Chapter 318: The Role Played

She is her best friend, and she can see her find her own happiness, how can she not be happy for her? I just hope that they can eventually marry a lover and get married as soon as possible, which would be the best.

But if you want to have a cup of wine with her, I don't know when it will take, they seem to be just enjoying the process of falling in love at the moment, and they don't mention getting married. Maybe it's because I feel that the time has not come, and I don't know each other well enough.

Or maybe it's because they enjoy this kind of love process, and everything will change after getting married, so it's better to enjoy the love process before that.

As her best friend, what else can she do besides blessings and envy.

Maybe sometimes I will have such an impulse and want to find someone to fall in love, but for the current self, I don't have this time at all, and I don't have such an impulse, because of the hurt of the previous relationship, I haven't completely come out, and I'm afraid that the next relationship will encounter the same ending.

I worry that I will be emotionally frustrated again and again, and hurt again and again. Every time the person who is injured will only be himself, since he knows it clearly, why talk about feelings, and why let himself be hurt, isn't his current life also very good, enjoying his work life, not to mention that he should spend more time on studying.

He can teach himself unconditionally like this, and he is already very grateful, so he can't be half-hearted, how can he not be careful, he is really sorry for his intentions, so he must work hard.

Don't think about anything else, for now, clean up and get off work early. There are no guests in the evening, so I should go back early, and there is no need to keep guarding.

After all, my current thoughts have changed from my past thoughts, and they are different, and my previous self always wanted to stay for a while, perhaps, and there will be guests coming in later, but now I don't have such thoughts, and I won't leave because one or two guests wait until late.

The body is the capital of the revolution, the body is one's own, only if you know clearly, what to do is the best for yourself, at this time you clearly know this, you should not continue to treat your body.

I am young now, there are still many things to do, I can't just collapse first, there are still many things waiting for me.

"Sister Xiaoou is fine, having such a handsome boyfriend is really enviable." Ye Zi saw Ren Xiaoou's boyfriend for the first time, he had only heard of it before, but now he saw it with his own eyes, and he was quite handsome, and he looked like he was quite rich.

"Little girl, you envy people for having such a handsome boyfriend, you can also find one, find one who is no worse than him." Shu Yixin said jokingly at this moment, after all, seeing the envious eyes of other little girls, it seems that he also has such an impulse in his heart, wanting to be vigorous and in love.

But for myself, it's good to think about it, it's good to have such thoughts in my heart, after all, I won't have such an impulse, and the injuries I suffered before have not completely healed, and there is still some fear for myself.

"I want to too, but this kind of thing is not something I can find if I want to, you look at Sister Xiaoou's boyfriend, at first glance, he is handsome and golden." Ye Zi still clearly knows that these things are not, and if you want to envy you, you will have them.

Emotional things still depend on fate, if you don't have that fate, you can't get it.

"It's really up to you about this, then he's really handsome and golden, so next time you have a chance, you can have a good time with someone." Shu Yixin thought that he was a member of the Ye family, and his identity and status were there, so it was completely okay to have more friendship with him.

"That being said, it also depends on whether people are willing or not, you see that people are so cold, it is not easy to get along with them." I heard that she is a member of a wealthy family, but she doesn't care about people in a wealthy family at all, and she always feels good, nothing good.

"It seems that you still know the reality very well, okay, don't be idle, let's quickly clean up and get off work early." The gap between reality and ideals is still quite large, so don't confuse the two, and don't, feel that one day you can fly on the branches and become a phoenix.

"The reality is still quite cruel, although the dream is beautiful, but you still have to live in reality." Although Ye Zi has grown up and has no worries about food and clothing, how could she not understand this mentality.

"It's good to know, don't think too much, do what you have to do, what belongs to you will definitely belong to you, and no one can take it away." If it doesn't belong to you, it's useless to force it, so live in reality.

I have never had this kind of greedy mentality, and I hope for those who do not belong to me.

Ye Zi nodded, but didn't say anything, after all, she also knew that the life of a wealthy family was not so easy, and she didn't want to live a wealthy life at all.

He Yuhe has been in a particularly bad mood since he heard that story. I didn't eat dinner, I stayed alone in my room, and I didn't even say that I didn't even turn on the lights. Staying alone in a dark room, thinking about a lot of things, usually he rarely smokes, but today he feels particularly bored, leaving a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray, all of which he left.

At this moment, for him, he is in a really bad mood, a little unable to face his first love, just think of the things he did before, he is really a jerk.

At the beginning, she did such a thing, she was such a good girl, how could she be willing to hurt her? Although there is some misunderstanding or I don't know very well, it is not my fault that I did this, it is all because of my own reasons, and I can't avoid self-blame.

Even if there is any misunderstanding, I should make it clear to her, instead of running away like this, I believe that as long as I am willing to explain to her, she will definitely forgive herself, but in the end, I didn't say anything, and I hurt her completely.

So in such a situation, I don't know how to face her at all, and I always feel guilty when facing her, and I can't face it calmly.

can only say that before I figured out how to solve this matter, I couldn't see her before, because even if I saw her, I didn't know what to say.

The key now is that as long as I think of that thing, as long as I think of her, I feel like a jerk, I think of the things I did, I think of the tears she once shed for herself, all kinds of signs show that what she did is really special bastard, she should, will not forgive herself.

Before I didn't know these things, I cared so much about her thoughts, let alone at this time, I cared more about her thoughts and how she thought of herself.

Now I really feel that I can't face her calmly, but this matter can't be delayed for too long, sooner or later it will be solved, but the key to the problem is that I haven't thought about how to face her and how to talk to her.

He Yuhe didn't sleep all night, thinking about these questions all the time, thinking about how he should explain to her, trying to recall what happened at the beginning, why he treated her like this in the end, what role his family played in the middle, and why he hurriedly sent himself to the United States in the first place.

I absolutely believe that there is something inside it, I will never believe it, there is nothing, just to get better treatment for myself, so I sent myself to the United States, is that car accident really that serious? Or are they talking too seriously about it?

Just a good excuse, a good excuse to convince yourself to go to the United States. This is not the case at all, although the car accident was quite serious, but it was not as serious as they said, and they had to go to the United States for treatment to be cured.

I really don't know what role my family plays in it, whether I know that the other party is my girlfriend, and I know that the other party is an orphan, so I do such a thing for the sake of my future.

Why did I have amnesia at the beginning, if I didn't have amnesia, I would have been able to do everything before, and now I don't know the truth of the matter, and no one can tell me.

One thing she can be sure of is that what Ren Xiaoou said is true, she has no reason to deceive herself, after all, this matter has nothing to do with herself, she is just standing up for her best friend.

I didn't have anything to doubt about what she said, after all, when I saw her for the first time, she already had it, and asked herself, she didn't know herself at that time.

The problem arose with himself and his family, because he didn't know what role his family played in the first place, why he sent himself to the United States in a hurry, and after that, every time he said he wanted to come back, they tried their best to prevent him from coming back.

At that time, I felt a little curious, why couldn't I let myself come back, come back to visit my grandfather, or live with my grandfather, why would they object.

After all, they also know that they were brought up by their grandfather, and after having a deep relationship with their grandfather, they want to come back and live with their grandfather, which is normal, but they seem to block themselves every time, and every time they try their best to persuade themselves to stay.

It's really suspicious to think about it now, but I blame myself for thinking about all this too simply, thinking too simply, and not thinking deeply.

I really don't know what role I and my family play in this, why did I make such a choice in the first place, why did I hurt such a girl, she is innocent.

(End of chapter)