Chapter 375: Breaking the Cocoon
"Ah Qiu......" The longing tone was filled with tears, and Li Jun's heart was weak for a while.
"Brother Li wants it, I'll give it to ......" The faint voice was like her godless eyes, hollow, "But I won't marry you, and I won't have children...... I promised Brother Li that he would never die, and Brother Li would not force me...... "If it weren't for the oath in the cell, she would never have lived."
She had always wanted a child, and she didn't even want that anymore!
Hearing this, Li Jun picked up Mu Wanqiu and hugged her hard, "...... It's me who is not good, and I didn't protect my Aqiu...... It's all my fault, Aqiu...... What the hell are you going to do for me to cheer you up? There has never been a moment when Li Jun felt so dazed and helpless.
Feeling that Li Jun was no longer moving, slowly, Mu Wanqiu pushed him away and stood up.
Mu Ran watched her slowly put on her clothes one by one in front of her, and walked out on the ground barefoot, opening the door like a walking corpse.
Li Jun hugged his head, buried his face helplessly in his knees, and his shoulders twitched uncontrollably, like an injured big boy.
Knock knock, I don't know how long later, there was a knock on the door.
The body moved, Li Jun slowly raised his head, I don't know when, the sky has darkened, a touch of residual sun reflected on the bed through the window, the snow-white curtain reflected red like blood, stunned looking at the long shadow reflected on the ground, for a long time, Li Jun reached out to wipe away the moisture that remained in the corner of his eyes, got up and jumped to the ground, "Come in......" He put his hands behind his back, stood in front of the window with his back to the door and shouted.
It was Qin Jian who came to Bai Ji to find him, "...... Childe, Lyurwood was caught, kill or not? ”
Lyuwood!
Li Jun clenched his fist violently, and his joints made a gurgling sound.
Torture his Aqiu like this and kill him?
How can it be so cheap!
"Abolish his martial arts and send him to the official mansion ......" As if a gust of wind would drift away, Li Jun's voice was very weak. It's light, but it's hellish dead.
hurt Nandi's newly recognized sister-in-law, and I believe that Nandi will not spare him, so they let their father and daughter spend the rest of their lives in prison.
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Month. Drying quilts.
It was a happy festival, but because of Mu Wanqiu's sluggish sleep, Baifu was shrouded in a haze, and while she was asleep, Mo Xue took the little maid to quietly find out the winter clothes and dry them in the backyard.
Even in the backyard, the maids tiptoe when they walked. For fear of waking Mu Wanqiu up.
As soon as she closed her eyes, Mu Wanqiu woke up, lay on the bed, and quietly looked at the lilac tree in front of the window, which was full of small lilac flowers. The unique fragrance of lilacs wafted into the nose, and now, the lilac tree full of flowers in front of the window resembles a three-dimensional ink painting. Although beautiful, it has no taste and no life.
Her eyes fell back to the incense burner on the mahogany shelf in front of the window, no matter how clean Mo Xue washed the incense burner before, she could smell what incense had been burned in the incense burner before, and what spices were used to synthesize it. Countless times she woke up from nightmares, she would go straight to the incense burner, hoping that it was a nightmare before, and she could still smell the incense marks left in the incense burner.
However, waking up from a nightmare is still a nightmare. She's real, she really can't smell anything.
Pushing the door and walking out of the house, Mo Xue rarely did not guard the door, Mu Wanqiu walked to the lilac tree, picked a lilac flower and put it in her mouth, and chewed it slowly.
Memory cloves have a spicy taste. It can stop toothache and can also get rid of bad breath.
However, she chewed it over and over again, grinding the juice of the flower with the tip of her tongue, but she still couldn't taste a trace of taste, and a trace of extreme pain flashed in her eyes, and she closed her eyes in despair.
Li Jun, Mo Xue and the others didn't know that not only could she not smell it with her nose, but she couldn't even taste it with her tongue.
There is no smell of her world anymore.
On such days, every day was a heartache, and she had to completely close herself off.
After a long time, Mu Wanqiu opened her eyes, stretched out her hand to wipe the water marks from the corners of her eyes, and walked towards the door with her feet raised.
No one followed, and Mu Wanqiu went out of the White Mansion alone.
Walking on the street in a daze, he heard a mess in front of him, and Mu Wanqiu also walked over.
"Look, look, Master Liu's father and daughter have been arrested, put into the wooden cage prison car, ready to be escorted to Ankang ......" The pedestrians on the side of the road gathered more and more, looking at the prisoner car slowly moving towards the city gate and discussing.
"You see it, is that really Master Liu, why don't I look like it?" Looking at Liu Feng, who had messy hair, dirty, and skinny hair in the wooden cage, people blinked.
"Isn't it all written on the notice? It's not who she is, I really didn't expect that people would be tossed like this in half a year, and it seems that the days of exile are not easy......" Thinking of her former glory, people sighed and shook their heads.
"Isn't it just his father and daughter? How can there be a ......?" someone said curiously after seeing the prisoner cart escorting Lywwood's father and daughter, and slowly following out of a prisoner cart.
"Huh...... a woman in her thirties screamed, "Isn't that Lord Zuo?" How did you get into a wooden cage? ”
Causing everyone to look back, a tall and lanky young man explained, "...... Lord Zuo was arrested as early as when Lord Li came to renew his term because of the contribution tax he levied privately......"
As soon as the Spring Festival passed, the prefect of Daye was replaced, and then Zuo Feng was imprisoned for privately levying contribution taxes, of course, these are Li Jun's hands and feet.
Looking at the prisoner car that was gradually moving away, Mu Wanqiu's expression was faint, those people, those past things, had nothing to do with her......
As the flow of people gradually dispersed aimlessly, they came to the suburbs unconsciously, and never went out, but at some point, the wilderness was full of flowers and greenery, which shocked people's hearts.
Sitting down on a green meadow, looking at the wildflowers all over the mountains, Mu Wanqiu couldn't help but think of the time when she practiced smelling incense in the suburbs of Shuoyang and had a quarrel with Yao Jin that year.
That year, she was still a chick, but she could still smell a lot of smells, even the most difficult to identify the orchid hidden under the stone was found by her, at that time, although she was poor, she was high-spirited, and Yao Jin held on, with one to ten, she was not down, remembering that after she finished fighting, she still wanted to use Yao Shixing's nature to threaten Yao Jin, and unconsciously, the corner of Mu Wanqiu's mouth brought a smile.
At that time, she was like a stoic grass, and she was cornered by Yao Jin, and she never gave up.
But now she had to give up like that......
Thinking that she had no chance with fragrance in this life, in just a moment, Mu Wanqiu's expression darkened, and she slowly leaned back.
Lying in the sea of flowers, looking at the blue sea sky overhead, her heart ached, in the past, she only inhaled lightly, she could identify the taste of hundreds of aromas, it was a colorful world, it was a colorful world that she had used her whole mind to perceive and find.
Now, it's all gone.
It was pale everywhere, she couldn't smell the flowers anymore, and she couldn't feel the loveliness of the world anymore.
A tear slowly crossed his face and fell into the dust.
Originally, she learned perfumery just to survive, so that she would not be reduced to red dust in this life, but now she is in love with it, just when she is completely in love with perfumery, God has taken everything away from her! Just like in the previous life, she fell in love with him, loved him deeply, loved him so much that she had no dignity, no herself, and just wanted to be with him, but he told her that she was not worthy of him, not even worthy of being her woman, just that glance, she lost her life, and she lost her life.
In this life, she didn't dare to love someone anymore, and devoted all her body and mind to the fragrance business, but the old thing reappeared, she lost her sense of smell, and the world of perfumery still abandoned her!
In this life, even if she doesn't love someone, she will once again encounter the pain of being abandoned by her favorite love!
Does she still have the courage to commit suicide again like in her previous life, and make everything start all over again?
Slowly pulling off the golden hairpin on the top of her head, Mu Wanqiu stabbed it like her own throat.
Wang Qi, who was hiding in the grass in the distance, tightened his muscles, he reached out and picked up a stone and was about to throw it over, but he was dragged by Yu and said in a low voice, "She put down the ...... again"
Wang Qi fixed his eyes: Sure enough, Jin Hai stopped in his throat for a moment, and Mu Wanqiu's hand hung down weakly.
Her heart was tormented by pain all the time, and she was willing to die in the sea of flowers like this, although she couldn't smell it, but she knew that she was surrounded by endless fragrance.
It's just that the wisp of sadness that has been lingering in Li Jun's eyes flashed in front of his eyes, he will be sad when she dies, she doesn't dare to die, "I'll wait for the day when he gets tired of me before dying." Thinking in her heart, Mu Wanqiu slowly closed her eyes.
Gradually, she seemed to fall asleep, and seemed to enter a state of selflessness.
Consciousness is immersed in a world of extreme tranquility, where there is no self and no other.
Gradually, wisps of fragrance wafted into her mind, and she felt a fragrance that she had always wanted but couldn't reconcile, sweet, warm, and a faint watertight peach smell......
Suddenly opened her eyes, there was still a sea of flowers in front of her, she sucked her nose hard, and she still couldn't smell a trace of the smell, but the fragrant smell was clearly in her mind.
It was clear what she felt.
This is a feeling I have never felt in nearly half a year!
Getting up, she ran desperately towards the city of Daye.
"Miss, where did you just go......" Seeing Mu Wanqiu running back sweating profusely, Mo Xue's voice was full of tears.
When she came back from drying her clothes, she disappeared Mu Wanqiu, she searched all the places, and was about to inform Li Jun.
Without saying a word, Mu Wanqiu quickly ran into the house, took the key, opened the side door hidden under the vines, and went straight to the concoction room next door to the Bai Mansion.
In the past six months, Mu Wanqiu, who had never seen such an impulsive, Mo Xue was ecstatic, followed her to close the side door, and went next door together.
With a bang, the door of the modulation room was pushed open by Mu Wanqiu, and the noisy and busy hall instantly quieted down.
Suddenly seeing that it was her, everyone was stunned for a while, and then they stepped forward and saluted: "Is the princess well......"