Ruoyu didn't want to say anything at first, but under Xie Feifei's repeated guidance, she told Xie Feifei all her experiences in school.

After listening to Ruoyu's story, Xie Feifei was silent for a long time and began to persuade Ruoyu.

She always said that it was too hard to hate someone, and to take revenge on someone, your soul would inevitably be possessed by demons.

Under the influence of Xie Feifei, even if Lu Xiaohui's mother and daughter treated their mother and daughter so cruelly, Xie Feifei still did not teach Ruoyu to take revenge on anyone.

Xie Feifei found one of her students' parents and asked her to help her send Ruoyu to an ordinary vocational high school.

In the first month of going to the new school, Ruoyu's homeroom teacher found that she was very wrong, Ruoyu always deliberately avoided all her classmates, and the classmates thought Ruoyu was dumb.

Once, after school, because there were many people in the corridor, a male classmate inadvertently touched the back of her hand, and Ruoyu squatted on the ground and began to tremble all over.

After returning home, Ruoyu kept washing his hands until the white and broken skin of the hand wash refused to stop.

Later, after the head teacher talked to Xie Feifei, he sent Ruoyu to see a psychiatrist.

The doctor's diagnosis was moderate social phobia and severe depression.

Xie Feifei knew that Ruoyu must have gotten this disease because of that incident, and she was both guilty and sad.

Ruoyu saw that her mother was worried about her illness all day long, and she originally refused treatment in order not to worry her mother, so she began to actively cooperate with the treatment.

It took three years to treat this disease.

For three years, she didn't have any friends but her mother, and she didn't want to make friends with anyone.

Three years later, Ruoyu graduated, and although she was no longer as afraid of communicating with strangers as before, she still didn't like the noisy environment, and always locked herself on the balcony to paint oil paintings.

Until Tianxiu walked into her world.

Tianxiu is like a key that opens Ruoyu's heart that has been closed for a long time.

When the doctor who once treated Ruoyu talked about Ruoyu's condition with Xie Feifei, he also sighed with emotion that it was really rare for Ruoyu to have such a serious condition and no suicidal tendencies.

You must know that the chance of suicide with such severe depression is almost 100%.

However, they didn't know that Ruoyu had no thoughts of suicide, and when she was at home and school, she stood on the balcony many times and had the urge to jump down and learn about life.

However, every time the voice of the man who rescued her by the lake came to her ears.

'You only live once. ’

These words kept echoing in Ruoyu's ears like a magic spell, dispelling her thoughts of suicide.

Later, Ruoyu always wore that button on her body, like a talisman, which had become a habit for her.

She hopes to find the owner of the button one day and say thank you in person.

In fact, Ruoyu really didn't find out that Tianxiu was the one who saved her at first.

After all, there was no light that night, and she couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, only that it was a man.

Until one day, Tianxiu went to the rooftop to accompany Ruoyu to paint, and Ruoyu accidentally got the paint on Tianxiu's shirt.

Ruoyu asked Tianxiu to take it off, and when she helped Tianxiu clean it, she found that the buttons of Tianxiu's clothes were actually engraved with the word 'He'.

Later, she asked Tianxiu to find out that Tianxiu was used to carving the word 'He' on the buttons of his clothes.