When Gong Zhi rushed to the hospital, she said goodbye to Director Liu in the ward, and then signed a waiver of treatment and body donation!

"My aunt has treated and saved people all her life, and she hopes to do her best to save a few more people after she dies."

However, she is in her early twenties, and her performance is unusually calm and tranquil, but her innate elegant temperament reveals a vicissitudes and sadness that should not belong to her age.

did not blame Director Liu's death on Xin Yue, but comforted Xin Yue with kind words, "You don't have to blame yourself, my aunt said that the happiest thing in her life is to accept you as a proud protégé, so you have to be good so that she can rest in peace." ”

After that, Xin Yue accompanied her to handle Director Liu's posthumous affairs, during which Fu Chaoyang appeared from time to time, and repeatedly acted as their driver under the pretext of stopping by.

Although Xin Yue didn't understand what he was doing, she couldn't refuse too obviously in front of Gong Zhi. It's just that in the dead of night, she is always alone and sad.

Almost a week has passed, the gossip in the hospital has basically stopped, and the hot searches on the Internet have disappeared, but this hurdle has always been a little difficult to cross in her heart.

Afterwards, Sun Xue and Qi Tai came to her, Sun Xue apologized with tears in her eyes, and Qi Tai almost knelt down to kowtow to her to confess, but at that time the teacher was seriously ill, and she was not in the mood to deal with their heartache, but indifferently expressed that although she was implicated, she did not regret helping them, and hoped that they would cherish each other from now on, not everyone has a chance to redeem.

Because the heart is cold, it will never be warmed back, no one will wait in the same place all the time, and don't make excuses for yourself, there may be no reason to fall in love with someone, leaving a person just because there is more sadness than happiness, happiness is less than pain, more and more scars, and when it gets deeper and deeper, people are really tired, their hearts are cold, and their love is gone.

When everything was taken care of, Gong Zhi wanted to take Director Liu's ashes back to her hometown in the north to settle down, and when they were separated at the airport, Gong Zhi suddenly put down the trolley suitcase, reached out and hugged Xin Yue and said, "Sister Xiaoyue, thank you, I will ask you to complete this Holy Spirit envoy for your aunt in the future, okay?" ”

Xin Yue was silent.

She didn't want to, but now where is she still qualified to complete the mission for the teacher, although this incident does not affect her graduation, but she wants to continue to be a doctor, I am afraid that the large and small hospitals in Nandu are not willing to accept her as a newcomer with scourge attributes.

"Someone once told me that the road of life does not necessarily have to go to the dark, maybe turning a corner and taking a small road first, it is also a different experience. Sister Xiaoyue, don't limit yourself to what you are looking for, you are suitable for a broader world. ”

Gong Zhi left, but her words left a seed in Xin Yue's heart, the teacher also told her before her death that there was no need to hang people on a tree, she was still young, maybe she could really try to take another path.

I have to say that getting used to the company of a person is a particularly terrible thing. Since Fu Hongchen came to this home, he has been by her side, so that now he habitually looks for his figure, but when he looks up, he finds that she is the only one in the house.

Before, when she lived alone, she had never felt so big and empty, but now she felt that she could hear the echo when she took a gentle breath.

Now she cooks alone, eats alone, listens to songs alone, snuggles alone in the swing sofa, and those images with him are always hovering in her mind, they stubbornly refuse to leave, and they play automatically on a loop, until the night is late, and sometimes she falls asleep with tears.

But even in her sleep, it was still him, his laughter, his bitterness, and his pain that woke her up from her sleep, like a dream but not a dream, like a sleep rather than a sleep, and the memory of the night when she drank the fragments was dug up.

That night, she seemed to have done something shocking, she actually knocked Fu Hongchen down, and relied on him to play drunk for a while, but he didn't say a word afterwards.

Was it because he was afraid of her feelings and deliberately didn't mention it?

No, it won't.

The biggest possibility can only be that I don't care, so there is no need to mention it.

The phone rang suddenly, and it was an unfamiliar phone number.

The person on the phone made her black pupils shrink in surprise, the other party didn't know what to say, Xin Yue's lips were pursed tightly, and the other party was also very patient, silently waiting for her to reply.

"Okay, I'll be there on time."

Next.

Xin Yue stepped out of the house and saw a familiar person downstairs - Xiao Zhao of the human wall, a person from Yusongtang, and when she saw her, she was still respectful, "Mrs. Chen!" ”

This wrong title made Xin Yue stunned for a moment, and her heart was slightly astringent, and she reluctantly smiled back and got into his special car.

The car drove all the way to Yusong Hall, this time she was taken to a backyard, here is another world, all kinds of tulips, colorful paved along the winding path, there is a small wooden house at the end of the road, the door is wide open, in the half-open window, Lin Yao is drinking tea, playing chess with his left hand and right hand, it seems to notice that someone is coming, slightly tilted his head, and smiled at her, the spring sun is warm, probably this is the feeling at the moment.

The table was already full of dishes, not delicacies from the mountains and seas, but the most ordinary home-cooked dishes, and one of the saliva-treated chicken legs made her heart ache slightly.

Seeing this, Lin Yao smiled lightly.

Walking over, he gentlemanly pulled out a chair for Xin Yue, and when she sat down, he sat down opposite her, "Miss Xin Yue, you're welcome, today is a gathering of ordinary friends." ”

Lin Yao no longer called her Mrs. Chen, but "Miss Xin Yue", presumably knowing that Fu Hongchen had already showcased with him, and also clarified their previous relationship.

The waiter served the soup for Xin Yue, and after putting it in her hand, Lin Yao motioned for them to withdraw, the door was gently closed, and the air was quiet.

"Last time, Miss Xin Yue was quite frightened, and she didn't have time to apologize, today, I will replace the wine with soup to make amends to you."

Lin Yao's solemnity made Xin Yue very surprised, and she hurriedly picked up the bowl to accept his salute, "Lin Dong, you are serious, in fact, I have nothing to do, you don't have to make amends to me." ”

I can't afford it.

silently added in his heart.

Lin Yao looked at her quietly for a while, the smile on his face remained unchanged, he looked at her with tenderness in his eyes, and said slowly, word by word, "You can afford it." ”

The soup that had just been swallowed almost spurted out, and he hurriedly covered his mouth with a towel, wondering if he could read minds, and he knew everything he wanted.

Lin Yao didn't speak again, but beckoned her to eat, his posture when eating was extremely elegant, and at first glance, he was from a family with a strict family education.

Just like Fu Hongchen.

I thought of him again.

Sure enough, no matter what she did, what she saw, or what she ate, she could think of him, and this person had been completely integrated into her life, into her blood and bones.

My heart was like being kneaded into a ball, sore and painful, but I couldn't show it, so I could only bury my head and eat quietly and silently, except for the saliva chicken leg she didn't touch.

After eating, Xin Yue went to the bathroom, and the tea table in the living room was already serving fruits, refreshments and fragrant flower tea.