"Fool, how can I blame you, you were so young, it was lucky that you didn't have an accident, and it's normal not to remember." Shi Jiao held Xin Yue's hand and patted it soothingly.

Xin Yue smiled lightly and didn't speak.

"It's this Fu Chaoyang, how can I blame you indiscriminately, and say such heavy things in front of so many people, it's ......"

Not knowing what words to use to describe it for a while, Shi Jiao was annoyed and depressed and drank the drink in the cup in one gulp.

Feng Shui takes turns, and now it is her turn to taste the harm she had no intention of bringing to the harsh winter......

She couldn't control herself from thinking about him, even if it was just her wishful thinking in the end, she didn't want to admit defeat, but in the end she still lost badly......

For a while, neither of them spoke again, if it weren't for Huang Yan's invitation phone call to break the silence, maybe they would have been so speechless this night.

After hanging up the phone, the two went back to duty together.

……

In the movie, it is said that when people die, people will be reduced to 21 grams, this is the weight of the soul, is life really only so light?

At least in the eyes of the medical staff in the emergency room, absolutely not, every life is extremely precious to the medical staff, even if there is a past entanglement with it, entering the emergency room, for them, there is only one thing, rescue!

Early in the morning, a girl who committed suicide by poisoning was brought in from the emergency room. She was accompanied by a sanitation worker who got up early to work, and Xin Yue, who was on shift, was shocked when she saw the patient lying on the flatbed.

How could it be her?

Sun Xue was already unconscious when she was sent in, according to the sanitation worker, she was cleaning up the bottles and cans in the garbage can, Sun Xue walked past her, suddenly picked up one of the bottles, looked up and drank it, so frightened that she hurriedly grabbed it, and found that it was a bottle of very toxic pesticides, and the bottle was empty.

"I... I'm afraid that something will happen to her, so I quickly fight... up 120. Who knows 120... Before she came, she fainted... poured. ”

The sanitation workers were frightened, spoke intermittently, and it took a long time to explain the situation clearly.

After speaking, she handed the bottle to the medical staff with trembling hands, this is a commonly used herbicide in the countryside, the toxicity is not small, this pesticide can not be lifted by ordinary gastric lavage.

The most difficult problem now is not knowing how much Sun Xue has drunk, and the sanitation workers do not know how much was left before the bottle. But no matter how much is left, even just one mouthful can be fatal, because this very toxic pesticide is extremely harmful to the human body because of oral administration, and there is no specific antidote.

Hearing the test results, Xin Yue stared at the beautiful face on the hospital bed in surprise, wondering what would make her choose this path?

"At a young age, what can't you think of?"

Shi Jiao has been in the emergency room for many years, has seen too many similar patients, and has also sent away similar patients who are hopeless in the end, and it is both sad and helpless to see such a young life committed suicide like this.

"Doctor Shi, the patient's family has not been able to contact him!"

Xiao Zhao was in charge of contacting the patient's family, but the phone had not been able to get through, and she was also very anxious.

"I know her, I'm here to contact her boyfriend." Xin Yue said.

Xiao Zhao and Doctor Shi glanced at each other, their eyes were question marks, and Doctor Zhou on the side said with a strange aura, "Someone else's boyfriend, you are so familiar?" ”

Xin Yuequan didn't hear it, but she still explained to Shi Jiao and Xiao Zhao, "Her boyfriend is my brother's assistant." ”

"Then I'm sorry for you!" Xiao Zhao took over the work from Xin Yue's hands and asked her.

Xin Yue came out of the rescue room, found He Yang in WeChat, and made a voice call to him, ringing for a while, He Yang's voice just rang, and a slightly rough voice came from the other end of the phone, "Yangyang, who are you calling, is it that woman, you are not allowed to listen to her ......"

It seemed that two people were fighting for the phone, and the harsh sound shook her eardrums, and she hung up the phone without saying a word.

If you fight again, you won't be able to get through. She had to edit a message and send it to him, and after a while, the other party replied with only three words.

"I'm busy!"

Xin Yue stared at the mobile phone screen for a long time and couldn't react, when this kind of life is at stake, shouldn't she drop everything and come to be by her side? Could it be that in He Yang's heart, Sun Xue's life is not as important as work?

can't contact He Yang, only Yang Xiaorou is left, her finger is on the contact's avatar for a long time and she can't click on it, she has given up, but it doesn't mean that she is so tolerant that she accepts this fact immediately.

When she was hesitating, Xiao Zhao called her in, Sun Xue woke up, she looked very in good spirits, her eyes were sluggish, and she didn't answer a word of the doctor's question.

Xin Yue bent down slightly, tucked the quilt for her, and asked softly, "Sun Xue, if you don't tell us the truth, we can't make an accurate treatment plan for your condition, you are still young, don't do this to yourself." ”

Sun Xue didn't move, she didn't even roll her eyes, she stared at the ceiling blankly, motionless, if it weren't for the data on the instrument on the side showing that she was still alive, it really made people wonder if she was not dead.

Shi Jiao on the side was anxious, with a heartache of hatred, "You child, what is more important than your own life, if you die, what do you let your family and parents do?" ”

Perhaps it was the mention of her parents, Xin Yue saw her eyes blink slightly, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"There wasn't much left in that bottle, and as soon as I picked it up and took a sip, I was robbed of it, and I didn't have much in my mouth."

Xin Yue watched the nephrologist repeatedly confirm with Sun Xue how much dose to drink, because the amount of death is only 5 to 15 ml, but it will cause delayed pulmonary interstitial fibrosis, and even if the blood is purified and the situation improves, there is a possibility of respiratory failure, so he must confirm whether Sun Xue has drunk this lethal amount.

Regarding Sun Xue's situation, not only the medical staff were very worried, but Xin Yue was also very worried, and she didn't even dare to tell her that He Yang didn't care about her, she vaguely felt that Sun Xue's suicide had something to do with He Yang.

"Why don't you leave after work?"

Shi Jiao had already changed her clothes, and before leaving, she went back to the rescue room to hand in a report, and after seeing Xin Yue help Sun Xue run forward, she also helped her pay the medical expenses and treatment fees. Come and ask her.

Xin Yue glanced at Sun Xue's vital signs data and replied, "Her family hasn't arrived yet, I want to stay here and take care of her first." ”

Although she has not gotten along happily with Sun Xue since she met, she is not accompanied by her family at this time, and many things are inconvenient for her current situation.

"Didn't you say contact her boyfriend? What about people? ”

"Maybe it's too busy, you know people like them in the lab, the mobile phone is just an ornament, and I often can't find my brother. It's all waiting for him to call me. ”

It's all true, but it's just that this is not the other. There was so much involved in this that she couldn't say too clearly.

Shi Jiao looked at her strangely, wanted to say something, opened her mouth, and finally closed it again, seemed to think for a while, pulled her aside, and asked, "Does her boyfriend refuse to care about her?" Did the relationship between the two break down, so this woman wanted to commit suicide by taking poison? ”