"......" darkness, there is boundless darkness in front of him, Li Yifan stared at the darkness in front of him with his eyes open, he didn't know if he was dead, dying in such a dream, such a thing didn't happen......

'Am I really dead?' The surroundings were so quiet that he couldn't even hear his breathing and heartbeat, and he seemed to be clicked on the acupoints, unable to speak, unable to move, waiting for the time to come, and the acupuncture points would be unraveled naturally, but how long was this time, and now he felt like a year, as if he had been in this darkness for two or three months.

Is this the world after death? Darkness? This is after the man's spell-like voice stopped, Li Yifan's consciousness that could think about it more than once, and even he began to affirm the fact that he was dead, after all, the consciousness at that time saw everything before he died, he couldn't control his actions at all, watching himself jump from the balcony of the dormitory, three stories high, the probability of jumping down and dying was still very high.

"I heard that he has been a madman since elementary school, saying that he can see ghosts, so let's stay away from him, madness will be contagious." A voice buried in memory spoke, followed by a conversation of the people around him, closing his eyes, as if returning to the humiliating past.

"Hehe, lock him in the bathroom, the fool should be locked up." "You see, my stone hit him on the head, and he just looked like he was about to cry, it's disgusting." "What's the matter, mental illness can take such a test, is it the teacher's love overflowing. ”

"Get out of the Li family with this brute! There is no such scourge as you in our family, you killed my son! It's bad for our family to be like this! ”

"Don't come near me, why can't you be like a normal child, why have you been a burden since you were a child...... If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have quarreled with your dad, he wouldn't have ......"

"A scourge like you, it's useless at all, you know that it's a waste of my brother's money, don't run around consciously and shut up even if you see something, no one will believe you!"

"Ke'er, don't get too close to someone like that, sooner or later he will kill you, you see him like that, just like a dog."

“…… I hate you, coward. Looking back at the day Su Keer jumped off the building and died, Li Yifan, who was hiding in the corner, watched Su Keer fall from the window, right in front of his eyes, Su Keer was facing him, her eyes were staring at him like that, and the blood was left under her face, and she was about to touch him......

"Why don't you stand up and speak for me! I came out for you, and in the end, it became me who was bullied, and you, why didn't you say anything when the teacher asked you! Isn't it that you won't tell the truth even if I'm dead! ”

"Let's go, I'll just say it, it's not going to end well with his garbage...... This kind of person should have died earlier, and he would have known to harm others. ”

…… Too many memories, too many memories echoed over and over again in Li Yifan's mind, as if he had experienced everything again, the disgust and boredom of his relatives, the exclusion and bullying of his classmates, and the death of his best friend, all of this was his own fault, it was his existence that made everything like this, now it's okay, no one will be hurt because of himself.

'Someone like me, who is useless and only a burden to others, should have died a long time ago, and now I am no longer anyone's trouble. Those disgusted eyes and words were repeated endlessly, like dozens of small screens repeating the past.

It turns out that after death, people think of the most painful and most wanted to avoid the past. Li Yifan really opened his eyes, he has begun to get used to everything after death, but when will this consciousness disappear completely.

I don't know how long time has passed, there is still boundless darkness in front of me, the words repeated in my ears gradually become smaller, and a familiar voice sounded from a distance, getting closer and closer, making the voices of those people quieter again, but Li Yifan no longer has the slightest desire to distinguish the voice, and his mind is beginning to be unclear.

'What is a person who should have died a long time ago, but now that he is cold, what else is he looking forward to, everyone should be happy when I die. ’

'The family doesn't have to worry about the cynicism of others, maybe my mother can also take advantage of the fact that she is not completely old and does not take me as a drag oil bottle to find a confidant, Bai Ran doesn't have to be so entangled, give up so much for me, and my roommates don't have to care about my emotions all the time, hehe, now that I think about it, I am really a burden, and the past twelve or one years have brought people trouble. ’

"Yifan~" Even if Li Yifan heard whose voice it was, he didn't want to bother anymore, now he just wanted to wait quietly for his consciousness to completely disappear, completely disappear in this world, and no longer bring trouble and trouble to anyone.

"Yifan, what you see are fake, they are not like this, think about what it looks like!" The familiar voice was talking in the dark, Li Yifan ignored it, and continued to wait for his bowl of 'Meng Po Soup', no matter what the voice kept saying, so that those memories were diluted.

"Li Yifan! You're being controlled, and that's all fake! Wake me up! Those are all caused by your negative emotions, and he is trying to wear down your willpower to live! The distant voice turned into a roar beside him.

"Wake me up! I haven't heard you say you like me! You can't just go to sleep! I won't allow it! The familiar voice seemed to be in the ear, roaring hoarsely, accompanied by the detection body of the heart tester, from the original 'ding', and immediately transformed into a 'tick'.

"I don't care, I don't care, you hurry up, I like you, I can't just lose it." The girl's voice changed from yelling to sobbing.

Li Yifan suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the little light that suddenly appeared in this infinite darkness, and everything in the past appeared in front of him again: it was his mother's love; Father's bosom; Su Keer's smile and the last sentence of 'run', the playmate who blocked the stone for him, the kind smiling face of Professor Yi, the quarrel between his relatives and the people in the community;

Bai Ran's never-changing sincere care and care; roommate banter and friendship; the care of classmates and teachers; Jiang Dong and Han Shuo's sincere eyes and the sentence 'I need you', and finally Zhao Xin'er's hug, and her tearful eyes close at hand......

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