He stabbed her in the deepest wound in her heart that had not yet healed.

Growing up so big, she has never received a complete love that is not mixed with any impurities.

In the past, she naively thought that only the better she was to get her mother's attention and love, but gradually she understood that no matter how good she was, she didn't have her in her heart or eyes.

She finally understands that some people's love can't be expected.

Instead of expecting others to compare, it is better to love yourself.

……

When Su Yimo returned to the apartment, it was already dark.

She was in a better mood because she had just finished eating hot pot, and food had healing properties.

As soon as she pushed open the door, two voices came from the room, almost simultaneously, one low and the other immature.

"You're back."

"Mommy!"

One big and one small sitting on the sofa turned their heads to look at her at the same time.

Xiaobao frowned, looking worried, but seeing Su Yimo's relaxed expression, his eyebrows slowly relaxed.

Gu Lichen also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, he got up and walked to her side, "I'm leaving, good night." ”

"Good night."

The man's figure gradually disappeared into the afterglow, and Su Yimo lowered her eyelids to hide the reluctance and sadness in her eyes.

The sound of the door closing behind her softened her stiff back and she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Mommy!" Xiaobao threw himself in front of her, opened his hands, and hugged her firmly.

"Mommy, are you still sad?"

He looked up at her with his little face up.

"No, I'm just a little tired."

Su Yimo shook her head, and the corners of her mouth hooked up a light smile.

"Then you should take a shower and rest early today."

"Well, Xiaobao go wash first, after you wash, Mommy is washing."

"I finished washing, Dad helped me wash it, Dad said you are very tired today, you must just want to sleep when you come back, so you will wash it for me."

"Well, then go to sleep, Mommy will take a shower and sleep immediately."

Su Yimo pinned the broken hair on her cheeks behind her ears, touched Xiaobao's little face, and spoke.

"Hmmm! Good night Mommy. ”

"Good night."

Xiaobao ran back to the bedroom, Su Yimo looked at his back, her lips moved but she didn't say anything.

She knew his eagerness to reconcile her and Gu Lichen, but she didn't like him to force her with all kinds of small actions, and the relationship between them would not change substantially because of his careful thoughts.

She wanted him not to do it again, but she couldn't bear it at the thought of his sparkling eyes today.

Forget it, let's remind her slowly in the future, she is so tired today, she just wants to take a shower and go to bed right away.

After taking a shower, blowing dry my hair, I lay in bed and fell asleep after a while.

Maybe it was because of the release of her emotions, she slept exceptionally well this night, and had no dreams all night.

In the morning, company.

"Yimo, you look so good today, tell me, what brand of skin care products you have changed, and recommend it to me."

At the door of the company, Andy put his arm around Su Yimo's neck and entered the office building.

"It has nothing to do with skin care products, just a good night's sleep, and sleep is the best skin care product."

Su Yimo smiled and nodded her little nose.

After doing this action, she was stunned, this action ...... It was done to her by Gu Lichen before, when did she learn it......

"Yimo, what do you think? So focused? ”

Andy said a few words, turned his head and saw that Su Yimo was stunned and didn't know what he was thinking, so he stretched out his hand and shook it in front of her eyes.

Su Yimo came back to his senses, lowered his eyes, shook his head and smiled, "What else can I think, work, of course I can only want to work when I enter the company, after all, I love my job so much." ”

"Cut, I don't believe it, you have four words engraved on your face."

"What four words?"

"I'm thinking about men!"

Andy held out his finger and tapped her face five times.

"Hey, that's obviously five words, okay?"

"It's not important, the important thing is that I'm right, right?"

"That's right."

……

The two noisily went back to their respective offices.

Lunch break.

Su Yimo came to Andy's office to rub fruit and dessert.

She ate a red grape, spit out the seeds, looked at Andy, who was eating cake in small bites on the other side, and asked, "Why are you looking so bad lately?" Didn't sleep well? ”

"Well, I've had insomnia, and I haven't slept well for days."

Andy took out the mirror, looked at his big dark circles, and sighed.

"Go see a psychiatrist and prescribe some medication, or else...... Just drink some alcohol, alcohol helps you sleep. ”

"Alcohol helps you sleep a ghost, it's not asleep, it's drunk, insomnia plus alcoholism, poison on poison, I guess I can't see my face by then."

Andy gave her a blank look and said.

Su Yimo's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he stuffed a strawberry into his mouth, his expression unchanged.

Lu Chuanhe ...... How is everything? ”

Andy asked with a fork in the cake in his hand, pursing his lips.

"It's good, don't worry. Aunt Shen's condition slowly improved, and his mood also improved a lot, and he was not so dull. ”

"That's good."

"Andy ......"

Su Yimo glanced at her and hesitated.

"Huh? Something to say, how can we still talk about it. ”

"I just want to say...... There have been a lot of things going on in the Lu family recently, and Brother Lu Chuan is very busy every day, he ...... Probably less focused on feelings, so ......"

"So you're trying to dissuade me?"

Andy put down his fork, picked up his cup and took a sip of his coffee.

"No, it's your business what you want to do, I won't interfere, I just don't want you to have too high expectations."

Su Yimo wiped her hands and denied it.

"I know, I know it's probably going to be futile, but I still want to give it a try, like you said, and leave no regrets in my life."

Andy tugged at the corners of his mouth, a bleak smile.

Hearing her say this, Su Yimo didn't want to say anything more, she said everything that should be said, as for how to choose, it was completely up to her.

On the way off work, she parked her car on the side of the road, crossed the street, and went to the supermarket opposite to buy groceries.

After buying vegetables, she came out of the supermarket with a vegetable bag, she waited for the red light on the side of the road, her eyes casually swept across the road, and suddenly, her eyes were fixed on a certain place.

She stared at the familiar figure, and involuntarily stepped out.

"Be careful!" The man's exclamation shook her ears, and she was startled, and she came back to her senses in an instant.

She looked at the van speeding towards her, her eyes widened, her heart beating wildly, but her legs were too big to move.

Just when she thought she was dead today, a strong arm came from behind her, wrapped his arms around her waist, turned around, and quickly carried her back to the side of the road.

"Are you alright?"

Gu Lichen looked at Su Yimo's pale little face, looked frightened, and asked with a frown and distress.

Su Yimo leaned on his arms, sniffed the familiar smell of Qinglie on his body, listened to his familiar voice, and gradually came back to his senses.

She took a deep breath, straightened her messy hair, and stepped out of his arms, "Thank you." ”

"What do you think? Do you know how dangerous it was just now, if I hadn't arrived in time, you would have been knocked away! ”

Remembering the scene just now, he still felt palpitations.

If he arrives one step late, the consequences are unimaginable, perhaps...... He will never see her again.

Thinking of this possibility, his heart ached.

Su Yimo was blinded by his roar, she looked at his angry face, blinked her eyes, lowered her head, and only felt aggrieved.

"I didn't mean to."

She pursed her lips and muttered quietly.

Gu Lichen saw that she didn't realize her mistake at all, and she was still quibbling, and her anger was even stronger.

"Of course I know you didn't mean it, who would be a normal person to hit a car on purpose? I just want to ask you, what were you thinking at the time? Why? ”

"Because I seem to see someone."

Su Yimo frowned, looked across the street, and said.

"Who?" Gu Lichen followed her gaze and asked.

"The man who kidnapped me that day."

……

Maybahri.

Gu Lichen glanced at Su Yimo, who was still pale, and asked with concern, "Don't worry, I've already sent someone to find him, as long as he really appears, it is very likely to catch him." ”

"Well, I'm sorry for you."

Su Yimo leaned back on the seat, turned her head to look at the scenery outside the car window, and said with a wistful expression.

She had just been greatly frightened, and her face had not eased up until now, and she was still pale.

She wanted to drive back by herself, but Gu Lichen didn't feel at ease with what she said, so she dragged her to his car.

There was no way, she couldn't break free from him, so she had to get into the car with him.

Gu Lichen glanced at her, his eyes were sad, "Yimo, do we have to be so polite now?" ”

"Well, we broke up, and you're just a slightly familiar stranger to me."

Gu Lichen didn't speak, he only felt heartache.

Her words were like a knife, churning in his heart.

"You have to stab me in the heart with a knife to make you happy, right?"

"yes, you know how vindictive I am."

She opened the window and let the cool breeze in, blowing on her face and ruffling her long hair.

"What about the bottom line? How far are you going to hurt me to be satisfied? ”

Gu Lichen clenched the steering wheel, his face sad and helpless.

"What do you think?"

Su Yimo didn't answer the rhetorical question, and turned his head to look at him.

"I can't give you an answer, because I don't know either."

She lowered her eyes and reached out to fix her hair, which was blown everywhere by the wind, "I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to forgive you either." ”

"Then what do you want me to do before you forgive me?"

Gu Lichen pursed his lips, only to feel that his heart was so stuffy, like pressing a boulder, and his ribs were about to be broken.

"I don't want to forgive you, Gu Lichen! It seems to me that it is very stupid to forgive a person who has hurt himself, only the closest people know where your scales and death holes are, and only know how to stab me the most painfully, I don't want to give you another chance to stab me. ”

Su Yimo looked at him indifferently and detachedly, and said expressionlessly.

"Su Yimo!"

Gu Lichen's heart hurt so badly, his face was pale, he turned the steering wheel, stepped on the brakes hard, and parked the car on the side of the road violently!