Chapter 289: Confusing
Qiao Liang was not angry, and said calmly: "You can call me a bastard, in fact, I am a bastard, but no matter how mixed I am, I also have my own bottom line, unlike some people, in order to achieve their own goals, they do not hesitate to lose their bottom line to do something that cannot be put on the table." ”
"What do you mean by that? Who are you talking about? Liu Yiping said sensitively.
"You know what I mean, I say who knows." Qiao Liang said simply.
"What the hell do you mean?" Liu Yiping's voice sounded a little weak.
"Liu Yiping, it doesn't matter what I mean, you still serve the big leader with your heart, and dedicate yourself to your bright future, I wish you success, but even if you succeed, I won't congratulate you." Qiao Liang hung up the phone after speaking.
Liu Yiping didn't call again.
Qiao Liang knew that what she said just now, based on Liu Yiping's cleverness, she should be able to hear something.
Qiao Liang said this on purpose, not lightly or lightly, and hit Liu Yiping lightly, so that she could die for herself.
Qiao Liang felt sad at this time, Nima, among the women around him, except for Zhang Mei and Liu Yiping, other women believed in themselves, Zhang Mei didn't believe it, Liu Yiping didn't believe it either, and she was angry and questioned herself, which was really disappointing.
Qiao Liang once again felt the difference between Liu Yiping and the other women around him, especially with Ye Xinyi and Zhang Lin.
Qiao Liang knew that Liu Yiping's recent thoughts were on seeking the position of Sanjiang County magistrate, and he was working Feng Danian. She was good with herself before, and that was because she wanted to climb up with the help of Xu Honggang and wanted to be the secretary of the newspaper party committee. But with the change of goals, her focus shifted to Feng Danian, and Xu Honggang's role in her was relatively weakened, and as a result, his nature towards her also changed, and now it seems that his role is more in meeting her physiological needs.
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The more I think about it, the more sad I feel, sad for Liu Yiping, sad for myself.
Qiao Liang looked back on the past two days, and it seemed that with his own accident, the faces of all the beings around him had also revealed their true colors.
The so-called adversity sees people's hearts, maybe this is what it refers to, the reality is so cruel and cold, cruel to the bones, cold to the deepest part of the heart.
But at the same time, Qiao Liang felt great warmth from Zhang Lin, Ye Xinyi, Fang Xiaoya, Lu Qian and Jiang Xiuxiu, which made him unforgettable.
At the same time, Qiao Liang thought of Ji Hong again, and remembered the unforgettable night he had with Ji Hong last night, this woman who was almost crushed and collapsed by the cruel reality, and finally chose the most powerless way to resist, she was so innocent and so pitiful.
Qiao Liang's heart welled up with a large amount of confusion, Ji Hong just left, leaving Jiangzhou with great pain and hurt with great trauma, I don't know where she went, I don't know if I will see her in this life.
Thinking of Ji Hong's tragic ending and the great humiliation he suffered, Qiao Liang's heart swelled with endless hatred.
Chu Heng, you wait, as long as Lao Tzu is still alive in this world, one day I will settle this account with you!
Qiao Liang secretly hated.
When it was almost dark, Fang Xiaoya came and brought a suitcase with everything Qiao Liang needed to go out on a trip tomorrow, and then she accompanied Qiao Liang to dinner, and the two chatted in the room after eating.
"Qiao Liang, the family doesn't know about what happened to you, right?"
Qiao Liang didn't know who Fang Xiaoya was referring to at home, and said, "Zhang Mei knows, but her parents don't know yet." ”
"How did Zhang Mei behave?" Fang Xiaoya asked.
Qiao Liang smiled faintly: "How else can she behave?" It doesn't matter to me how she behaves. ”
Fang Xiaoya asked again: "Are you going to tell your parents?" ”
"Nope." Qiao Liang shook his head and continued, "They know that they won't be able to suffer this blow, so let's tell them later." ”
Fang Xiaoya was silent, and said for a while: "Are you willing to leave the officialdom like this?" ”
Qiao Liang's heart ached for a while, and he said in a muffled voice: "What do you say? ”
From Qiao Liang's tone, Fang Xiaoya felt his unwillingness and frustration, and sighed in her heart, and felt very sorry for Qiao Liang.
"Qiao Liang, as long as you can be happy, I am willing to do anything for you." Fang Xiaoya said softly.
Qiao Liang shook Fang Xiaoya's hand with emotion: "Xiaoya, thank you." ”
Fang Xiaoya looked at Qiao Liang warmly: "No matter what happens to you, no matter what kind of adversity you are in, I believe in you and am willing to accompany you." ”
Qiao Liang looked at Fang Xiaoya in a daze, feeling that she was really good to herself, and she also knew what she meant by this.
But Qiao Liang immediately developed a huge inferiority complex, which has existed since his college days and still exists today.
The gap between himself and Fang Xiaoya is too big, and it is not at the same level at all, especially now, he has fallen to the bottom of society.
This deep inferiority complex brought Qiao Liang a strong self-esteem, although he felt that this self-esteem was pitiful, ridiculous and pathetic, but he could not overcome his deep-rooted heart.
Qiao Liang's heart is torn between inferiority complex and self-esteem, he is a man, he should be a big man who stands up to the sky, but now, he has nothing, in front of a woman, how can he stand up and raise his head?
Qiao Liang felt that he was very incompetent, and couldn't help but be very frustrated, and sighed deeply.
Qiao Liang's sigh made Fang Xiaoya's heart ache again, and she stroked Qiao Liang's hand and said softly: "Qiao Liang, don't sigh, don't sink, don't give up, no matter what setbacks you encounter now, I believe that you are a big man, and I believe that you will definitely stand up again." ”
Facing Fang Xiaoya's encouragement, Qiao Liang took a deep breath and smiled at Fang Xiaoya: "Well, I will take the road ahead, and I will not give up what I am pursuing." ”
"So, what are you after?" Fang Xiaoya asked.
Qiao Liang was slightly stunned, and then felt confused and confused, as well as lost and frustrated, yes, what do you want to pursue in this life? What is it that you are after?
I used to be full of pride, full of impulses and passions to struggle, but now, with my own identity and situation, what else can I pursue? What qualifications and conditions are there to pursue?
"I don't know, I don't know anything." Qiao Liang shook his head.
"So I think you need to be quiet and sort out your brain and thoughts, so I think it's necessary for you to go out for a walk this time." Fang Xiaoya said.
Qiao Liang nodded: "Maybe." ”
Fang Xiaoya said again: "Although you are temporarily down, although the performance of some people around you makes you cold and disappointed, you are not alone, there are still many people who care about you and accompany you, such as me, such as Sister Lin, Ye Xinyi, Lu Qian, Jiang Xiuxiu, such as Brother Li, such as Lao Xu ......"
Hearing Fang Xiaoya mention Xu Honggang, Qiao Liang's heart trembled, and he looked at Fang Xiaoya: "Minister Xu has contacted you?" ”
Fang Xiaoya nodded: "Yes, he called me today and asked about your mental state, although he is far away in Beijing, he is very concerned about you, and repeatedly told me on the phone to accompany and comfort you well, let me tell you, I hope you can get out of the trough as soon as possible and cheer up again."
At the same time, he also said that on the one hand, he regretted and regretted what you encountered this time, and on the other hand, he felt sorry for you, saying that you had done so much for him, and when you needed him the most, he couldn't reach it, which made his heart very uneasy......"