xiao Qinghe went to his hometown to help me protect my father and them, and if necessary, ask the general's soul for help at any time, while the white-faced scholar, together with Mr. Wu, who I temporarily went to the original place to find during the day, stayed near the courtyard to protect Sister Yun's mother and daughter.
As the old man once expressed before leaving, I am a family person, and I am full of fetters from head to toe, so it is not suitable to participate in dealing with Xie Yifan, because I will naturally be at a great disadvantage, I need to be distracted everywhere, and weaknesses can be said to be everywhere. Reflecting concretely, I am far more worried about the people I care about than I am about myself. So the old man, he tried his best to exclude me from the beginning, and did his best not to implicate me, and my choice was completely correct, and of course it was the only choice that was completely helpless.
Knowing that I was going to Guangdong before dawn, after Xiao Qinghe and the white-faced scholar left the courtyard, Sister Yun asked me to rest for a while, recover and recover so that I could meet my little daughter-in-law's parents. But at this time, how could I be able to sleep, even if I wanted to, I couldn't do it, and correspondingly, Sister Yun was in the same state, so I knew that the other party couldn't sleep at this time, so I simply talked on the sofa and stayed up for time.
This woman knows who I went to before I came back, and she knows who the other person is, there is no doubt about it. It is very irrational to make a real estate owner look like this, leaving no room at all. The reason why I am obedient to my words now is that I know that those conventional means are of little use to me, and there is no way to counteract in a short period of time.
But even so, I don't have any regrets at all, even if I do it again, I will still do it, and even make that grandson even worse, in short, I will not choose to swallow this breath anyway. And although Sister Yun also knew the consequences of doing so, she didn't feel that I had done something inappropriate, especially after learning that Boss Tao had done to Zhang Xiaowei for a long time, she didn't have the slightest thought about those aspects.
Although the other party has a lot of money, but he has worked hard in the provincial city for all these years, and he is not a soft persimmon that is completely at the mercy of others.
"Weiwei has told me a little, the person surnamed Tao is very shady, and he still pesters her from time to time, so all along, I know that she is not easy, because the surname Tao is a mirror before her and you. In her own words, it was an extremely disgraceful and shameful past for her, unfortunately you still know this past, so in the first period of your time, she never dared to take the initiative with you, and as soon as she had those thoughts, she would immediately think of that past, feeling that she was not clean and completely unworthy of you, even if she finally overcame this and was really with you, she never forgot it, let alone forgot her past. ”
"And the pestering and harassment from time to time surnamed Tao is equivalent to a mirror that she can't get rid of, always letting her see her past appearance."
"So it's not easy for her to follow you, although you never mention it, always do your best to be good to her, but it is precisely because you are good to her that she doesn't dare to forget, can't forgive her past self, and regrets not being able to give you the best and most innocent self. Although she never said it, I could see that she was always very cautious in front of you, even to the ...... In front of you, she is no longer herself, and she has no more herself. ”
"So I sympathize with her, I have always understood her from the bottom of my heart, and I see all her difficulties, which is why we can become the best friends, and she never guards me and thinks about me more."
"But I didn't expect her to be so difficult, the one surnamed Tao is not so simple as not letting her go, so what you did today is right, if I were a man, it would be completely possible to take the life of the surnamed Tao. But I don't want to tell you so much, I don't want to tell you what I did right, I want to ask you, you really don't care about her past, if you really marry her, it will be the same in the future, won't her past be any problem for you? ”