Chapter 483: The Power of Grief, Silent Dialogue Between Father and Daughter (3)
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"Dad, go back to dinner first! Nantong, you call your mother, see if you have cooked well, and let your mother come and pick up your father home. ”
When Father Yun finished drinking the water in the cup, Yun Feng had already returned to normal, looked at his father and said, and at the same time instructed Sha Nantong, who was standing with his head bowed.
"Just buy something to eat around here, eat some together. You probably finished taking this potion in an hour, and you should be able to go home. ”
Yun Dad said.
"Dad, you can't eat casually, you forgot, you are in an extraordinary period now, I mean your waist and stomach are not good now, how can you get it if you eat it badly!"
Yun Feng hurriedly raised his voice.
"Dad, Yun'er is right, or I'll send you back directly, don't bother Mom."
Shannan should also be with Yun Fengdao.
"Then I'll go back by myself, and you can stay with her here. You buy some light food for yourself first, and then eat it when you go back, or I'll go back and ask her mother to bring you food." ”
Father Yun thought about it and felt that his daughter and son-in-law had a point, and it was better not to eat indiscriminately.
"Dad, on this hot day, I'm suffering from heat stroke, what if you have another heat stroke or something that no one knows? Let Nantong send you back. ”
Yun Feng insisted.
"What to send, there are a lot of motorcycles outside, I will take a motorcycle and arrive in a few minutes."
Father Yun still doesn't want to trouble Shanantong, and he also wants him to stay with his daughter, who is still on a drip.
"Oh, you just listen to us, it's so hot, Nantong will take a tricycle back with you, he can eat with you and your mother when he gets home, and come back after eating, I still have to take more than an hour." Otherwise, it wouldn't be good for him to eat out. ”
Yun Feng patiently persuaded his father.
"Okay, then let Nantong bring you some to eat after eating. If you have anything here, call it a nurse. Nantong, you will talk to the doctors and nurses in a while, let them look at it, right? ”
Father Yun was finally persuaded by his daughter, but he was still a little uneasy.
"Good. I'm going to say, you wait for me. ”
Shannan actually thought the same thing, turned around and walked out of the ward door to find the doctor and nurse. Father Yun helped his daughter look at the connection of the needle again, and then advised:
"Nurses and doctors are called if there is anything."
"Well, I know, you're relieved. After a while, you will call me to confirm when you get home, and then if you don't worry, you will go out and start calling me, until Nantong returns to the hospital and then hangs up, I promise to answer, is this okay? ”
Yun Feng looked at his father's natural serious face and smiled mischievously.
"Oops, isn't that a waste of phone bills?"
The father, who had been accustomed to saving all his life, did not hesitate to reject his daughter's proposal.
"What then? You don't want to waste, so you can only rest assured. ”
Yun Feng said with a smile.
"Okay, let's get home and let Nantong call you."
A smile tugged at the corner of his father's mouth and said.
Shannan ran back after a while, and told Dad Yun and Yun Feng that they had already told the nurses and doctors that they had come over to see more, and the doctors and nurses agreed separately. Father Yun followed Shannan back home.
Seeing his father like an old child, his thin body and bones were like a withered leaf, floating behind the solemn Sha Nantong, and out of the door of the ward, Yun Feng burst into tears in an instant.
She originally wanted her mother to take a tricycle to pick up her father and go home, and then she could ask Shanan Nan alone why he knew about his father's illness without telling her, yes, at this moment, she could be 100% sure that he knew about his father's illness much earlier than herself, or that he would have said that he would resign and let her go home to accompany her parents to plan the marriage.
But looking at her stubborn father, she knew, even if she asked Shannan clearly, what would it do? Her father must have prevented him from telling her.
Father is really the most ruthless person in the world.
When her biological mother died, she had just turned one year old, and since then she has never been like a biological mother in the world, no one at home has talked about it, and she has not left a photo, she has so far, except for the figure of the woman who vaguely appeared in her dreams, she still does not know what kind of voice and smile she brought her to this world. If it weren't for the fact that she gradually grew up and became well-versed, I'm afraid she wouldn't know how she came to this world, right?
Now, my father himself has a terminal illness and will die soon, so he is hiding from his children like this, gritting his teeth to death, and is he ready to say goodbye without saying goodbye?
She subconsciously clutched the quilt tightly with her empty hand without a needle, clenched the roots of her teeth, suppressed the cry that was about to burst out of her throat, and her heart was torn in pain. Is this pain given by fate? Those who have not experienced it cannot experience it.
Oh, Li Yunhe, why did you forget Li Yunhe? Didn't he do an internship at an oncology hospital? How did you forget him. Like grabbing a life-saving straw, she used her willpower to resist the soreness and weakness brought about by the despair of her father's illness, grabbed her mobile phone from the bedside, and dialed Li Yunhe.
At this time, Li Yunhe was lying in the office and was about to squint and rest for a while, when he received a call from Yun Feng and heard her talk about his father's condition, he was not too surprised - he knew it since he saw the black mole on Yun's father's leg last weekend. She, in fact, was the last of these people to know.
Therefore, he tried to comfort her with pleading emotions in a calm tone. He knew that she wanted him to tell her with certainty that there was hope for her father's illness, and he couldn't bear to cut off her last bit of hope, but as a doctor, he could only tell the truth, no matter how cruel the truth was.
"Sister, it's not impossible to do surgery, but uncle's condition has spread, and if he doesn't have surgery, it may be better for him in the next days......"
"There's really a little hope...... Are there none? ”
There was still pleading hope in her pleading tone. But the fact has come true, and hope cannot come from pleading or pleading. Li Yunhe was silent on the other end of the phone, and replied helplessly and sadly:
"Well, sister, let's follow the doctor's advice. Basically, it's the same everywhere. ”
"Yunhe, Yunhe, ah......"
Hearing Li Yunhe's words, Yun Feng, who endured it again and again, finally held his mobile phone uncontrollably and cried bitterly.
During this period of time, in addition to the two days when she returned to Guangzhou for the development conference, she put down a little bit of her father's health because she was going to prepare for a conference speech, and a few days before returning to Guangzhou, she watched her father's back hurt so much that she couldn't sleep, and she also woke up in the middle of the night to toss and turn, after returning from Guangzhou, she became more and more suspicious of her father's health, and always had a very bad intuition, and the torment brought by this doubt was no less than the heart boiling water, and then finally fell ill in the torment, that is, her intuition began to tell her more and more clearly that her father's body may have run out of oil. But she still had luck and held on to herself.
Until today, trying on the wedding dress, she was not at ease, followed to the hospital, a heart did not hold on, then fell at her father's feet, and finally learned the true condition of her father, however, for her father's concern about her, she still had to hold on, and even, in the face of her father's heartache, she still had to balance the life and death in her heart to relieve the despair of learning her father's truth.
Now, she used the last bit of luck to find Li Yunhe and begged Li Yunhe to tell her that there was still hope, but Li Yunhe still had to snuff out her spark, which was originally the last bit of hope stored in the fluke-why did she persist any longer?
Li Yunhe held his mobile phone and listened to her crying silently, there was only so much he could do at the moment. Whether the heart is like a knife, desperate and helpless, this pass, as a child, always has to pass, he hopes to better comfort her, but his heart is more painful emotions involved in her crying, but he is afraid that as soon as he opens his mouth, not only can he not persuade her, but even he will fall into the pain of losing his relatives.
It took a long time for her crying to turn into a sob. He said in a hoarse voice, hardened his heart:
"Sister, after crying, you can't cry anymore, now is not the time to cry, it's better to accompany your uncle. He can't be too tired now, and he can't be in a bad mood, let him maintain a calm and open mind, take care of him, rest well, and eat well. ”
"Hmm...... Yunhe, thank you...... Can you just stop hanging up the phone? That's it, it's okay not to say anything, I'm really scared, I'm too scared, stay with me for a while, okay? ”
Yun Feng knew that Li Yunhe was telling the truth, and she could even know that Li Yunhe didn't dare to say too hopeful, worried that she had too much hope and would be even more painful in the future. She just begged him to accompany her for a while, so that she could let the current pain and sadness vent for a while with someone to support her, and then adjust her mentality.
Yes, she really has no other way, the only person who can let her vent her pain now is Li Yunhe, even if it is to Shanantong, she can't show such emotions at this time. He had already endured too much for her, and she didn't want to be more stressed by showing him her vulnerability.
Fate, does it really want to give her such a tempering? She had long since lost her rational patience to think as usual, but she fell into the torment of no one again in hopelessness, so it would be better to smile as usual than to endure her father's heart and cut her heart like a knife.
There is not much time left for her and her father, and at this moment, she really doesn't know if she can get through this hurdle. I want to talk about "Orphans in the Countryside" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~