Chapter Ninety-Three: Tong Jiahui's Thoughts
Whether it was in the previous life or in this life, her mother was sincere to her, no matter whether she was smart or stupid. She couldn't bear to see her mother sad for her.
When I was a child, seeing that she didn't speak, her reaction was slow, and she was dumbfounded, Mrs. Tong hugged her and didn't know how many times she cried, and after crying, she continued to patiently teach her to speak, tirelessly over and over again, and finally, she opened her mouth and called Eniang.
When she opened her mouth to call Eniang, Mrs. Tong cried with joy, and then hugged her everywhere, and asked her to open her mouth in front of many people to call Eniang, so as to prove: Ergege on Tong Guowei's Mansion is not a dumb person, but just learned to speak late.
I can't bear to see Mrs. Tong like this, Tong Jiahui behaves very well, everything can be learned, very smart, Mrs. Tong often takes her out to visit other ladies, our house Ergege, although he speaks late, but he is very smart.
Then, she grew up silent but smart, watching the things in her previous life happen one by one, unlike her previous life, her sister Tong Jiayan was even more favored, but this had no impact on the overall situation, her heart ached, is it the same in this life?
This feeling of watching someone close to her go to death and destroy herself and not being able to do anything about it is not pleasant, so she resists being close to others so as not to be sad in the future.
Like in her previous life, she also stayed in the boudoir until she was twenty years old, and her Ama Tong Guowei always wanted her to enter the palace to consolidate the power of the Tong family, but her sister Tong Jiayan has always favored the sixth palace, and she is the spare tire. It has been delayed.
When I saw the young Yinzhen during the meal just now, Tong Jiahui had mixed feelings in her heart, in her last life, it was Yongzheng who ruined their Tong family, but she didn't hate Yongzheng to the core, of course, she also hated. After all, it was he who killed the head of the Tong family and ruined the Tong family.
The reason why Tong Jiahui doesn't hate Yongzheng so much is because Yongzheng gave her the best memory in her life - Hongli. Hongli is Yongzheng's son, so she doesn't hate it so much.
Ordinary people can't imagine Tong Jiahui's depression, she has received a strict education since she was a child, and she has also dabbled in needlework, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, all so that she can get Kangxi's favor when she enters the palace in the future, and has been in the boudoir for more than 20 years, and then entered the palace after her sister Tong Jiayan is gone. And then it's a lifetime.
The Queen Mother, who has a similar experience to her, has a much better life than her. Not only because she is the queen mother. Everyone stammered, and because the Queen Mother also raised a fifth elder brother by her side, there were children to relieve boredom, and life was a lot more lively. And the Queen Mother came from the steppe. Before entering the palace, he also lived a free and easy life.
And she has nothing, nothing in this life, and she stays in her small courtyard every day before entering the palace. Occasionally go out to ride a horse to breathe, after entering the palace, he first stayed up in obscurity for more than ten years, and was in charge of palace affairs after sealing the concubine. Busy day after day, no rest.
When the new emperor ascended the throne, she thought she would be idle, so she watched the Tong family, which she had relied on all her life, slowly fall into disarray, lose its former glory, and die like this in the silent harem.
Except for the days when Hongli was raised, Hongli was ten years old at that time, smart and cute, well-behaved and sensible, and made her laugh all day long, an old woman in the deep palace who had no children in her life.
In Tong Jiahui's life, only those days are colorful and vivid, and the other long decades are silent and black and white.
Therefore, she didn't hate Yongzheng so much.
Tong Jiahui was lying on the bed, unable to sleep, the picture of the previous life appeared in her mind for a while, and the fragment of this life appeared for a while, and now, she knew what she meant by her mother, and stayed in the palace. , can make Kangxi look up to the best, but can't look down, and she has a reason to convince her Ama Tong Guowei when she goes back.
However, Tong Jiahui knew in her heart that the latter situation was impossible, she remembered very clearly that next year, that is, in the twenty-eighth year of Kangxi, her sister Tong Jiayan would be gone, and she had to enter the palace for the sake of the Tong family.
Regardless of whether Kangxi looks down on her or not, she has no other way to go.
Now everything in her previous life has to start all over again, she has not thought about resisting, she doesn't know how to resist fate, she has no courage and no ability.
Tomorrow, although it is different from the days in the house, the people to meet and the things to be done have been seen countless times in her previous life, and she has not looked forward to tomorrow.
But life has to go on.
Tong Jiahui sighed deeply and stopped all kinds of thoughts in her mind, the side hall of Jingren Palace, in her last life, she entered the palace to live in Jingren Palace, and lived in Jingren Palace for decades, she has no strangeness to this palace, late at night, Tong Jiahui slowly fell asleep.
In summer, early in the morning, Tong Jiahui woke up early, she thought she would dream, but although she slept late, she had a good night's sleep.
After waking up, the palace maids seemed to serve her to get up, and after washing, the palace maids showed her the various clothes prepared by Tong Jia's family, she picked out a light green cheongsam, changed into a tidy up, and then went to the main hall to greet Tong Jia's family.
For her sister, Tong Jiahui has always been envious, whether it is in the previous life or in this life, Tong Jiayan has been very good at what she has done since she was a child, and she has been praised by the people around her, the two are more than ten years apart, and Tong Jiayan's light is too bright, she can't be jealous of Tong Jiayan.
There are such people in the world, beautiful and bright that people can't be jealous, Tong Jiayan is such a person.
After arriving at the main hall, Tong Jiashi had just gotten up, Qin Sang was grooming her, and Bisi came in to say: Ergege came over to say goodbye.
Tong Jiashi spoke: "Let her in quickly." ”
For this sister of his, Tong Jiashi didn't plan to let her stay at first yesterday, but later saw that Tong Jiahui was very silent, not as clever as other Gege, Tong Jiashi had the idea of letting her stay.
Tong Jiahui, behaved like this, it was not a twist, on the contrary, her movements and etiquette were in place, so that people could not make mistakes, nor did she deliberately pretend to be cold and glamorous to attract the attention of others, her various performances were naturally revealed, but there was a breath on her body that no one should enter, and Tong Jiashi was very interested in this.
Tong Jiahui's performance, Tong Jiashi temporarily believes that this is the reason for the lack of goals, Tong Jiahui doesn't know what her life goal is.
She thinks that her sister has been locked up in the house for 20 years, has not seen the world, does not know what her life goal is, and has no pursuit of the future, so she behaves like this, obedient and has no desires.
However, such a person is like a blank piece of paper, easy to discipline, and Tong Jia's painting on it is what it is, so Tong Jia's couldn't wait to leave Tong Jiahui behind.
Seeing Tong Jiahui coming in, Tong Jiashi said: "Hui'er got up early, my sister got up late, and she hasn't cleaned up yet." Hui'er sits casually, in her sister's place, there is no need to be restrained. After a meal last night, Tong Jia's family no longer used the title of "Bengong" and changed it to "sister".
"It's not good for Hui'er, I should wait for my sister to clean up before coming over." Tong Jiahui said, and chose a chair to sit down.
Tong Jiashi smiled and said: "You just entered the palace, our sisters haven't been close for many years, and it's normal that we don't understand our respective habits, just wait for you and your sister to live together for a while." Hui'er, did you sleep well last night? ”
"It's good, although I couldn't sleep at first because I wasn't used to it, but I fell asleep and had a good night's sleep." Tong Jiahui told the truth.
"If you sleep well, my sister will be at ease, I'm afraid you won't be used to it" Tong Jiahui and Wanru's similar way of speaking, Tong Jiashi is very happy, she likes to be so straightforward. Tong Jiashi saw Tong Jiahui's dress clearly through the mirror, so she said, "Hui'er, how about the dress that my sister chose for you?" My sister looks so beautiful. Green, lining bright. ”
"No, Hui'er lives very well." Tong Jiahui first answered Tong Jia's words, and then looked down at the clothes on her body, she just picked one casually, but Tong Jia's said that it was good-looking, that is, it was good-looking: "Hui'er also looks good-looking, so she picked this one." ”
"It's good if you like it, what kind of clothes do you like, even if you talk to your sister, as an imperial concubine, a few clothes can still be provided."
"Hui'er won't be polite with her sister, you must tell your sister what you like."
At this time, Tong Jia's hair was combed, Tong Jiashi looked in the mirror, very satisfied, and then stood up and said to Tong Jiahui: "In my sister's place, of course, you don't need to be polite. ”
walked over and took Tong Jiahui's hand and walked outside, and said as she walked: "Yinzhen and Wanru should also come over, let's have breakfast, and then go to see the Queen Mother, you haven't seen the Queen Mother yet, she is a very kind person." ”
"Hui'er obeys her sister's arrangement."
Walking outside, sure enough, a palace maid came to tell me that the fourth elder brother and the fourth blessing were here. Tong Jiashi let the two of them in, and after coming in, they saluted, and then they had breakfast together, compared with the situation last night, because Tong Jiahui figured out some things, and was no longer as passive as yesterday, so the atmosphere at the dinner table this morning was much better.
After breakfast, the group went to greet the Queen Mother.
Kangxi has always been a filial person, when the Empress Dowager was alive, every time she went on patrol, as long as it was a play, Kangxi must take the Empress Dowager with her, even if the Empress Dowager did not go, Kangxi was also a tabloid for three days during the trip, and a big newspaper for five days to report the recent situation to the Empress Dowager, and what delicious and fun things I saw along the way also made people hurry up and send them back to the capital.
Now the Empress Dowager is gone, the object of Kangxi's filial piety has become the Empress Dowager, this time out of the patrol, it is the first time Kangxi went out of the capital after the death of the Empress Dowager, Kangxi went to the Empress Dowager before the tour, and asked the Empress Dowager if she went with her, but it happened that the Empress Dowager was unwell in those days, so she did not go. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )