"Do you know that if you don't tell me this, it will make me always feel that you are still entangled with those people, otherwise I..."

"Are you really the Holy Maiden of the Xuanming Sect? But your Lou family..."

"The Lou family is just a subordinate of the Xuanming Sect, that woman fell in love with another man and betrayed the organization, and it happened that my mother was also at that time, because she made a big mistake in the Xuanming Sect, she used her last bit of authority to send me to that woman's hands, only to ensure that I have no worries for the rest of my life. I didn't know about it at the time. ”

She raised her head and looked at Shen Yueji: "Think about it, in this world, who is the parent of someone who is willing to pull out more than 100 lives of his Lou family to send me to death instead of me?" Among them, there are also their own sons and daughters, but in order to save me, they all died because of me. ”

"Qin'er, I later learned that the reason why they used the lives of their whole family to protect me from death was just because of my identity, because my identity can't let me die, I must let them give everything and protect me. One is that they owe their mother's kindness, and the other is that they are subordinates of the Xuan Ming Sect, and no one in the Xuan Ming Sect is allowed to betray the Xuan Ming Sect, once they have the heart of betrayal, they will bleed to death. ”

"I see.... Then you..."

"Soon after your death, the Left Protector of the Xuanming Sect found me and told me my identity."

"As you said, now that the Xuanying Sect needs you to go back and take over, why do you want to stay?"

She could almost figure out why she was able to secretly manipulate so many powerful people, as well as the men who had an affair with her.

If her identity is already so powerful, why bother... And also with those men....

seemed to see the suspicion in her heart: "Qin'er, you can be my lowly, or I can be willing to fall, even if the Zuo Protector can help me all, but I still hope that my own strength will avenge you, so I took the initiative to ask the Zuo Protector to do this, there are many people, after all, there are many things to investigate." Just like the case of Murong Yun and Qianhe, this matter was born more than 20 years ago, and even Zuo Protector didn't find any clues, and I still know about this matter from a person on the rivers and lakes. ”

"Qin'er, I didn't mean to hide it from you."

She couldn't help but clench Shen Yueji's hand, afraid that she would say something that hated herself: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect to come to this kind of identity myself, it's hard to accept, I haven't calmed down yet, and you are all about the Gu family and Feng Jiuqing, so I don't want to say it and mess with your mind." The reputation of the Xuanming Sect has not been very good, whether it is in the rivers and lakes or in the imperial court, I know, you don't like this kind of indiscriminate killing of innocent and insidious and cunning people, so..."

That's why she hesitated for so long, and only dared to help her behind her back, but she didn't have the courage to tell her the truth.

"Poof—"

Shen Yueji looked at her sad and self-reproachful appearance, and just wanted to open her mouth to comfort her.

Those were all thoughts from before, but now people are changing, everything is changing, and she is the one who died once, and she has long since had that thought.

Just as he wanted to speak, he suddenly spat out a mouthful of blood.

is spitting on the collar of Lou Qingrou's chest.