Chapter 61: An unbearable past
"The eldest lady is polite, Shilan was just chased and killed, but fortunately, the girl came to the rescue, so she saved her life."
In a simple sentence, he explained the ins and outs of the matter clearly, and showed that he had to come here as a last resort, and he did not forget the girl's kindness.
Presumably this is the art of language, Dai Duyu thought, well, yes, this man is quite shrewd.
In this way, she was not afraid that he would entangle herself, and threw him into the ravine every minute.
"Come in with me, girl." Aunt Xu said.
"Okay, thank you, auntie." Generations of twilight rain road.
The coachman carried the man on his back and followed him in, he didn't do free hard work, and after putting the man down, he glanced at Dai Duyu.
Dai Duyu understood and led him out, this is for two silver, but he doesn't have it......
"I don't have any money." Dai Duyu spread his hands.
"Haha, the girl really underestimated me, how can I accept the girl's silver taels."
Dai Duyu was shocked, he didn't want money, what did he want?
"Don't worry, girl, just look at the girl's kind face, and she looks like an old friend, alas!"
When Dai Duyu heard it, he was afraid that there was a story, and he wanted to know it very much.
"Can you tell me about it?"
The coachman hesitated, but when he saw this face, he decided to open his mouth.
"She is the gentlest woman I have ever seen in the world, and she laughs like a girl, with a shallow pear nest."
Dai Duyu saw the vicissitudes of life on his face full of scum, but this moment was very childish, what a beautiful woman this is, it can make a person who has stepped through the red dust recall.
"Girl, it's good to burn it, and cherish it."
"What does that mean?"
"You and I were originally passers-by, but fate involved an encounter, and the words have come to this, and I should go back."
Dai Duyu looked at him blankly, standing for some reason.
When she came to her senses, the carriage had already driven away, leaving a trail of dust and dust behind, and it was once again on the ground, perhaps as it should have been, like their brief encounter.
That's it, let everything go with fate, and if you can't ask, let it go with the wind......
Aunt Xu seemed to be very resistant to Fang Shilan, and walked into the room and sat by herself, this child is too much like someone, the man who abandoned his bad wife for his own selfishness!
She thought that her heart would not ripple again, but when she saw that cool face, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Yao'er, leave the child behind, and I will let the brother-in-law of the Ji family rise to the top."
"I don't, Fang Cheng murdered, are you still human, you can't bear to break up our mother and son!" She yelled.
But none of the maidservants on the side helped her, so she screamed with all her might.
Those people are all white-eyed wolves, but the child is surprisingly quiet at the moment, not noisy or noisy, perhaps, he doesn't want to embarrass his mother.
"Yao'er, don't make trouble, the holy decree has been issued, and I have no other way."
"Then you want to watch the child lose his mother at such a young age?"
"Yao'er, I know, but Songyu will take care of him, don't worry."
"Heh, I shouted so intimately before I even crossed the door, I really underestimated you!"
"Yao'er, I, alas, am not what you think."
"Don't say it, you're a negative man, black-hearted!"
The man was a little annoyed by this scolding, he was the head of the family, and in front of so many people, she didn't give herself face like this.
"I repeat, you go, go as far as possible, I will raise the child."
She cried like a broken doll, but no one paid attention to her, and the man who had sworn an alliance with her still failed himself.
"Okay, I can go, but if you want him to be the eldest son, no one can shake his position."
"Yao'er, I will, I will give him brocade clothes and food for this child."
She didn't speak again, and dragged her dejected body out of the mansion, and even the subordinates who had taken care of her in the past did not dare to come forward to say goodbye.
She knew that she couldn't do useless struggles, which would harm the child, and it was better to let him grow up freely here.
On the second day, the news of Mrs. Fangfu's violent illness and death spread, and everyone was feeling sorry.
Not long after, Fang Chengmou married Qin Songyu, the daughter of the powerful prime minister, which can be described as a talented woman and a marriage given by the emperor, which can be called a good marriage.
On the day they got married, they set up a three-day banquet, and the bride was even more generous and considerate.
I saw the newcomer laughing, and I heard the old man crying. This is probably the pain in Aunt Xu's heart.
Now seeing this child, she feels more guilty and uneasy, her face has changed, and she has recognized a younger brother as an official in the town, presumably no one knows her past.
She wanted to hug him so much, and said to him over and over again the love words that had been buried deep in her heart over and over again, but she couldn't! She had to be indifferent to him, and she couldn't even have the slightest warmth.
The separated mother and son finally reunited, but they had to get along in this cruel way, how not to make people cry?
In the past ten years, she has given her love to this child named Xu Mo, she treats him as her own, and she is afraid that he will bump into it in the palm of her hand, just to make up for her love for her own child.
"Why, why did you do this to me?" She tugged at her clothes tightly, with tears in her eyes, and looked out the door fiercely.
It must be her own child, she can feel the subtlety of the flesh and blood, even if it is just a glance, she can't forget it!
"Child, I heard that your name is Shilan, do you know that it is a word that your father and I set together."
Feeling the pain in her heart, she shuddered and closed the door, for fear of being seen like this.
Child, may your mother share something for you, and you will miss me, and perhaps hate me. After all, I have too few days to spend with you.
You will also call that woman a mother, do you really regard her as a mother, I thought selfishly, you will reject her in your heart.
As the eldest son, can you have warm porridge at home? When you are sick, can someone cool you down with a cold water towel?
"That's it, I think so much, I don't hate me if I know the truth, I'm so incompetent, maybe I'll drag you down." Aunt Xu muttered to herself while crying.
Fang Shilan outside was enduring the pain, he didn't understand why the eldest lady didn't even give him a cup of tea, maybe he thought of himself as the kind of shameless person who coveted women.
Dai Duyu walked in this familiar courtyard, this is the place where he wakes up, and those days are the hardest for him to forget.
drying herbs with Xu Mo, and washing vegetables in the creek behind with Aunt Xu, the simple and warm scenes are replayed in my mind one by one.
In fact, it is good to find a man like Xu Mo who will be plain and plain all his life.
However, his identity is destined not to have this kind of life so easily, and his parents may also be in this world, and he has to find them, and then live a simple life together.
"Mom and Dad, are you thinking about me? I miss you so much. Dai Duyu whispered.
She walked into the house and saw Fang Shilan sitting alone, looked around again, and found that there was no trace of Aunt Xu.
"Shilan, where is Aunt Xu?"
"She's going into the inner room." Fang Shilan said with some loss.
"Yo, you've been left out in the cold?" Twilight looked at him playfully.
Fang Shilan couldn't help but be touched by her eyes, his head lowered, and the crimson on his face betrayed him.
Dai Duyu scraped his face with his fingers, Fang Shilan couldn't hold it anymore, he was excited, and pulled Dai Duyu into his arms.
This picture was so beautiful that Xu Mo who just came back saw it, he put down the basket on his back and turned around and walked out.
I don't know why, his heart hurt at that moment, and he forgot the etiquette in the pain, he just wanted to escape from here.
When Dai Duyu saw him, he hurriedly got up and chased him out, maybe it was because the movement was too big, Fang Shilan's originally bandaged wound suddenly bled at this time.
He covered the wound, so he had to go and get the herbs himself, his body hurt, and his heart hurt!
"Xu Mo, you stop!" Twilight shouted.
But Xu Mo didn't mean to stop at all, he walked in stride, as for where to go, he didn't know, he only knew that his heart was very chaotic now.
Dai Duyu was in a hurry, what was going on, that Fang Shilan was really, why did he suddenly hug himself?
It's really self-inflicted, you can't live, you have to know that you won't save him, it's really better to have more than one thing to do.
That being said, but when he saw him dying, Dai Duyu still couldn't stand by and watch, which is the professional ethics of a doctor.
"Xu Mo, don't go!"
Dai Duyu shouted hurriedly, how did you know that there was suddenly a small stone halfway through, this touch, it was tragic, and it fell directly......
Her mouth was full of dirt, and her hands were also bruised, Xu Mo heard the sound of her falling, stopped and ran back immediately.
He helped Twilight to her feet, carefully brushing the dirt off her hair, and as for her face, he pulled out his sleeve and gently rubbed the powder.
Dai Duyu was a little embarrassed by his gentle movements, Xu was too engrossed, Xu Mo didn't notice that his face was very close to Dai Duyu, almost about to be pasted.
It was as if she could kiss him as soon as she leaned forward slightly, what would happen if she wanted to kiss him herself?
The thought was terrible, she could clearly hear her heart beating hard now, it was too nervous, the atmosphere was ......
But no, a person with a very good imagination like Dai Duyu did what she said, so she closed her eyes.
What was waiting for her was not a kiss, but Xu Mo's voice.
"Girl, is this?"
Dai Duyu opened her eyes in embarrassment, some sand and soil had entered, and she was now teary-eyed when she looked at people.
"It doesn't hurt, it'll be fine later." Xu Mo said softly.