Just now, when Ren Xiaoou talked to him about him, he didn't know what to say, and in the end he could only run away and choose to escape.

After leaving the café bookstore. I didn't think too much about it, after all, I still have a lot of things to do next, so I have to do what I should do, why should I think so much about those things that I shouldn't think.

Before going to his house, I also went to a vegetable market and bought some vegetables and fruits. Maybe I'm also used to this way of life, I go to cook for him every day, then eat together, and study with him after eating, in fact, this kind of life is quite sufficient, and I like it a lot.

Thinking that there will be no such opportunity in the future, and I will no longer be able to eat and study with him, my heart will always feel empty.

No matter how reluctant I am in my heart, that day will come sooner or later. Recently, when he taught himself knowledge, he obviously felt that his pace was much faster, maybe he didn't want to waste time, and wanted to finish that knowledge as soon as possible.

I don't know what he really thinks, but I can feel the urgency in his heart. And he shouldn't be cranky, he has to concentrate a little, otherwise, what he taught himself, but he really can't keep up with his pace.

At this time, you shouldn't think about things that are so complicated and shouldn't be too much. We haven't reached that point yet, and we'll talk about the future.

During the meal, Shu Yixin briefly told him, and Ren Xiaoou said that he wanted to invite him to coffee.

After He Yuhe listened, he just glanced at it with a surprised look, then lowered his head and continued to eat, and then slowly replied and said yes.

Shu Yixin saw that he agreed, and he didn't want to speak when he looked like him, so he could only choose to shut up and eat obediently.

Maybe he thinks that he shouldn't say so many words when eating, and that he should have the appearance of eating when eating.

No one continued to speak, and there was no need for him to say more, not to mention that his words had already been brought, and he had already agreed, so the next thing was to choose a time, but this kind of thing doesn't have to be in such a hurry, it can be done at any time.

"Ren Xiaoou said, I want to thank you when I have the opportunity, and his comfortable turnover has been a little better than ever recently." Shu Yixin said lightly to him after eating.

"How could you suddenly think of thanking me, but I didn't do anything." He Yuhe felt a little strange about her sudden words, how could he think of this.

"Actually, no, it's just a sudden mention, just talk about it." Shu Yixin just said it casually, after all, he didn't know how to answer.

"Yes, if you have time, you can do it anytime." He Yuhe replied lightly while eating.

"Hmm."

When eating, it was very quiet, He Yuhe didn't talk much, and Shu Yixin naturally quieted down, after all, the owner didn't speak, and it was a little inappropriate for an outsider to talk here.

So at this time, I had better shut up, after all, what I should say has been delivered, and he has already agreed, so I will do what I should do next.

Because he would not agree so easily, it seemed that he was even better than he imagined, and he talked a lot, after all, when he made such a request himself, he did not refute it.

Shu Yixin originally prepared other words to say to him, but in the end, the words came to his mouth and he still didn't say them, and he always felt that he didn't know how to say them.

After eating, as usual, I cleaned up the kitchen and went out to study with him. He Yuhe still taught a lot of knowledge just like the previous two days, Shu Yixin, you listened to him carefully, afraid that he would not be able to keep up with his rhythm if he was not careful.

After all, for her, this knowledge is unfamiliar, and he has never studied it before, so at this time, he can only be more serious, put all his energy into it, and he taught a lot of knowledge in one night.

Although it was a bit difficult for me to study with him at this time, one thing I can't deny is that the knowledge he taught himself is indeed very useful, at least he can use it to manage the coffee bookstore, which is a fact that he can't deny.

Although it is a bit difficult to learn at this time, it will still be useful in the future, and no matter how difficult it is, you have to learn it, because learning it will be of great use to yourself in the future.

I thought that I would be able to use it in the future, so at this time, of course, I had to study carefully. After all, there is only one chance, and in the future, he should not have such a chance.

Originally, such an opportunity was very rare, so I didn't want to miss it at all, and I didn't want to waste it. For myself, as long as it is beneficial, I am willing to work hard and study seriously.

Although I can't keep up with it, it doesn't hinder my curiosity at all. Maybe I shouldn't think too much about why he taught so much knowledge so quickly, I should think that he did it entirely for himself.

After it was over, I didn't stay too long, and I did what I had to do as before.

I said hello to him, didn't say anything, and left first.

In short, it's the same as usual, but I always feel a little depressed in my heart, and I feel like something is missing.

Usually when I am with him, I always communicate a little more, and today, it seems that there are more words between each other.

I can't say what the reason is, but I feel that if we tell me everything, it's always weird, and I always feel that something is missing.

Such a sense of alienation between himself and him,It makes me feel a little weird.,When I want to be with him.,I've never had such feelings.,But,Lately, I always feel that the distance between me and him is getting farther and farther.。

I know my position very well, and I know that there is a long gap between me and him, but I have always been reluctant to admit it, but now I tell myself that I have to accept such a reality, and it may not be long before I and him will part ways.

Thinking about it, he also has his own private time, has his own private affairs to do himself, and it is not okay to delay him for a long time.

In fact, I have always been very clear in my heart, knowing that this kind of life will end sooner or later, but I have always been reluctant to admit it, and I always feel that that day will not come so soon.

Now the reality forces me to admit it, or maybe I think too much, I can't rely on him for the rest of my life, and one day I have to say goodbye. After all, I am already very grateful to him, and I can help myself like this, and the other selves should not be so greedy.

When Shu Yixin was sitting on the bus, he was still thinking about this question, maybe he couldn't figure it out! It may seem a little strange because for the first time in the long time since I knew him, the two of them had an awkward atmosphere with each other.

I have known him for a long time, but there has never been such an embarrassing situation, is it because he is in a bad mood or because of what?

Shu Yi thought about it for a long time, but he never figured out what was going on.

It's as if I've done something wrong, but when I think about it, I didn't do anything wrong at all. At first, I wondered if I had said the wrong thing and done the wrong thing, which made him angry.

But when I thought about it, I didn't realize that I had a problem. Things don't seem to be as they are as they think, he didn't say anything wrong, he didn't do anything wrong, and the only reasonable explanation is that he may be in a bad mood, or he has something on his mind.

Fortunately, it's not because of myself, if it's because of myself, I really feel quite guilty. At this moment, it is not because of my own reasons that I am relieved.

In short, no matter what, I don't like the situation in front of me at all, and I always feel weird. Many times I wanted to ask if there was something wrong, but when the words came to my mouth, I still didn't say it in the end, even if I finally had such a thought before I was leaving, I wanted to ask him the reason, but in the end I still didn't ask.

Because I don't think I have a position, I don't know how to say it. In other words, there is such a sentence between people, who are you and me, and what is the relationship between us?

When the time comes, I will really be asked, speechless, thinking of this possibility, I still didn't ask anything, I have never been the kind of strong person, I really don't know how to say it, it is suitable.

Now, for yourself, going with the flow is the best option. Some things shouldn't belong to you, and you shouldn't be so greedy.

You should cherish what you have in front of you, and not hope for things that don't belong to you, which will only cost you more things.

I have always had this mentality, I feel that I should wait, and when he is willing to tell himself, if he is not willing to help, then he is not reluctant.

Shu Yixin didn't think much about it after he went back, probably because he taught himself a lot of knowledge today, when he was lying on the bed after taking a bath, he slowly reviewed it, and fell asleep unconsciously, and when he woke up the next day, he found that he was still holding a book in his hand.

Maybe it was because I fell asleep watching it last night, so I didn't think much about it, and I simply freshened up later. I made myself breakfast, and after eating, I went to the café and book house.