221. What are you crying about

Suddenly, his chin tightened, he pinched his face, and after meeting his gaze, he heard him say, "Are you still talking to me and wandering?" Also, who said I hated you? My mother died because of me, but when she learned about it, she felt sad and resentful, and she was even more resentful of her unfilial piety. ”

I slapped his hand away, and with a mockery in my eyes, I asked, "No hatred?" Then you set up a plot to take away Bashan Yeyu and snatch the custody of rice grains with me, what are you for? ”

The palm that I slapped away propped up on the wall next to my ear, "I'm just asking for what I deserve." From the day I knew that rice grains existed, I wanted to let you go, and during the time I spent with you, I found that I only had the capital to talk to you when I cut off your arms and left you with nothing to rely on. ”

"So you mean from the beginning your goal was rice grains?"

He locked my eyes and said word by word: "My target is your mother and son." ”

At this time, I couldn't help but be surprised, he said that the target is our mother and son? Does that mean I was in the plan from the beginning?

His breath was a little closer, his breath was close to my face, "I want to know why I would risk my life to save you, and I want to know how much you hate me, even if I do my best for you, I still can't save your heart." ”

I didn't speak out immediately, trying to find out his thoughts from his dark eyes, but I heard him say again: "There is no need to dwell on the former anymore, it is nothing more than that you were pregnant when the car accident happened, and I loved you like life; The latter is what I want to ask you, how much do you hate me and make you abandon me. ”

"I hate you?" Hearing him question in such a way as black and white really made my heart jump, and I reached out and pushed him hard, and he obviously didn't expect me to suddenly attack, and I pushed him back and staggered two steps, looking stunned.

I said to him with a sinking face: "Zhou Yu, please touch your conscience and speak." When I was talking to Tang Jin in the hotel that day, you eavesdropped on all our conversations in the booth next to you, but if I hate you, I will go to the United States and Britain to find you? ”

His eyes shrank, and he said, "That's why I changed my mind later." ”

My eyes narrowed, "You mean that you decided to marry me after that?" So what are your plans before then? Fight a lawsuit with me for the custody of rice grains, and you will not rest until you die? ”

Zhou Yu's body shook, "Jia Ru, what are you talking about too seriously, why do you want to die?" Even if I want to take back the custody of Mi Li, it won't be so heavy, it's just that my commentary on you is biased, and I won't veto it if you have to say that it's hate, in fact, I think I should have a grudge against you. ”

Since it was said that this was the case, he simply spread out and asked, "Do you remember the past?" ”

For a moment I felt as if something was flashing in his eyes, but I heard him respond: "The car accident made me unconscious for a long time, and when I woke up, I was told that the Queen Mother was gone, and I only have a fragment of the car accident in my mind, and I knew your existence as soon as I asked." But you didn't care whether I lived or died, and you didn't even look at me. I asked the second child why this is, and the second child said that you are married. ”

"......" was directly stunned, Zhou Liang actually told him that I was married?

"The first thing I did after I returned to China was to investigate you, and found out that you had a son by your side, first I really thought that you were married as the second child said, but then I checked your marital status but you were single, but you had two marriages a few years ago, and the name of the other party in the second marriage was me. I went back to fight with my second child, but he told me not to come to you, saying that you had already given your heart to another person, and your son was also born with that person, but he was not married. ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but be silent, Zhou Liang's intention was to prevent him from coming to me? But what Zhou Liang said seemed to have a deep meaning, he actually meant Zhou Gongjin, because he knew that the current Zhou Yu didn't fully remember the past, and he was not the person I wanted. I am grateful for Zhou Liang, maybe he did cut off the line between me and Zhou Yu when I was in the UK, but in the end Zhou Yu returned to China, and there must be Zhou Liang's help.

Or maybe under that circumstances, seeing that Zhou Yu already had a memory of me, he deliberately said out of thin air.

"So you didn't know Mi Li was your son before?" I asked Zhou Yu.

Annoyance flashed in his eyes, "It's the second child who is deliberately misleading me." ”

"And when did you start to get suspicious?" I heard him say that he had done a DNA test with rice grains, what caused his suspicions, so he made this decision?

Zhou Yu's eyes sank when he heard this, "Of course, it's the time when Mi Li painted, if you give birth to Mi Li with someone else, why will that person not see, why does Mi Li have no impression of his father?" Also, Mi Li's name is Zhou Miyun, you treat me as a fool, calculate the time and then contact the present, how can there be such a coincidence that it happens to have the same surname as me, and I have doubts in my heart. Do you know how I feel when I get the certificate? ”

I didn't want to take his words, I just looked at him silently.

Zhou Yu stepped forward and grabbed my hand, clasped it firmly, and said, "The time I had in contact with you and Mi Li flashed in front of me one by one, and I couldn't find you have a trace of wanting me to recognize Mi Li. You refused to be high and proud, and you left no room for it, and I wondered how you would react if you took the grain of rice away from you. ”

"Want to get revenge on me? And then changed your decision because you heard about that past? ”

He lowered his eyes, "The second brother never said that you came to me, let alone that you moved from the United States to the United Kingdom. ”

I frowned, not thinking about the past because of what he said, but thinking about what happened when he woke up. Straight question: "You said you woke up with the remnants of the car accident in your head?" And being told about your mother's death? ”

"I know what you want to ask, and after listening to your retelling, I also find that it is not in my head, and I have no memory of the fact that you have ever been to England to meet. When I went back that day, I looked for my second child, and I learned from him that my awakening was a year after you came, and my memory of the middle period was blank. ”

A dull ache somewhere in my heart meant that his pain had lasted for more than a year? When I came back from England, I tried to forget the past as much as I could, never thinking about what he would do in the future, and how he would live his life, until I realized that he might have been in the midst of water and fire when I was alone.

Zhou Liang said that he was a genetic disease of the Zhou family, not amnesia, how did he reorganize the confused memory module? Even if there are still deviations, he has basically recovered to become Zhou Yu.

It sounds like a mouthful, and I would define the man I saw in England as someone who only had his skin. A person who even remembers the dearest and most loved people, and waits for the rising and sunset every day, isn't it just like Zhou Liang said to wait for death?

A bitterness welled up in his mouth, in fact, he can "wake up", shouldn't I snicker? I've been obsessed with waiting for Zhou Gongjin to come back, but I've never thought about why the person behind it is Zhou Yu and not Zhou Gongjin, it's just amnesia?

People are really contradictory, I left because I couldn't watch him roll on the ground and was in pain, I waited because I still had expectations in my heart, and when he really appeared, I was obsessed with Zhou Gongjin, who loved me deeply. The fact is that Zhou Yu can come back is God's gift to me.

Suddenly he reached out to me and asked, "What are you crying for?" ”

Seeing the tears on his fingertips, he realized that he had unconsciously shed tears, and immediately raised his hand to wipe them away, and said in a panic: "It's nothing." Zhou Yu approached again, I took a half-step back and leaned against the wall, he leaned down and kissed my face lightly and then kissed my lips again, this time he was patient, and after his lips were covered gently, tentatively approaching.

I closed my eyes and admitted that my heart was not as calm as it had been at the moment, especially when his dark eyes were so close but firmly locked on to me. I saw a small reflection of myself inside.

But the moment I closed my eyes, I felt his strength increase suddenly, and the tip of his tongue tried to pry my lips and teeth open......

His waist was also controlled by him, and the tighter it became, and I was almost completely confined by him. As his breathing became short, the full breath lingered around me, and he should have broken through his heart at this time, but suddenly a light flashed in his mind.

I still pushed him away, and both of them gasped for breath from the intimacy just now, and there was more accusation in his eyes as he glared at me: "You obviously have feelings for me, why do you want to reject me again and again?" ”

At this time, my mind was confused, and I didn't even think about what it was when I looked at him, but I heard him say again: "Are you afraid of me?" ”

With a trembling feeling of frustration, I turned and ran into the bedroom and locked the door.

There was a picture flashing in my mind just now, it was the scene where Zhou Yu sneered and announced to me that day that Bashan Yeyu had been taken away by him, and he wanted to snatch custody of rice grains with me. It's not so much that I'm afraid of him, but that I'm on guard.

I can thank God for bringing him back to me in wholeness, and I can accept that he still doesn't remember everything about me, but I can't bear to take revenge on me with affection after a showdown with me.

Marriage has tied me to him again, but I can't give up my feelings at the moment.

In this world, only Zhou Gongjin can make me trust, and when he is not Zhou Gongjin, I can't do it.

For there is indeed a separation between me and him from his mother's life.