I remember standing outside the hall of the Wen family, looking at Wen Fei and Yue Tong's worship hall.

I was neither angry nor sad.

I'm just a little confused.

Why did he marry another, why didn't he even want to tell me before he married another.

When ordinary people encounter such a situation, how can they not be resentful at all and not hurt at all?

And also...... I have almost remembered many things, but I can't remember anything after Wen Fei got married and left the capital for the second time.

It was as if someone was holding a knife and slashing here, turning the first half of Wu Ning's life and the unbearable second half of his life into two.

"Those people are ...... I killed? ”

The floor beneath me seemed to crack, and I felt like I was falling into the endless darkness.

"Impossible...... If, I really ...... Then the people I want to kill the most should be Wen Fei and Yue Tong. Why are the two of them okay? ”

"The Yue family, it is said that they are the descendants of the sword fairy Yu Baiping, although I don't know whether it is true or not, but ...... The family that has been inherited for many years has its own way of saving life. ”

What my father meant, maybe the other me, did it to Wen Fei and Yue Tong, but it didn't work?

Yes, the Wen family also had several lives that were said to have died at the hands of Wu Ning.

Maybe at that time, I wanted to kill Wen Fei and the two of them, and accidentally injured others. Maybe...... It's just an indiscriminate killing, but the two culprits avoided it.

I couldn't help but cover my eyes.

Is this the truth I've been seeking?

There is no more brutal truth.

I'd rather I didn't think of anything.

I've always felt that I was wronged, but ...... But in the end, I realized that what I had done was nothing more than proof that I was indeed full of sin.

I don't know how I got out of my father's place, and by the time I came to my senses, I was already outside the villa.

This mountain lodge in Sand Lake. It looks like there are lakes and mountains, flowers and trees are flourishing, and the smoky cranes and birds are haunted from afar, as if the fairy cave is in general. In fact, the manor of Sand Lake was created by Shi Gong with illusion, but it looks very beautiful.

Yes...... All things, when looking at them from afar, always make people yearn for them infinitely.

But when the real thing is spread out in front of you, it only makes people feel hopeless.

Yes, despair.

I sat under a tree and looked out at the sand lake in the distance. The moon had risen, and there was a misty silver glow on the surface of the lake.

"Why is it here alone?"

I turned my head and saw my master, not surprised at all.

He lifted the hem of his robe. Sit down next to me.

"I killed a lot of people...... Those people died at the hands of Wu Ning...... I killed it all myself. ”

"Even if you say that, it won't scare me away."

I glanced at him.

Shigong whispered: "I believe that was not your intention, if you really wanted to do this, why did you commit suicide later?" ”

"That didn't work. I only lost one life, but the one who died at my hands ......"

"You have saved many people, too. At that time, in Leishi Guanjing's nest, many innocent people hid in the valley to escape the war, and there were tens of thousands of people, almost all of whom were old and weak women and children, and they couldn't run. There's not much resistance. If you hadn't used illusion to cover Taniguchi, those people would have had no way to live. You've saved more people in comparison. ”

"Really?" I don't even remember. Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, "but this kind of thing can't be counted like that, and it's not a business." Borrow ten dollars and pay back ten more. You have to owe. It's not that if I save one person, I can turn around and kill another person without any scruples, and then the good deeds and the accumulated evil will be counteracted......"

"Then save more people, one is not enough, save ten. Ten is not enough, then save a hundred. ”

I looked at him, and my master didn't seem to be joking at all, and said very seriously: "Isn't that okay?" ”

Why do I feel that the sky has fallen, and for him, not even a ripple can be stirred up when it falls on the water?

"Is that worth the evil I did?"

"It just makes you feel good."

I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say, so I just closed it again.

I always thought that Shigong was a person with a great sense of justice-

But what he said now was simply ...... It's like a person who doesn't have the slightest sense of right and wrong.

Even if I know he's been protecting his shortcomings, it's too ...... to protect it to this point Too unprincipled and positionless.

"What do you think?"

"What?"

"What I said, does it make sense? If you think it's good, I can go with you. ”

I felt ridiculous, and then I realized that the mountain wind had become extremely cold, and my hands and feet were frozen.

"Is it cold?"

"Hmm."

The master took off his robe and put it on me, and put my two hands together and held it in his hand.

Shigong's hands were warm and dry, dispelling the chill brought by the night wind.

"You haven't told me yet, why did you say that you killed all those people?"

Belch? I looked up at him.

He still doesn't know anything after a long day?

I swallowed and asked myself to tell the truth myself—it was hard and painful just to think about it.

"It should be said that it is another me...... You know, Zhen Hui ...... at that time, "I stumbled and told the story." Shigong listened carefully, and would ask a question or two from time to time. When I finally finished speaking, I only felt that my mouth was dry, and my master actually flipped his palm and brought me a cup of hot tea.

I turned my face wordlessly: "Are you painting me bread to satisfy my hunger?" ”

"No, it's real tea."

I glanced at him and took the cup.

"Moisten your throat, you must be thirsty after saying so much."

I drank all the tea in the cup, and the master took the cup: "Okay, let's talk about whether you have killed anyone or not." ”

What else is there to say?

"How do you know you killed someone?"

I was stunned: "I've already said it just now......"

"No, those were wishful thinking on your part. What evidence do you have to say that you killed those people? ”

What credentials do you need for this? Even my father said so......

"You have neither experienced it nor seen it with your own eyes, but you are only speculating. If you say you can conjure up another self to do evil, then you can turn one into one now to open my eyes. ”

Can this be said to be transformed?

To be honest, I don't know...... How to conjure up another self.

"You see, you don't have any credentials, so why do you say that you killed those people?" I don't know if I'm wrong, in the night, there seems to be a smile on Shigong's lips, as if he is a little cunning: "I only know that someone wants to rob the money with their lives, and I don't see anyone trying to put the crime on their heads." ”

Shigong really doesn't do much comforting, but my mood is much better than just now.

"I'm not kidding," Shi Cheng said, "There are many things that you can't do, for example, I remember that in the month of Ding Weinian, three families were killed in one night, and they all said that Wu Ning did it." How is that possible? These three families are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, one south and one north, even if they cultivate the way of the sword to the point where they can fly with a sword, it is impossible to kill people in three fields that night. ”

I perked up: "Really? ”

"What am I going to do to lie to you?"

Yes, he has never lied to me.

"I look at those so-called massacres, I'm afraid that nine out of ten are forced on Wu Ning's head by others. For example, if I have an enemy, I have long wanted to start, but if I kill someone and I am afraid that his relatives and friends will not let me go, then the best way is to fish in troubled waters. (To be continued)