Chapter 299 can't go back
"It's okay, at least you don't have to think about it day and night in the future."
Su Yimo patted her hand and comforted her.
Andy tugged at the corners of his mouth and said sadly, "But I don't want to give up, since I've taken the first step, I want to go to the end and try." ”
She looked at the dark brown bubbling coffee in the cup, and her expression was in a trance for a moment, and the memory of that night resurfaced in her mind.
After work that day, she went to visit Shen Yueru in the hospital, she saw Lu Chuan, looking at his tired and tired face, she was distressed, but she couldn't show it, she could only put all the surging emotions in her heart.
She stayed in the hospital for more than an hour, and the two chatted sporadically before remaining silent.
No one spoke, no one looked at each other again, each doing their own thing, only enveloping each other with their afterglow.
When Andy left, Lu Chuan sent her out and watched her get on the elevator.
"Goodbye."
Andy looked at his tall and handsome figure standing outside the elevator, with a sour smile on the corner of his mouth, and waved at him with the loss and tears in his eyes.
The elevator doors slowly closed, and Andy lowered her eyelids, she knew she shouldn't have expected it, but she still wished he could send her a little longer.
Did he really not want to spend any more time with her?
The tears in his eyes were about to overflow his eyes, when suddenly, a hand appeared in the middle of the elevator door that was about to close.
Lu Chuan reopened the elevator door, and under Andy's complicated gaze of surprise, he entered the elevator with his slender long legs.
"I'll take you downstairs."
Lu Chuan looked at the tears in her beautiful eyes, his heart throbbed, he pursed his thin lips, resisted the urge to hold her into his arms, and looked away with an expressionless face.
"Oh." Andy secretly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Lu Chuan sent her to the door of the hospital, looked at the heavy night, looked at Andy and said, "Do you need me to send you?" ”
Andy was surprised in his heart, and nodded after a few seconds, "Okay, that's troublesome." ”
"Let's go."
Lu Chuan took her to the car, opened the door, and Andy thanked her and sat in.
The car slid into the traffic and headed towards where Andy was staying.
At first, neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere in the car was silent and awkward.
Andy tilted her head to look out the window, letting the night breeze ruffle her long hair.
There was no expression on her face, but her heart was already in chaos.
She wanted to talk to him, but she didn't know what to say.
The two of them hadn't had a good chat for too long, and neither of them knew how to speak.
In the end, it was Lu Chuan who opened his mouth first.
The ends of the woman's hair brushed his cheeks, with a familiar and warm smell.
His heart moved slightly, remembering the fond memories of when they were together, sweet and sour for a while.
Does he still blame her in his heart? No, he didn't blame her for a long time, he just felt sad, he felt sad, no matter how beautiful his feelings were, they couldn't withstand the cruelty of reality.
"Andy, thank you, thank you for coming to see my mother, I'm so happy, I think she'll be happy when she wakes up and knows you're here."
Lu Chuan turned the steering wheel and turned into the fork in the road on the left.
Andy's heart was shocked, she turned her head and looked at him with turbulent eyes, "Are you really happy?" ”
Lu Chuan nodded, "Happy." ”
He hadn't seen her for a long time, and of course he was happy to see her again.
Andy looked at his angular, cold side face, his nose was slightly sore, and his eyes were a little hot.
Her lips moved, and she finally asked the words that had been pressed to the bottom of her heart, "Are you happy to see me?" Or is it because of ...... I'm going to see Aunt Shen happy? ”
Lu Chuan lowered his eyes and was silent for a few seconds, "It's all there." ”
"Oh." Disappointment, Andy pursed his lips and looked out the window again.
The answer she wanted, he didn't give her.
Lu Chuan heard the loss in her tone, and the hand holding the steering wheel tightened.
For the rest of the day, no one spoke again.
Ten minutes later, the car drove into Andy's neighborhood.
"Thank you." Andy unbuckled his seatbelt and smiled at him.
The woman turned her back to him and pushed the car door and got out of the car, and the distance between them narrowed again.
Lu Chuan pursed his thin lips, and his hands holding the steering wheel tightened more and more.
Suddenly, he breathed a sigh of relief, looked up, looked at Andy's back, and said, "Will I send you up?" ”
Andy paused, her eyes flashed with small joy, she bit her lip, calmed down her excitement, turned around, and said categorically, "Yes!" ”
Lu Chuan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to answer so resolutely and decisively.
He looked at her flying bright eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a doting smile, "Okay, I'll send you." ”
He pushed the car door open and got out of the car, walking behind her, "Let's go." ”
Andy couldn't suppress a smile on her face, she pushed open the door of the apartment building, and led Lu Chuan to the elevator door.
The two took the elevator upstairs, Lu Chuan sent Andy to the door of the apartment, looked at her beautiful face, and pointed to the elevator door, "I'm leaving, go to bed early, good night." ”
"Well, you too, pay attention to rest, don't get too tired."
He turned to leave, and Andy looked at his back, and didn't open the door to go in for a long time.
She didn't want to miss this opportunity, she wanted to make it clear to him, she wanted to tell him everything in her heart.
"Lu Chuan!"
When Lu Chuan walked to the elevator door, she stopped him.
Lu Chuan turned around and saw Andy striding towards him with a resolute expression.
"Ann ......"
He frowned slightly, and before he could finish his words, he was hugged by Andy with open arms.
Andy hugged him, feeling his body temperature and breath, and couldn't help but redden.
"Lu Chuan, we ...... Can we get back together? ”
Lu Chuan's heart trembled violently, he trembled his eyelashes, looking at the weak and tough woman who was hugging her tightly, and the tenderness in his heart spread little by little.
He would love to answer yes, but he couldn't.
Now that Longhua has not been eliminated, if he knows Andy's relationship with him, then he doesn't have to think about what he will do to Andy, he doesn't want to hurt her.
He sighed secretly and pushed her away, "Andy, I'm sorry, we'...... There's no going back. ”
The elevator door opened, and he stepped into the elevator with his head down, without looking at Andy again.
"Are you still blaming me? Haven't forgiven me yet? ”
Andy's lips trembled, and tears rolled down his face.
Lu Chuan didn't look at her, only lowered his eyes and said "I'm sorry" and closed the elevator door.
It's not that he doesn't want to look at him, but he doesn't dare, he is afraid that he will be unable to help but rush out of the elevator and hug her when he sees her tearful pitiful appearance!
"Why? Didn't you even dare to take this first step before? ”
Su Yimo drank half a cup of coffee, wiped the sweat on his forehead, and felt a little better.
"Yes, because the first step is the hardest, just take it. With the courage, I wanted to go to the end. ”
Andy lowered his eyes and rubbed his fingertips against the walls of the coffee cup.
"I wish you success, come on."
Su Yimo raised her hand and slapped her palm.
"You too, come on."
Andy looked at her tired face and said with a gentle smile.
"Hmm."
Su Yimo nodded, put down the coffee cup, leaned on the sofa and closed her eyes, hiding the bitterness in her eyes.
The two chatted a few more words, Andy left, and Su Yimo was left alone in the office.
She washes the cups, puts them back in place, snuggles up on the couch for a while, and then returns to her office chair to resume her work.
Busy until seven o'clock in the evening, she packed up her things and left the office.
She bought some fruit at a supermarket near her office and drove back.
On the way, she held the steering wheel and panicked inexplicably.
She didn't know why she was panicking, but she just had a bad premonition.
She covered her heart and patted it, and her phone rang suddenly.
She looked at Gu Lichen's name on the screen, her heart sank, she put on the headphones and pressed the answer button.
"Yimo, are you off work?" Gu Lichen's deep voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Well, on the way."
Su Yimo turned the steering wheel and parked the car on the side of the road.
She was so flustered right now that she couldn't concentrate on driving.
"Then you drive carefully."
Gu Lichen only said this sentence, and then said no more.
Su Yimo frowned, "Do you have something?" ”
"No, hang up, I'll see you later."
Gu Lichen hung up the phone, and his expressionless face was covered with a layer of haze.
"Brother Li Chen, if you are really embarrassed, I can go back to the previous house to live, it's okay."
Song Yihan lowered his eyes, a bitter smile hooked at the corner of his mouth, and said with a sad expression.
She sat opposite Gu Lichen, holding the teacup nervously with both hands, and her pale face looked very pitiful.
"Yihan, it's okay, you stay here for a while first and heal your ......"
After recovering from the injury, I will send you abroad, Gu Lichen was afraid that she would be emotional and hurt herself again, so she swallowed the latter words back into her stomach.
"But Sister Yimo, will she be unhappy?"
Song Yihan frowned, looking a little worried.
Of course she would be unhappy, Gu Lichen thought to himself, but he didn't say anything.
"I'll appease her. I still have work to do, so I won't accompany you, you can just find your aunt if you have anything. ”
Gu Lichen glanced at the time and walked to the study.
"Li ......" Song Yihan looked at Gu Lichen's back, pouted angrily, she just wanted to say something to him and left.
Gu Lichen's figure disappeared into the elevator, Song Yihan withdrew his gaze, stared at the teacup in his hand, and a smug smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
She was now looking forward to Su Yimo's expression when she saw her for a while.
It should be exciting!
"You?"
When Xiaobao came back from class, he saw Song Yihan and asked in surprise with a small mouth.
Her eyes were wide and alert.
He was very upset that a strange woman suddenly appeared in the house.
"I'm your father's good friend, Sister Song, we've met, Xiaobao."
Song Yihan looked at the white, tender, jade-like villain in front of him, and loved and hated it in his heart.
Such a cute child turned out to be Su Yimo's, the woman who took the initiative to climb into Brother Li Chen's bed to seduce him was not qualified to give birth to his child at all!
She doesn't deserve it!
The person who has this qualification is her!
She scolded Su Yimo thousands of times in her heart, but she always had a friendly smile on her face.