Chapter 37: Refusal
Che Xiaonan stretched out his arm and used his chopsticks to grip the chopsticks that Cong Hao was about to bring to his mouth, and his pupils shrank, "Don't you hate eating carrots the most?" ”
Cong Hao looked at the carrots in his chopsticks, looking a little embarrassed.
Che Xiaonan withdrew her hand, tilted her head and looked at Cong Hao thoughtfully, she and he have been together since high school, it has been three years, during this period, there is no shortage of warblers and swallows around him, but she never asked, and never cared, because she has confidence in him, and more confidence in herself.
But since the last time she saw the girl named Ye An'an diagonally opposite, she had a sense of crisis for no reason, and this girl seemed to have an innate quality that attracted the attention of others. After that day, whenever she mentioned Ye An'an's name on the side, she could clearly feel the change in Cong Hao's eyes and attitude, and she had to admit that her self-confidence began to waver a little.
Listening to Qi Xingyu's words, Ye Anan raised his head and looked at him, he is very similar to the male protagonist in the current youth idol drama, with clear eyebrows and clear eyes, and the smell of sunshine all over his body, in comparison, Cong Hao is more like the second male lead in the popular Korean idol drama in the future, with affectionate and warm eyes.
Thinking of Cong Hao, Ye Anan involuntarily turned his head, but he was looking at Xiaonan who was in the car full of inquiry and guard.
Ye Anan turned her head, she knew that Cong Hao must not have explained to Che Xiaonan, she knew him too well.
Looking at Qi Xingyu's expectant gaze, Ye Anan sighed softly in his heart, "Classmate Qi, don't you think that your success rate will be very low if you confess so abruptly?" Even this time, we've only met twice, do you know me? You don't know if I have a boyfriend, I don't know if I have someone I like, if you're not lucky, maybe I like girls... ”
"Haha~" Qi Xingyu was amused by Ye An'an's words, put down his chopsticks and crossed his arms on the table and said seriously: "Then it's not too late for me to start understanding, do you have a boyfriend?" ”
"Yes." Ye Anan blinked.
Qi Xingyu obviously didn't expect Ye An'an to answer so simply, and couldn't help but raise his eyebrows, "Really?" Not an excuse to reject me? ”
"Of course not."
"Then I take the liberty of asking, is he also a student at our school?" Qi Xingyu thought that Ye Anan had just entered the school, so he wouldn't have a boyfriend so quickly, so the boyfriend in her mouth was very likely to have been made in high school, and if the other party didn't go to college in Haicheng, he would still have a chance.
"No, he's far away from me now, but no matter how far we are, we're still together, there's nothing to separate us, and it's impossible for me to leave him behind to accept another person, so to quote one of the most common rejections: Please don't waste your time on me."
Looking at Qi Xingyu, who was bowing his head thoughtfully, Ye Anan picked up the chopsticks and dialed the food in the bowl, and joked with a smile, "Then, can I continue to eat?" ”
"Huh?" Qi Xingyu raised his head, and then laughed, "Hehe, yes, of course I can." ”
The next atmosphere became a little weird, no one on Ye An'an's side and Cong Hao's side spoke anymore, and the five of them all bowed their heads to eat with their hearts full.
After eating, coming out of Chuanxiang Garden, Qi Xingyu suddenly stopped Ye An'an, who was walking in front.
"Ye An'an," Qi Xingyu walked two steps quickly to Ye An'an's side, baring his teeth and smiling lightly, "I kept thinking when I was eating just now, maybe I was too eager for quick success, and I said something like that to you without knowing anything about you, it was my bad to make things like this, I hope you don't mind." ”
"It's fine." Ye Anan just pulled the corners of his mouth and was about to laugh, but he choked back at what Qi Xingyu said next.
"But I'm not going to give up." Qi Xingyu didn't have the nervousness when he faced Ye Anan at the beginning, just like a candidate who took the BEC exam, he was nervous before the exam, and when the test paper was sent down, he was calm after seeing the questions, regardless of the difficulty of the question, as long as he didn't want to quit halfway, the only choice was to rush up.
"I didn't believe in love at first sight all along, but after meeting you, I believed it, and every time my phone rang during this time, I thought it was you, but I was disappointed every time. I guess this is called love, a kind of sweet pain, a happy melancholy. Some people say that love is to find the right person, half of the apple to find the other half, is hard to find, then I think, if I am lucky enough to meet but just give up, and when time passes and I am dying, I will definitely regret it. ”
Qi Xingyu looked at Ye An'an, his eyes were like the quiet sea in the night, deep and firm, "So, I don't want to give up like this, I don't force you to accept me, and try not to disturb your life, but please give me a chance to work hard, if in the end you still choose not me, I can also comfort myself, I did my best." ”
Ye Anan shook his head, "I don't plan to give you such a chance, because no matter how hard you try, I can't accept you, since I already know the outcome of the matter, no matter how hard I try to change the process, it can't be called persistence, it can only be said to be stupid." ”
"Ye An'an, none of us are prophets, many things in the world are uncertain, and what is the final one, none of us can make up our minds at this moment." Qi Xingyu became a little anxious, trying to grasp the last glimmer of hope.
Ye Anan shook his head again, "I may not be able to draw conclusions about other things too early, but I already know what is in the end of this matter." ”
"Ye An'an ......"
"I thought, so be it, everything that needs to be said has been said." Ye An'an interrupted him, "Thank you for dinner, I'm going back, goodbye." After speaking, he turned around and walked up the steps quickly, and entered the gate of the dormitory area, leaving Qi Xingyu alone and standing in place.
When she was about to reach the corner of the dormitory building, Ye Anan heard someone calling her behind her, and when she turned around, it was Su Yang.
Ye Anan turned around and smiled, "Senior, something?" ”
Su Yang looked at Ye An'an's polite and detached expression, and his chest was a little stuffy, "Ye An'an, have you already pulled me into your blacklist, and from now on you have been in a group that you have never interacted with?" ”
The corners of Ye An'an's mouth kept the same arc, and he blinked innocently, "I don't have such a list in my heart, but, you and I are not two individuals who have no intersection." "If she wants to leave Cong Hao's life, it is naturally impossible for her to be friends with the people around him.
Su Yang stood in the shade of the tree, his eyes were as gloomy as the thick fallen leaves under his feet, he put one hand in his pocket, looked at Ye An'an silently for a while, and then opened his mouth, "Ye An'an, do you plan to live like this for the rest of your life?" ”
"What's wrong with me?" Ye Anan raised his eyebrows.
"Although the person you love is gone, but how old are you now, your life has barely begun, you still have to continue to live, don't you? You still have to go to school, work, fall in love, get married, ......"
"Haha~~" Without waiting for Su Yang's words to finish, Ye Anan burst out laughing, bent over with laughter, and tears of laughter flowed out.
"What are you laughing at?" Su Yang looked at Ye An'an's exaggerated laughter inexplicably.
"I laugh at you, Su Yang, don't you know that you are very unsuitable to talk about these big truths? Really, don't say it again in the future, oops, I'm laughing to death~" Ye Anan rubbed his stomach that hurt with laughter.
"You think it's funny, don't you?" Ye An'an's words seemed to slap Su Yang hard, and his eyes instantly became hard and sharp, "Yes, it's not suitable for me to say such things, because I have never said it, but why do I have to tell you, it's because I don't want to watch you live like a corpse, many people die every day in this world, how many people have to face life and death, do their families and lovers have to continue to live as negative as you?" Since you are living in this world, please take some responsibility for your own life. ”
"Hehe~" Ye An'an smiled, her smile was very bright, she took a step forward, stretched out her two hands to hold Su Yang's cheeks, twisted her wrist lightly to the side, and said softly: "One day, my neck was like this, it was broken by a giant with infinite strength, but his strength was so great that my head was turned 360 degrees and returned to its original position." Saying that, she let go of her hand, stepped back again, raised her hand and picked her chin, "Look, I don't look like a normal person now, but in fact, you know, I'm completely finished~~"
Ye Anan put away the smile on his face, his eyes radiated a mocking light nakedly, "Su Yang, you are not Spider-Man, nor a savior, nor Santa Claus, you can't help me fulfill my thousand and one wishes, because all my wishes, when I blow out candles on my birthday, when I count down to the New Year, when I eat apples on Christmas Eve, and the few times I see a meteor, I have only one wish, which is to be with the person I love forever." Please, can you help me? Can you? Obviously, you can't. So, put away your noble and lackluster sympathies and mercy, which will only make everything heavier and more desperate, and plunge my life into a deeper and colder trough. ”
After Ye Anan said these words in one breath, he quickly turned around and closed his eyes in pain.
I'm sorry, Su Yang. If you're going to help me, please get out of my life.
Su Yang looked at Ye An'an's expression reflected in the reflective glass of the back window of the boiling water room opposite, lowered his head and smiled to himself, and said vaguely: "Then what should I do, I seem to be in love with you." ”